My Romantic Melody

My Romantic Melody
Chapter 21 ~ Missing the Incarnate



For three days, the sun no longer showed its light. It seemed lost covered by a very dense fog. That's how I feel right now, who really don't know what's wrong with me. Some of the people I love have now gone away from me. They are Adit, Dian, Devi, and Vivi.


When the break comes…


I saw Devi's face which was like a barapi-fire red. He seemed to be begging Dian to be accompanied to the toilet.


“ Yan... cement me to the toilet dong” said Devi kebellet.


“ Yes, wait a minute yes, I want to finish my book first” said Dian casually.


“ Fast dong Yan... I can't stand nih” said Devi who looks cold sweat.


“ Wait dong Dev!! my book is still scattered.. later it can be lost loh” said Dian who is somewhat emotional with Devi.


“ But I'm really not strong anymore Yan, let's go!!!” said Devi who was so begging to Dian.


“ You go alone if so, I still have not finished cleaning nih” said Dian who seemed to not care about Devi who was lethargic.


Seeing Devi's pretty miserable expression, I really couldn't. Devi really needs help, and she doesn't seem to dare go alone to the toilet. I tried to get to Devi, then I offered to accompany her to the toilet.


“ Let me go to the toilet Dev!!” softly said.


“ No need, I want to be cemented with Dian aja... you do not need to bother” said Devi who immediately made my heart sad.


“ Dian seems to be busy again, let me just who cemented yes..??” I said who continued to offer.


“ I said don't ya don't need... You didn't hear earlier I said that?” said Devi with a higher tone while her face that continues to hold back wants to go to the toilet.


“ You don't have to do us good as Fel, we don't want you to cheat again said Dian who finished cleaning his books.


“ You guys are now the enemy of me like this, indeed I am wrong are you guys huh?” I'm the one who really doesn't accept all of this.


Without answering my question a word, Dian and Devi immediately passed by leaving me. Maybe because Devi really can't stand the toilet anymore. Although actually my heart is very sad for all the words and treatment of my friends, but I can only be patient and hope that they can return to the way they used to be.


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After I finished praying, I tried to look at my friends Dian and Devi. I always hoped that they would return my gaze with a smile. But, it turns out that my hope was in vain. Let alone the smiles I get, they just seem reluctant to turn to look at me. They actually knew that I was looking at them, but they seemed to be acting ignorant.


Ooh yes...Today, the cute Vivi does not enter the readers table!!. We got word that he had a fever. I would love to see Vivi with my two friends. May my good intentions be granted by them and make us get along again!!


“ We go see Vivi to her house yuk!!” take me with a smile with enthusiasm.


“ If you want to go, go alone... I still have a lot of business!!” said Dian ketus.


“ You how Dev... lest we go see Vivi?” I was hoping for Devi.


“ I don't want ah go with you, later in the middle of the road. You stayin I” said Devi who like not to me.


Dian and Devi immediately left me, after having a chance to say hurtful words. I really don't believe the attitude of my friends. It's all happening, just because I like to come home fast lately. It's really an unreasonable reason for me.


I seem to be swept away in grief. There are no more people willing to complete my lonely life. I have only felt that happiness for a month. Now, I must be willing to swallow the bitter pill that God gave me. The bitter pill was not a medicine, but a poison that could be deadly.


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I walked back down the mute places that once brought me to Adit. Yup!!! it was at this place where I stopped that I used to be surprised by the name Adit, to the point of almost making my heartbeat stop for a moment. I decided to wait for his presence again, and may the sweet creature appear to the surface.


My sadness deepened. There was no longer any hope of getting back close to the people I loved. Everyone has really gone somewhere. Only longing is currently incarnated in my memory. The longing for the sun to be present again brought a smile, and removed the fogs that had long covered the blue sky.


Honestly, the author is now really sad to remember. Perhaps only tears would be able to calm this troubled heart of readers!!


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