MY MARRIAGE

Half dead, wholehearted..

Happy reading..

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I read a message from Erik mas honestly I feel happy when I find out that my husband actually misses me. But deep down I feel the pain of the wound that was cut yesterday is still not healed.

how could I be with her again that event always overshadowed my mind..?

I replied to a message from Erik..

"hmmm.. What's wrong, mas..?"

message has been sent..

"i just woke up hearing my phone keep ringing.."

message has been sent..

"thank you for the food.."

"kalo mas Erik wants to meet with me mas Erik to the balcony of the room we just chat there mas.."

sent message..

and the message has been read by Erik..

I invite her to just chat in the balcony, not ready if you have to meet often..

"forgive me mas.."

I got up and walked to open the balcony door of my room, coincidentally our room was just opposite so we could meet face to face even though only through the balcony of the room.

his appearance there was already standing with his unsettled feeling, yes the figure of a manly man who had drugged me was the love in my heart. he's my beloved husband at once who has incised the wound in my heart.

I loved her so much, I was sad to see her like that but it was hard for me to say..

"yes mas I want to sleep with you again, hug you again, live at home with you again, arg...it is impossible his sense I said it in front of him..?" by looking at her like that, she was greatly tormented

because I indirectly gave this punishment to her, I also felt the same way I missed her, she said, I miss the smell of his breath every day sleeping with me always inhaling the scent of his breath.

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I greeted Erik first..

Tita :

"hi. mas"

"have you eaten?"

Eric :

"hi.."

looks awkward again when this morning we had a lot of conversation..

"hmm. I ate earlier.."

"how, do you like the food?"

"sorry if I interrupt your break.."

Tita :

"it's okay, man.."

"that's enough sleep for me.."

"i'm so full, thank you.."

Eric :

"same same.."

"i want to talk.."

Tita :

"let's just say it.."

Eric :

"honey, are you still not able to open your heart to me..?"

Tita :

"it's not like that, ma'am.."

"i'm just still scared and traumatized if one day I feel the same pain, Erik repeated it again.."

Eric :

"i told you, it'll never happen again.."

"didn't I promise you?"

Tita :

"yes, I know that Erik has said it and promised, but my heart is really afraid.."

"which woman would want to be treated like that? especially repeatedly.."

"please help Erik understand my situation.."

Eric :

"but I miss you.."

"i want to hug you, baby.."

Tita :

"if you just want to see and hug me, then Erik can, which I'm not ready if Erik asks to sleep with me, I still imagine the incident yesterday mas.."

Then Erik walked up to me there was only an iron fence on the balcony so that our hands could touch.

Eric :

"honey come here a minute.."

Erik grabbed my hand and I gave it to him..

erik stroked my cheeks and kissed them many times.

"didn't you miss me ?"

"i want to touch my wife's body her body and her life is already mine I should be able to feel it.."

Tita :

"euhh. I miss you too mas.."

"but I don't know how she forgot that.."

"i know I belong to you.."

"but not with you..?"

Eric :

"what do you mean..?"

Tita :

"you still belong to Sarah mas.."

Eric :

"i hate to hear it.."

Tita :

"but isn't that the reality?"

Eric :

"sadly listen to me, I asked you to meet because I miss you so much not to talk about that woman.."

"hmm. I know, are you jealous?"

"that's the sign that you love me so much.."

Tita :

"yes I'm jealous of you.."

"i love you, is it wrong?"

Eric :

"not wrong, dear.."

"i'm happy to know that my wife is really in love with me.."

beyond my expectations, Erik was determined that he dared to jump over the balcony fence to miss it on me..

Eric :

"honey pull over, I'll jump.."

I screamed a little because I didn't expect Erik to do it, as I shifted my body to the edge of the window, because I didn't want to get hit by his burly body.

Tita :

"mas... What do you want to do?"

"danger mas, you can fall and get hurt later.."

"alright if you want to meet and hug me, I will open my door, Erik mas can enter my room even mas Erik can stay here.. ohhh no no mas Erik can do anything that mas Erik wants against me. provided you don't jump over the balcony mas.."

Eric :

"no need, it's already been.."

"you believe me, I can definitely jump over her.."

"thank you for your honesty, baby, and that's enough to prove to me that you still want to be with me.."

thought me.. "Ahhh, what did I just say to him, my God, help me definitely mas Erik GR and big head later, so easily my heart melted in front of him? you love slave, Karna loves her I can say that and forget about yesterday's incident, ahhrg my god, how is this?"

what am I supposed to do now, but if I don't tell her what if Erik's desperate and falls?"

Ahh, forget it..

Finally, Erik managed to jump over the balcony fence which I think is high enough for my body size, but not for him, mas Erik was able to jump over it for my sake..

arhggs..

Mas Erik arrived in my bedroom balcony and fell right in front of me. He was a bit in pain like him.

Eric :

"Aww.."

while grimacing a little sore and holding both of his knees.

Tita :

"mas.. mas Erik is okay, right?

"there are no injuries?

"which part of it hurts..?"

"let me help you stand up"

Mas Erik just smiled on his face..

"kok mas Erik even laughs anyway.."

"mas Erik the evil.."

Mas Erik just smiled at me and at the end of his smile turned into a laughing mocking me, like he managed to melt my heart, that's the way he does it to know my heart and it's easy to melt it..

I cursed myself..

my stupid son of a bitch...

Then mas Erik stood up from the fall of his temple and while holding both my hands as his support.

So what happened was that had to happen inevitably again, on the balcony of the room, we made a friendly fondling to vent the longing.

Mas Erik hugged me tightly until his left hand hugged my waist and then his right hand held my neck and pulled it, then landed a kiss that I had missed so much, we miss this moment so much.

Tita :

"mas, can't I breathe?"

Eric :

"i'm not letting you go"

"it's hard for me to get you, it's not easy for me to let you go again.."

Tita :

"but can we do it again later?"

Eric :

"we enjoy this moment, if later it's another baby, just consider this a bonus.."

Many times mas Erik fondled me, his embrace tighter, almost felt chest tightness I received this attack, my breath tereungah-eungah mas Erik did not give a pause in the slightest, he just kept attacking me. There was no rejection at all from me, even though I tried to refuse him still would not be able to.

I miss him the same.

In my little heart I am happy even though I have to be sick first to get that happiness.

I loved her half dead..

sometimes he wants to be loved wholeheartedly but this self is still difficult to be able to accept it wholeheartedly do not do if still half-hearted , I once loved her more deeply and all have been broken by her, but my sacrifice has not been in vain, now I can have her with all my heart, he's my husband I won't let anyone take him out of my hands again.

anything I would do to hold on to.

I love my husband half-dead and all my heart..

Seriate..

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