MY MARRIAGE

The waves that bear witness

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At that time, Erik decided to stay at the hotel even though it was different from my room, he wanted to make sure my condition was okay, and what day would I go through without him..?

This morning a very bright morning as bright as the sun, I woke up from my sleep his light that woke me from my sleep, I rushed to clean myself, I was, soaking in warm water and a sprinkling of fragrant soap, made my body much more relaxed, to be able to forget a few bad memories in my life.

not wanting to linger, I immediately changed my clothes, wearing a short knee-length pink dress wrapped in white blezer, and wearing flip-flops. polishing a little of my face with makeup so as not to look too wet as my eyes used to cry all night. I describe my wavy hair and now it has begun to extend, because it is still wet after shampooing earlier.

I walked into the living room in my hotel room, I waited for the hotel waiter to bring me my breakfast, before I heard the bell ringing, I opened the door and the waiter came in and put a table full of dishes for my breakfast, I sat down to eat my breakfast, watching tv.

"Ahhrg. full of my stomach from last night I feel hungry because of crying continuously to make me hungry and sleepy. fortunately the waiter quickly came to bring me my breakfast, otherwise my stomach worm would have gone on a rampage soon. hehehe"

smile at her own smile.. 🤭

while looking at the mirror that is located next to the tv table..

holding both his cheeks and his eyes..

"uhhh. My eyes became swollen last night effect I kept crying .."

"mas Erik is really evil.."

"i hate you.."

"heuhhhhh. It's useless that I swear, he's not here, I better just walk to the beach mumpung sunny weather.."

Coincidentally the hotel where I stayed was located on the beach, and my balcony room facing directly towards the beach.

so I could walk the morning walk on that beach to melt this chaotic mood of mine..

I took a small bag that only fit for my phone, I put it on my neck, then did not forget I brought a beach hat, for me to wear so as not to overheat later, I walked open the door of my room and closed it back not forgetting I locked it, continued walking into the elevator I press lift 1 ground floor, right in front of the lobby, just in front of the lobby, I got off the elevator, I walked towards the beach as I was about to step on my feet, I with the footsteps of someone who was following me..

I stopped my steps and turned around to look around to see who was following me, but I saw no one..

is that Erik who followed? why is he silently following me? and why not just be honest? ahh let it go, I don't care, this morning I want to have fun entertaining myself.

I continued walking until I arrived at the beach..

Arriving on the beach I opened my flip flops and then I tenteng in my hands..

I walked along the beautiful stretch of white sand, the sound of waves that swirl, the morning air was still cool and the sea breeze was a little strong to make me feel cold and then I put my hands on my shoulders hugging my own body, to be a little warmer.

After walking for about 10 meters, I decided to sit on the white sand, I put flip-flops next to me, I bend my legs, I held them with both hands hugging my knees, stick my chin on my arms resting on my knees.

with my eyes and my eyes, I looked at the vast expanse of the ocean, adorned with bright clouds, the sun that began to meet the light rose, and the sun rose, birds chirping singing on the whirling waves show that they are ready to wade through a new day.

Unlike me who lamented my sorrow, the fate of my marriage with Erik mas, I can no longer imagine how unfortunate my fate must be to feel the bitter marriage that I have just waded, and began to open my heart to be able to love it, he said, I struggled to make sacrifices so that my heart wouldn't freeze and could love another man besides Reza, my ex-lover.

but when Erik desecrated our marriage, Erik did it with the old woman, he hurt me, but he begged me to forgive him and live with him again.. how come? my heart is broken, my heart is numb..

I screamed at the waves and the ocean..

with both of my hands that I intentionally put on both of my cheeks..

"ahrrgggg. ahrrrgggg..."

"it's not fair to me.."

"what am I wrong, why are you doing that?"

"you are evil. evil.."

I don't feel like I'm back shedding tears..

and bowed my face on the pedestal of my knees.

I didn't realize that Erik was following me all along.

suddenly Erik's voice suddenly blared in my ear, grabbing all my screams earlier..

Eric :

"are you satisfied to complain to the waves..?"

"if you don't do it again, I'll yell along with you so I can feel the pain you have to bear alone.."

"let go of all your frustration.."

"if yelling and crying can make you feel more relieved and happy.."

"i'm sorry, baby..?"

"keep with me to stay by my side.."

"survive all my shortcomings and mistakes.."

"thank you so far you haven't given me such a severe punishment, you still want to take care of me, still want to see my sinful face dear.."

"i'm sorry, am I..?"

I was surprised at that moment and immediately stood up but remained in position, not looking at Erik, while wiping my tears..

then Erik approached me and grabbed my body and hugged it from behind, and said that he was tormented without my presence on his side.

Eric :

"you know, baby.."

"i'm tormented without you by my side.."

"i'm used to having you in my life.."

"when I woke up from the first sleep I saw when I opened my eyes, it was just your face.."

"but not after these few days have I suffered so much to lose you.."

"please forgive myself.."

"give me one more chance I promise I'll prove it to you. I'll fix all this mess.."

I was confused to answer her, again I could only cry and continue crying

Tita :

"that's enough, I don't want to hear anything else.."

"i want to entertain myself here.."

while I remove the tears that are dripping on my cheeks..

again too soon, Erik could reach me and block my steps.

Mas Erik pulled my left hand, then after successfully grabbing it, he tried to turn my body in front of him..

I could only stare at her still with the same feeling, still loving her even though my heart ached.

Mas Erik brought his face closer to my face to my forehead with his forehead my nose with his nose stuck. I inhale the aroma of his breath is typical, I really miss him, he said, but my heart still hurts..

Mas Erik kissed my lips with tenderness, passionately feeling the longing when we first chatted first we who just felt in love in a marriage that was originally without love, the, but it was easily destroyed by one mistake that I found painful..

erik tried to conquer the freezing in my heart..

no matter how hard I resisted the more Erik would try to reach for her the more difficult it was for me to get away from her.

I can't deny my little heart that still loves and loves her how not, that feeling has just grown in my heart..

I couldn't afford to leave her..

On this beach, witness with the swirling waves that witness the promise made between two creatures who still love each other to be able to open a new page of life, new life, to be able to forgive himself and try to re-believe in him.

I forgave her, gave her trust again, and I accepted her back in my life, I chose peace in my heart, so that I could feel happiness again..

I asked her one thing to stay beside me don't do the same thing to get me hurt again, if I still intend to do it, it is better to step back than to feel the same pain at both times.

Tita :

"promise me.."

"that you will not repeat it again to hurt my heart.."

"promise me that you will always be with me no matter what my circumstances..?"

Eric :

"i promise you, baby.."

"will never repeat that again.."

"i promise to be there for you until death do us part.."

"whatever the risk, if I repeat the same thing, you can do whatever it takes to punish me with as much weight as it has to be exchanged for this life I'm ready for.."

Tita :

"all right. I keep your promise.."

"thank you for promising me.."

Eric :

"no dear, I should be the one to thank you for forgiving me and for starting a new life with me.."

Tita :

"hmmmm.. alright...

I widened my smile on my face trying to throw away all the fear and pain..

trying to show my good side in front of Erik. that this is me who is ready to accept at any time, even to get hurt again if I am ready, as long as I stay with him..

I let go of her hug and soft kisses of her lips..

I ran away from her while laughing loosely full of relief in my heart..

I ran backwards while shouting asking her to immediately chase after me ..

we play chase first yes let it be like a movie.. 🤭🤭😅

Tita :

"mas. mas Erik.."

"can't you go after me..?"

"let's go after me if you can..?"

Mas Erik was still surprised by what I did, he quickly understood my attitude..

Eric :

"oh. hhmmm.."

"to the ends of the world though I make sure I'll always be after you.."

"sadly wait for me.."

Mas Erik kept running after me while shouting..

while I was still running with a smile and a loose laugh I felt that happiness had returned to my life.

Tita :

"come after me.."

Eric :

"i can definitely get you.."

while ngosan mas Erik chased after me and shouted..

The end was right when Erik got me, he managed to chase me, he managed to grab my hand and hug my body..

We also laughed together to feel happy together in the warmth of his embrace, I felt my life was meaningful because the presence of the figure of Erik mas. and vice versa with Erik mas feel the same..

Seriate..

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