MY MARRIAGE

His departure..

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I just found out how devastated my husband Erik was when he found out Sarah died even though he was married to me. but I still have to give in to accept it sincerely because this has been my decision to continue this household.The sadness still appears on the look on his face is also filled with guilt. but Erik explained to me without me asking.

Eric :

"Dear forgive me, who hasn't been able to forget Sarah may be for you."

"Please forgive Sarah so she can settle down there."

"all my fault if I hadn't helped her back then maybe none of this would have been like this."

"If it had been yesterday before I married me, I could have explained all that well to you, your parents, you, my parents also told Sarah the truth that maybe none of this would happen."

I was confused to answer what, there was jealousy, anger, disappointment, annoyed with Erik, but I also pity to see him because he wronged himself, he said, nor can I fully blame him and Sarah, perhaps all is fate in power, to test my patience in my household that is as long as corn and also with my very young age.

I tried to answer him even though it made him sad again because of my words, but at least I had let out all my feelings.

Tita :

"What do I have to answer?"

"It is not necessary to feel so guilty like that."

Still with a flat face as necessary I replied.

"You should know my heart, I've been sorry for a long time before your Sarah apologized to me."

"I know you can't forget Sarah for that one yet I can't forgive you."

"Fine forget it, I don't have the taste to talk right now."

"Do what you want to do."

"I don't want to think about it anymore."

Erik seemed shocked by all my words. that without realizing it I was a little wife of his could put out her words hurt her heart and was as indifferent to her self that was in sorrow.

but it was thought that he would not solve the problem if he replied to me at that time, let alone because Erik realized that everything was his fault.

Eric :

"Darling, why are you talking like that?"

"I know you're mad at me, I was wrong, but I've apologized, baby."

"I've also deleted her number from my phone, I promise I'll forget her."

"Sarah is dead, baby."

"Please don't act like that to me, don't ignore me."

Mas Erik kept asking me but there was nothing I answered, I chose to screw him back.just consider it a lesson for him has hurt my feelings many times. although I know on the other hand is grieving for Sarah's death, but what's wrong with my feelings so far that too often hurt her, how many times should I succumb to hurt again. which wife wants to be in the duakan, although it knows it is over but if a wife knows her husband still keeps something belonging to his ex will certainly also hurt and hurt her.

I left her who was still sitting at the edge of the mattress.I put my body back on the mattress and then I pull the blanket to cover my entire body.As I shed tears behind the blanket, I put a blanket, the pain of hearing my own husband say the name of another woman, even apologizing for her, and again until this moment my own husband still can not forget her, then what did he see of me, who did he think I was all this time? still grumbling in my heart while I try to close my eyes so I can fall asleep and forget all hopefully when I wake up my heart has improved and can forgive all this.

The night was getting late, I was already asleep. woke up in the middle of the night before morning, I lyrics from behind a lucky blanket lighting in the dim room, so it is not so visible if I peek her behind the blanket.

he who sits on the sofa with a bottle of drink in his hand and is bare-chested like someone who is frustrated so much as the presence of Sarah in his life to make him unable to sleep after the loss Sarah breathed her last last this afternoon.What about me, what she thinks of me, and what if I were dead, would she be this frustrated?

I forced him to get up and rebuke him.

Tita :

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Isn't this morning the heart of his funeral?"

Eric :

"You woke up baby, I'm sorry if you feel like I'm noisy because of the sound of this bottle!"

Tita :

"No problem."

Then I chose to go to the bathroom because it's useless to talk to her won't make her hear me.

after that I came back from the bathroom, and I'm sorry to get out of the room it intends to continue my sleep in the guest room only. maybe by parting the bed will make us realize each other's mistakes, especially for Erik.

Erik looked at me and asked me who was about to open the door and go downstairs..

Eric :

"Honey, where are you going?"

"It's still night."

"Sleep again, don't wait for me because I'm not sleepy at all."

Ceklekk..

I feel like I'm angry, though, crying even screamed as loud as it was to see my own husband behave like that to an ex who was gone even left his life hurt me a lot his wife and had not had time to apologize to ku. mas Erik is very selfish you mas. continue to grumble in my heart while still walking regardless of his speech.

I closed the door again and I saw Erik not moving his body still sitting on the sofa in his frustration. there was no intention to chase me around hugging me holding me back from leaving her.

I closed the door hard..

Brugghs..

I left him alone with the shadow of Sarah, who arrived at his death still makes Erik frustrated.

After arriving at the front door of the guest room, I saw the TV light was still on and I saw Andre who was not far from the guest room that I was going to sleep in. Andre was in the middle room still watching tv.

I continued my steps but stopped because Andre called me.

Andre :

"Tita, why are you here?"

"Where is Erik?"

I asked him how much I gave him.

Tita :

"Mas Erik was drinking in his room, as he was in frustration with Sarah's death."

Intended to stay inside the guest room, not wanting to continue my speech at that time but Andre stopped me again he walked towards me and asked me to speak.

Andre :

"Wait, I want to talk!"

Tita :

"Just say, I nodded!"

I answered, but Andre seemed to know how I felt.

Andre :

"Not lying!"

"I know what you feel like?"

"Let's talk for a second!"

Why also with my feet that even follow his steps towards the middle room, then Andre gave me a glass of water that he did bring from the kitchen so that when thirsty did not bother to take it to the kitchen.

Andre :

"Drink first, calm your heart!"

"I know what you're going through, I know how Erik feels."

"He was not so because he loved her or loved her, but rather the sense of compassion in Erik's heart was very big to Sarah, because when they met first was not a natural thing, it was not a natural thing, when she saw Sarah in a man's sore, her mottled nose made her more compassionate, especially she knew Sarah no longer had a family."

"I'm sorry, I know you must have been so hurt by all this!"

"I've been friends with him for a long time, since Junior High."

"I know her very well, I'm sure that after a few days she'll be back to normal as usual."

"Please don't give up and die."

"Give him a chance"

I sat down holding the glass in the sodor to me, just shocked and held back what I wanted to reach Andre.

After a few minutes I was silent, Andre was still watching me.

then I asked her if it was better to ask her to divorce me..

Tita :

"So what should I do to her?"

"Do I have to give up when I'm hurt?"

"May I ask her to scatter me, right?"

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