MY MARRIAGE

a time I can't turn back..

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Right now I want to cry, to feel the pain of my heart..

can't I imagine how devastated I felt when I saw my husband doing that relationship with another woman besides myself his legal wife?

can I forgive her?

right now all I know is that my heart is hurt by the people I love my own husband..

Seeing her with another woman alone is already very painful let alone having to see her while doing that relationship!

Erik begged me to come home with him again, although I have not forgiven him, it does not matter to him as long as he can be with me.

But not for me, I can forgive but I can't live with her at this time..

Tita :

"it's better for Erik to go home"

"let me alone here, ma'am.."

"it took me a while to look at you as if the wound in my heart couldn't be healed and it was getting sicker"

"help Erik understand my feelings?"

"don't force me..?"

While I was crying both my hands hugged my body and occasionally wiped my tears.."

I can't stand my heart, I do love it right now but not with a wound in my heart..

Eric :

"don't cry anymore, dear.."

"can I feel what you're feeling?"

"it's all my fault"

Tita :

"if indeed Erik understood better, then Erik left me alone mas..!"

Eric :

"i can't just leave you, you're my wife until whenever you're my wife and I'll stick with you"

Tita :

"to hurt me again?

It was hard for me to stop crying, my tears kept falling and Erik walked to my face, wiping my tears many times.

Eric :

"i love you my wife loves me.."

"you are the soul mate God gave me"

"please don't force your ego to avoid me..?"

"the pain will never be healed, but try to reopen the door of your heart for me, and I beg you to forgive me?"

"let me stay here with you?"

I'm a little upset and I'm almost out of patience, I pushed Erik's body until Erik almost fell on the floor and I screamed a little before Erik so he would understand my feelings and realize his own mistakes.

Tita :

"stop mas....!!!!"

"that's enough..!!"

"i'm tired, I want to be alone..!!!"

"don't think that since I'm a boy and don't understand anything, you can hurt me!!!"

"I'm a human being who has feelings too!"

"you are evil...!!!"

"Why is my life like this, I regret our marriage.."

"i'm sorry I accepted this marriage and I'm sorry I fell in love with you..!!!"

"if time could turn back I would be better off receiving punishment from my stepmother, so that I could refuse this marriage mas..!!!"

"so that I don't get hurt any more..!!!"

Maybe I'd prefer always to be in the black valley snare of my stepmother, if I knew my marriage would be like this..

Unfortunately, time cannot be turned back..

everything has happened, I can only resign and Iklhas live it..

Am I wrong to regret my marriage?"

I didn't know right now my tears were so easy to fall, so hard on my cheeks that I was so excited.. 🤭🤭

But Erik was not the least bit angry at me, as I pushed him, as I shouted in front of him..

Instead, Erik blamed himself and several times hit his right hand to the floor until it bled..

I really can't bear to see it that way I want to forgive her and open a new page but it's really hard for me to do it..

Mas Erik tried to stand up from his fall earlier and again grabbed my body, with his hands full of wounds and blood, he tried to hug me back with his blood stuck to my shirt, both of her hands rubbed my cheeks again and occasionally her lips lightly tucked my cheeks and lips might try to soften my heart.

Tita :

"stop mas..!!!"

"it's enough for me to know how you really feel.."

It's the toughest thing I've ever experienced, long before it, I've never felt anything this heavy, I repeatedly grabbed my hair and occasionally hit my chest in excruciating pain when I remembered what our loved ones had done with other women.. and I kept crying nonstop..

Eric :

"that's enough, don't hurt yourself like that"

"it'll make me even more tormented"

"it's my fault I should have suffered not you!"

"listen to me, I am willing to kill me once, so that you can be happy and forgive me dear!!"

I kept crying without knowing how to stop my crying..

It's hard for me to be able to trust him back after what he did yesterday behind me, it's only natural that this is the first time I've experienced.. like a boat without a crew.

Mas Erik still hugged my body with his hands still full of blood..

her face she put together with my face and occasionally her lips return to give a warm kiss on my lips.

I feel sorry for him, seeing the wound in his hand keep bleeding.

I tried to treat her even though my heart still wanted to be angry at her.

Tita :

"look at your hands full of blood..!!"

"what are you doing..?"

"it won't change anything that's happened..!!"

"give me your hand, let me help treat the wound..!!"

Even though I was still crying, I still cared about her.

that's me who's ready to get hurt for whoever I love, without asking for more I just want to be appreciated and guarded my feelings..

Mas Erik started to smile on his face when he saw that I started to pay attention to him again I was very worried about him.

he gave me his right hand so I could treat him..

Eric :

"take my hand even if I get hurt I'm fine, baby.."

"even if this body and body you take me willingly as long as you will forgive me"

"especially if you want to go back to life with me again.."

"whatever I'll do for you.."

"my whole life I'll give you!!"

Tita :

"stop your fighting it's mas.."

"my ear almost broke to hear it"

Eric :

"why can it break..?"

Tita :

"your voice is not melodious masss.." 😥

"hhh. I've stopped.."

"want to be treated?"

Cie cie cie there are kangen and start kidding again..

hahahaha the author of his own mesem mesem while chewing.. 🤭😅

tita oh tita. is very difficult sorry doang when deep in his heart he misses and still loves the same old master Erik who tampannn. eh babang handsome dong ya.

Eric :

"dear, do what you want to do with my hands and blood.."

Tita :

"have been silent.don't have much to say later your blood will run out if you still sound masss..."

What the fuck can run out of his small wounds like this..? 🤭

Mas Erik just smiled on his face looking at my behavior and my cuteness..

Then I walked into the kitchen to get the p3k box on the wall near the kitchen and I took warm water in the bowl and a small towel to clean the wound and the blood.

While Erik sat on the sofa with a smile on his face, he thought this time what he did almost made my heart melt just by hitting his bare hands and bleeding blood already made me worry half to death. and she felt this was her potent weapon, although many times she hurt her hand she would love to do it for me, so that I would forgive her..

Mas Erik oh mas Erik's..

you really are the strangest guy and almost drove me crazy..

I cleaned the wound and the blood in her right hand, then I gave her antiseptic medicine and wrapped her wound with a small bandage that I wrapped several times in her hand. so that his blood does not come out again, and his wounds can quickly dry up.

Erik clasped my hand pulling my body closer to him, and thanked me..

Eric :

"come here to draw near to me, thank you for treating my wounds, thank you for being the perfect and best wife for me, thank you for your patience thank you for all the wonderful things you have ever given me in my life.."

"i'm really lucky to have a wife like you, in your anger, you still care and are kind to me even to everyone.."

"that's what will never be lost in you, it's also what keeps me from keeping you and our marriage.."

Erik kissed my hands and my forehead..

*I'm crying over you...

(so the song keinget is Rosa tea yes* )

I returned to shed my tears..

If only yesterday's problems hadn't happened maybe this kind of quarrel would never have existed..

My little heart said, I have forgiven you only now I need time to accept all this reality, I will stay with you, it's my decision but please respect me and take care of my feelings..

I've always loved you..

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