MY MARRIAGE

Sarah's final resting..

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After I finished the bath, I was still waiting for her while sitting in the waiting chair let alone what she wanted to convey. mas Erik came out with a neat but slightly different appearance to his usual, but, mas Erik wearing a shirt and pants as well as a suit all-black, the suit that has not been worn, is still refuted in his hands, because the day is still mourning Sarah's death. approached me who was sitting in my dressing chair, and then Erik sat down on the edge of the bed and said to me.

Eric :

"Today's Sarah's funeral, maybe it's the last thing I give her, because if I hadn't taken care of it, there wouldn't have been anyone else to take care of Sarah."

"Sarah doesn't have any family that I know of, although there is but somewhere I never know of her!"

"I hope you're not upset if I go and take care of Sarah's funeral?"

"If you'd like, you can come with me to take Sarah to her final resting place!"

"Thank you for forgiving Sarah!"

By giving one hand to me I tried to grab my hand and persuade me to forgive Sarah and attend her funeral.

Erik, with his sad face that I saw on his face, saw Sarah so important in Erik's life, still very attached to his heart, and I could what, he said, I can't change her heart to love me and be mine, though my heart sometimes hurts why it feels now that I've started to love her.

Erik's heart is only he who knows how and what it is. I can only hope that Erik won't remember Sarah back after returning from the funeral.

Erik stood up and stepped on his feet to go to Sarah's funeral.

I tried to call her want to feel her come with her, but my heart felt hard and langlah I felt heavy. But I keep trying her despite the pain that I will feel later.

Tita :

"Wait for me!"

"I'm coming along."

"I'll change clothes for a second, you can wait downstairs."

Answer me to Erik.

Mas Erik turned his head towards me and his two eyes stared fixedly at me who continued to walk to change clothes.

then Erik continued his steps according to my direction, he waited for me below with Andre and Sofi.

They were already at the dinner table before the end of the day going to the funeral that morning at about seven we ate our breakfast.

Eight o'clock we decided to go to the hospital to pick Sarah up to be escorted to her final resting place.I still tried to get breastfed and received all of her sincerely.

Mas Erik still faithfully grasped my hand but my fingers began to sweat wet and occasionally squeezed it either because it held my disappointment or my guilt that I used to feel when I knew Erik I've already given Sarah's betel.

I limp to see the last face of Sarah who was almost finished in a cloth wrap and ready to be put in the crate.then some officers or nurses brought her and put her in an ambulance.

Me, Erik, Sofi and Andre got into their respective cars following the ambulance in front of us. until the funeral and some of Andre's men who welcomed because it was finished with all his preparations.

Officers began to take Sarah to the cemetery and put the fairy in the ground and then closed her back tightly.on completion, all gave prayers and apologies to Sarah by sowing flowers on top of her vortex.

Erik was standing right beside the ground covering Sarah's body while saying an apology many times.

Eric :

"Please forgive me!"

"I didn't mean to hurt you!"

"I'm sorry I wasted you."

"I'm sorry I can't take care of you!"

"I'm sorry we shouldn't have met when the end could only hurt each other!"

Then crouched down and his hands held a tombstone inscribed with Sarah's name.

I tried to pat Erik on the shoulder and invite him to stand up while I also wanted to say something to Sarah but that intention was me. because it always shows in my memory how he hurt me and terrorized me.

Tita :

"Let's go home."

"It's all done let's forget about opening a new leaf with me!"

Mas Erik briefly looked at me and did not know what he thought when he looked at me with what I said to him.

Then she heard her voice answer all my questions.

Eric :

"We're going home soon!"

Then Erik looked back at the pile of dirt where Sarah's body was inside.

And Andre and Sofi just stared silently and said nothing just watching and maybe just saying a prayer and an apology to Sarah.

Eric :

"I'm sorry again, our world is different, and I'm sorry, I had to forget you for so long!"

"I already have a wife I have to take care of her feelings, which I have to pay attention to!"

"I want to see her happy, before the end I regret everything I've done to hurt her!"

After saying those words, Erik stood up and turned his body to face me, hugged my shoulder, then took me to walk together to go home and leave Sarah there alone.

What I can see and catch from all his words, Erik, learn to forgive and accept all of them sincerely, also learn to apologize even though never wrong, he said, because the true life of someone who lives happily is with mutual openness and forgiveness.

I know that Erik never loved him, but his excessive pity made him feel guilty for all the things that happened to Sarah. mas Erik is very loving and caring not only to Sarah but also to others who really need his affection and helping hands. his attitude is good and not arrogant, but also arrogant, also generous may be benefited by some people out there who feel jealous or can not have a mas Erik. I should be grateful still given a husband that is so good and love me, also I feel guilty to her because of my blind jealousy which is for no reason.

On the way home in the car I tried to open the word so as not to appear silent like uninhabited.

Tita :

"I'm sorry, I should have been ashamed of my attitude yesterday!"

Eric :

"Not to talk about it, I've forgiven my beautiful wife."

"Again, anyway, I understand her and it's only natural that you behave like that because on the basis of her it's partly that women feel when faced with household problems and see her husband giving more attention, she said, but not necessarily all true!"

Tita :

"Thank you for forgiving me and for accepting me!"

Eric :

"That's my duty!"

"It is not necessary to discuss again everything is normal and back to the right path."

Tita :

"Yes mas!"

Me and Erik continued on the way home and occasionally Erik's fingers squeezed my fingers and clasped them tightly.

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