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At that time Mas Erik apologized to me and promised to fix all this mess, at that moment I forgave him and received him back in my heart to live together to start a new beginning..
After walking on the beach was running around chasing each other between me and Erik mas, we stopped by a cafe on the beach to enjoy a cup of coffee so that the body is a little warmer because the beach breeze is quite strong and makes the body cold, mas Erik pulled out a chair and allowed me to sit first, then mas Erik ordered two cups of coffee one black coffee for Erik mas and another milk coffee for me, erik came back to me with two cups of coffee in his hand, and sat next to me giving the coffee to me..
Eric :
"i'm ordering coffee for you.."
"so that your body does not freeze cold.."
Tita :
"thank you.."
Eric :
"same same.."
"it's been a couple of days the weather's been sunny but the wind's really strong.."
"preferably if you go out of the house wear thicker clothes so that you do not get sick because of the wind.."
Tita :
"hmmm. well thank you for your attention, sir.."
Eric :
"it's my job as a husband to pay attention to you, baby.."
We sat together and I leaned over his shoulder, and we enjoyed a beautiful day on the beach with a cup of coffee.
Mas Erik asked me what I would do after this, do I want to go home with him again..?
Eric :
"sad after this what are you going to do?"
Tita :
"mmm.."
"how do you mean Erik..?"
Eric :
"after you forgive me today, will you stay at the hotel?"
"do you want to come home with me to our house..?"
Tita :
"well, I'm still confused and I still feel right here.."
"the atmosphere that makes me feel at home close to the beach, I'm a little more comfortable here mas.."
"may I stay here for a few more days, until my heart is ready to go home..?"
Eric :
"oh. yes of course it can be darling, as long as it's for you to be happy I'll permit it and I'll be happy if you are also happy dear.."
Tita :
"thank you.."
Eric :
"yes baby.."
While Erik dyed my forehead which happened to be very close to his face because I was leaning on his boat.
It did not feel the time getting noon, the sun had gone up, I invited Erik mas to return to the hotel, because it began to feel the heat of the weather.
Tita :
"gold we go back to the hotel, it's getting hot in here.."
"it just so happens that I feel tired and a little sleepy.."
Eric :
"all right, we're on our way now.."
Eventually, Erik and I died at the cafe and went back to the hotel, we walked together hand in hand while smiling at each other and looking at the face looks of happiness in the middle enveloped my heart and Erik.
I stared intently at the fore with a daydream that remembered my mind, I who had decided to make peace with my own heart defeated my ego overcame my pain, tried to rise up and accept this situation, and I came to grips with it, it's really not an easy thing for me to live with my age is still 18 years old, but I'm trying hard to be able to do it, I have become accustomed to circumstances that are difficult to escape, since childhood living with my stepmother was not an easy thing to have every day to feel pain in the heart because of her abuse. but I am grateful that I have now escaped the snare of my stepmother..
I found a man who loved me, I knew that and I knew that Erik wasn't doing anything yesterday with Sarah, it was Sarah's trap, who wants to take Erik's mas from me.
it's just that I was thinking why would Erik fall into his trap? erik is smart and why is he still stuck ?
I was in my mind over all of that..
erik realized me from my daydreams.
Eric :
"honey.."
"you why?"
"what are you thinking..?"
Tita :
"hahhh. ah no mas.."
"i, I. euhhh was just thinking of my father, yes I remember my father.."
Eric :
"oh so much so.."
Tita :
"when did Erik have time to take me to meet my dad..?"
Eric :
"anytime you want me to drive you to see your father.."
"i'll always be there for you, baby.."
Tita :
"thank you.."
Eric :
"hmmm. okay.
Arriving at the hotel lobby, Erik and I took the elevator to the room where we were staying, in the elevator Erik still clasped my hands tightly and occasionally kissed my forehead.
Arriving at the door of my hotel room, I stopped right in front of the room door, I opened the door for Erik, and thought he would come in with me.
Eric :
"please go in so you can get some rest, baby.."
Tita :
"thank you.."
"hmmm.but I'm sorry, mas Erik don't come in with me, better mas Erik back to Erik's own mas room huh.."
Erik was surprised by my words..
Eric :
"sad..didn't you forgive me?"
Tita :
"yes, I've forgiven you, but for now I can't stay with you.."
"give me a little more time.."
Mas Erik took a deep breath and threw it away violently feeling disappointed at my words..
Eric :
"hhhhhuuhhhhh... huhhhhhh..."
"well, I understand.."
"i'll be waiting for you here at this hotel.."
"yes, come in.."
"get some rest soon, I'll also go into my room.."
Tita :
"yes, once again forgive me and thank you for your attention and understanding.."
Eric :
"same is the same.."
Tita :
"i'm in. mas.."
Eric :
"ok baby. if you need anything, call me immediately.."
Tita :
"well, mas.."
Then I went into the room and closed the door to my room, died Erik was out alone.
I lay my body on a soft bed, still with the same thought of heaviness in my heart when can I accept it to stay in one more room..?
the feeling is still not ready, after what I saw yesterday, yesterday's events really made me tight and sick..
I got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up after playing on the beach my body felt dirty and sticky.
after soaking long enough in the bathroom, I rushed to get dressed wearing the nightgown in my hotel closet, which was provided by the hotel. with hair that is still wrapped in a towel because it is still wet after shampooing.
Then I walked over to the fridge to get some milk and pour it in a glass, and sat down while watching the tv.
not feeling my eyes are too tired and sleepy, I decided to take a nap for a while.
Suddenly the sound of my room door being knocked on by someone, I was surprised because I did not feel ordered food.
I opened the door to my room, I saw a hotel maid with a lunch table.
Hotel staff :
"excuse me.."
Tita :
"yes, mas.."
Hotel staff :
"there was someone who ordered food to be sent to Ma'am's room.this is from Mr. Erik.."
Tita :
"oh yeah.."
"please bring it in the mas.."
"thank you.."
Hotel staff :
"same as mbak.."
"excuse me, excuse me.."
Tita :
"yes please.."
The waiter came back out and I closed the door to my room while looking at the table full of lunch dishes, it was tempting to my appetite but still surprised because of this from Erik..
I can't order myself no need for him to order, and this much, who's gonna spend it? I can't eat that much..? thought me..
I saw the menu of the dish I saw there was a scrap paper from Erik's mas.
I opened it and read the message.
Memo paper from Erik's..
Eric :
"honey before you go to bed, eat a lot so you're healthy I'm worried you're sick.."
"the color I'm not on your side.."
"so I'm sending you food.."
"forgive me, baby.."
"i miss you so much, so dear.."
I answered the contents of Erik's message by talking to myself and smiling at myself in front of a table full of lunch dishes..
Tita :
"mas Erik. mas.."
"optimized.."
"i've forgiven you.."
"it's just not ready if you have to have a room with you, what if later you ask to sleep with me, while yesterday you have slept with the old woman?
"destroyed my feelings while shadowing it is disgusted.."
"you should belong to me and you should have just handed it to me, not to the old woman.."
"before marrying me you did it with the old woman but it's another thing, now you're my legal husband, you shouldn't have done it behind my back.."
"so with me, I gave up my body just for you, gave up my whole soul and my life just for you.."
"until I really fell in love with you.."
Ahhh. If only he had been here and heard all my words, at least so that he would know and understand.
I tasted the food really good and it really made my stomach want to eat again and again..
at the end I ate it but could not spend it alone, my stomach could not hold it anymore, and now I began to sleepy because of the satiety.
I put my body back on the bed until I fell asleep, didn't hear my phone ringing continuously and it was a call from Erik.
I woke up and saw my phone ringing.
Mas Erik tried to contact me many times, no matter what he was thinking, then there was a message coming in, I opened it a message from Erik, he said that he missed me, he missed me, and want to meet me want to hug me.
*Message from Erik..
"sad you slept.?"
"i miss you so much and want to hug you.."
"can we meet for a moment*..?"
Seriate..
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