My love is blocked by your throne

68. Rose In Hand Jasmine In Hugs.

"Thank you mbak"

Aura uttered that with a thin smile while looking at Clara at a glance.

"Yes, it's my duty" said Clara after putting all the food orders Damaresh on the table.

"Are you okay?"

Clara noticed the pretty face on

the front that did not look as usual, the tip of his nose reddened, the frame of his eyes were swollen, indicating that on the face was just fed tears maybe with a fairly swift flow, he said, or ordinary flow but with a duration that is not short.

"Yes, insha-Allah." said Aura and cut off the face quickly from Clara.

Not wanting to interfere too deeply, although in the form of a great curiosity, Clara immediately nodded in hope that nothing happened.

By itself had formed a great sense of concern for Aura, the girl's hospitality, her manners, her meekness during their work together, so imprinted in Clara.

He was also not angry when he knew that Aura was chosen by Damaresh, the man of his heart, because he was adrift with Aura's ethics.

Seeing the change in Aura's face that was not as bright as usual when he came with Damaresh just now, Clara immediately felt that something was happening, especially she knew from Kaivan, that Aura accompanied Damaresh to meet Claudya Willyam.

"Yes, I hope you're always okay"

"Thank you, Ma'am"

Damaresh came out of the private room with the remains of a water point on his face.

seeing him, Clara immediately bailed out.

"The food is ready" Aura told the man who was still standing in front of her while lowering his rolled up sleeves as I was.

Damaresh sat down in front of Aura and grabbed her plate of food, took a bribe with a spoon and thrust it at Aura.

"Kok me?" Aura stared at the protest.

He told her he had eaten when Damaresh ordered the meal to Clara.

Damaresh did not budge, nor did he lower his hand from the front of Aura's mouth, forcing the girl to open her mouth to accept the bribe.

"My hands, stiff huh? This is only the first time I've fed people" Aresh said after Aura chewed on the food.

"Thank you, I'm the first person you feed,"

Damaresh returned to scooping the food for Aura.

"You're Aresh, I'm full,"

Damaresh shook his head and did not undo his intentions, Auraun took the second bribe again and chewed it, although there was no taste that he could taste from the food that should taste delicious. But in the tongue of Aura everything feels bland, not because of exposure to the virus that is again rife

Now, but the impact of her sad and shaken feelings.

"I've called Olivia telling me you're not going back to the foundation now."

"But it's still working hours, Aresh."

"Olivia's allowed it, and she also said that you haven't had lunch before you left. Why lie? Why did you say you ate?"

Aresh looked at Aura demanding an explanation.

"I don't want to eat-"

"The color of this event?"

There was no answer, but soon a clear pile floated on Aura's shady eyeball, which was enough to give an answer to that question.

Aresh immediately moved himself right next to Aura, and carried the body in an embrace, where the water floating in Aura's eyes immediately decayed into droplets rolling down her cleavage

as smooth as marble.

"What can I do to reconcile your feelings?" lirih asked Damaresh heard in Aura's hearing.

The girl shook her head, she also did not know what to do, as well as did not know why it was this sad.

"Am I going to take you home so you can rest at home?"

There was no answer from Aura, and Aresh immediately changed his mind, if Aura went home, and he returned to the office, his wife would be alone

which has the potential to be more immersed in sadness, because even though at home there is Dirga, the man will not meet his limits if not asked, especially to accompany Aura.

"Or you just rest in my room, I'll finish my job first, after that we go home together."

Aura released herself slowly from the embrace of Damaresh which she felt was the most comfortable place.

"I'm here, you continue your work!"

"All right, but don't cry anymore! especially just for this"

Aresh memorized Aura's tears with his fingers, before she returned to her seat of greatness and continued the work that had to be completed today.

Aresh was a true workaholich, sitting for hours without a break in front of an open laptop

and heaps of files, with nothing like any kind of urgency capable of shifting his focus.

In front of the pile of work, he felt challenged to finish again and again, in front of the pile of work he was also able to forget all the pain in life that suffered him in the entanglement of the complexity of his family.

Even as if it makes no difference which office, which is home, because it is not in the office or at home, only work is done.

Sometimes Kaivan had to persuade him many times or had to use incantations to just invite him to enjoy time without work activities.

Do not expect to get Damaresh's attention when the man is immersed in his work, for he has given himself up completely to what he does.

But that was not the case for this time, in between his focus, his gaze was often shifted to Aura who was sitting on the sofa

Away from him, and returning to his work when he felt, Aura was fine. So repetitive.

Until then he got up from his chair and settled into Aura, when his gaze found the girl tearfully again.

Without a word, he pulled Aura's hand and led her towards the chair she was sitting on. Aresh then sat on the chair and pulled Aura's body to sit on her lap.

Aura according to him, even as Aresh increasingly pulled his body to docked, Aura immediately drowned her face in the niche of Aresh's neck while inhaling the masculine scent from there.

"Why are you crying again?" Aresh rubbed Aura's head with his left hand completely encircling Aura's body, while his right hand continued flipping through the beam on his desk.

Aura felt her shake.

"You know me, what you feel, maybe with that your sadness will decrease," Damaresh still said softly, though now his attention must be divided.

"I remember my father" said Aura Lirih.

a warm sigh of his breath swept across Damaresh's neck, making the man slightly hold his breath.

"Do you want to visit him?"

"Can?"

"May, but wait for me to set the schedule first yes, can't if it has to be today or tomorrow, my agenda is still solid."

Aura nodded as she said, "don't take too long!"

"Yes. I'll try this week,

does this make you more comfortable?"

"Hmm," Aura nodded and then wrapped her hands around Damaresh's waist, making the man tighten his arms even more while his right hand continued to dance on the pile of paper and occasionally switch to holding the mouse.

"I am sad to remember what my father said,"

Aura reopened the conversation after a moment of silence.

"Dad said what?"

Aresh keeps dividing his attention. Between the one in front of him and the one in his arms. He is like a polygamous person now,

that divides his love equally between two wives, or like a dangdut song title in the 90s. Rose in hand jasmine in arms.

(Author: so nostalgic to the past)

"Formerly, when we spent the night there, after attending an event at my boarding school, my father said he wanted to have a uterine lining with your family..."

The Aura's words made Aresh stop the movement of his hand that was taking notes.

"In the scope of our family, the marriage was carried out by involving the families of both parties, they were in touch and gave each other blessings. It's only natural that you want to, but until now, I haven't been able to fulfill her wish."

Feel clearly how deep Aura's sadness is from the story and how to tell it.

"I'm sorry, I gave you an incomplete marriage, Arra."

"No papa," replied Aura with a quivering voice holding back the sobbing.

"You want me to persuade mommy?"

Actually what he asked was something he really did not want to do, even against his heart, but if Aura said "yes" Aresh would try to do it even though he had to suppress his ego as deeply as possible.

I don't know, why at this time he felt able to do anything from Aura regardless of his sadness.

"no need. It's obvious, it's not like I'm who he wants, persuading him is like free."

This time Aura was unable to hide her stuffing while speaking.

"I will pray, Aresh, that God may open his heart. Only Allah is heart-wrenching."

break it with hope in your heart.

"It's better, if that's your belief, do it! and don't think of anything else!"

Damaresh clenched Aura's body with both hands and landed a kiss on her head for a long time.

"I feel like I want to sleep" said Aura who felt sleepy after being satisfied with her sadness and tears. "Your arms are the most comfortable place for me" he added.

"Sleep this way, so I can keep your sleep!"

Aura did not propose a rejection she immediately closed her eyes in her husband's arms and picked up her dream.

After feeling Aura calm down, Aresh resumed work with one hand as before. There was a knock at the door.

"Lake in!"

Clara immediately opened the door and brought her body in, but saw the scene in front of her,

Clara hastened to stop the move.

"What's the matter Clara?" ask Damaresh while looking at him.

"Ee Mr. Anton from HRD and Mr. Edwin from finance division ask permission to face, sir.

But I'll ask them to put it off first" Clara said as she slightly stole a look at the

The aura that was leaning comfortably in the arms of Damaresh

on his lap.

"Send them in! I was waiting for him!"

"But sir," again Clara stole a glance at Aura, would Damaresh receive a guest in a condition to keep me his wife so.

"Is there a problem?" ask Damaresh flat.

"Ee Ti-No sir," Clara immediately turned her heels and rushed out. It didn't take five minutes to hear a greeting simultaneously and from a different voice.

I'm sure it was Edwin and Anton.

"Good day, sir."

"Siang, please sit down!"

Instead of sitting down immediately, Anton and Edwin exchanged glances, because the scene in front of them at this time was something very far from the person of a Damaresh Willyam they knew. It seemed like they had to make more sure what was right in front of them right now was the boss or not.

"You're here to give me a report, or just to pay attention to me and my wife,"

damaresh's reprimand was accompanied by a sharp look.

"I-Yes, I'm sorry sir."

Nervous at the same time that's what they were then.

Hastily sit down and begin alternately giving reports. Damaresh watched them carefully and occasionally fixed the position of his hand that was embracing Aura, feeling the girl's body increasingly heavy when her head was drooping in her poor sleep, but not the least Damaresh felt exhausted.

Even the focus is not divided from what Edwin and Anton say alternately.

Ahh really is like a rose in the hand and jasmine in the arms. His attention was split in two with value

the same flat.