My love is blocked by your throne
124. Because Love.
“If you want to mention all your mistakes, it's been too much, can hardly be mentioned one by one. But there is only one of your mistakes that triggers your other mistakes. You reject love, Papa.”
“You deny the presence of love in your life, you forbid people who fall in love in your family, without you realizing, that you are a worshiper of love itself, Papa.”
“You love your mama so much, even your mama's name has become the name of the foundation you built and you dedicate it to mama. L&D Foundation, or Laura Dewi foundation, pride us all.”
That's exactly what Claudya said, William
building the Pramudya Corp social foundation, one year after the departure of his wife Laura Dewi, due to a plane crash.
The social foundation is also a dream of a Laura Dewi who has not materialized, when the death first picked up.
Laura Dewi always said, having a big and successful company is ordinary, what is amazing is that with that success we are able to share with people in need. It would be better if Pramudya Corp has its own charity field in a form of social foundation.
And William's heart was just knocked to realize his wife's dream when her beloved woman was gone. So the name Laura Dewi was immortalized into the name of the foundation she built.
L&D Foundation, or L&D foundation.
The L&D is Laura Goddess.
Next we look at what Claudya said again.
“Mama's untimely departure has ruined your life, and the destruction of your life is a ruin for us, your children. You hate love, when you yourself are so immersed in your love, until you do not allow anyone to replace the position of mama in your heart and life.”
Still remember with BLC Corp, a company that is predicted as a rival Pramudya Corp, but eventually its subsidiary in London was acquired by Damaresh to maintain his love for Aura Aneshka.
The owner and Founder of BLC Corp., was actually a friend of William himself. Julian Smith, owner of BLC, William and Aaron Aybars, his father Airlangga are three series that both have the same business sense of kris, sharp and taper.
Among William and Julian Smith, Laura Dewi was present as the woman who was betrothed to William and known as Julian's ex-lover. But Laura Dewi's family strongly opposed the relationship because of differences in beliefs between Julian and Laura. William learns of a past love story between Laura and Julian just before the wedding day.
It makes William always put his suspicions on Laura and assume that his wife still loves Julian.
Laura is a beautiful woman, though,
during her time as William's wife she served her husband well enough arrogantly and had policies-gene to her children that were contrary to Laura's personality.
But as much as possible, Laura still obeyed and minimized her opposition to her husband who already did not have a high basis of trust in her feelings as a wife.
Laura also inherited the provision of religious education in her children, when William was only busy piling rupiah only.
Two months before Laura's departure, William only realized that his wife really loved him whole as a husband, after a great feud with Julian that ended up being hostile.
William soon makes amends by filling Laura's life with matchless love. How strong the soul of Laura Goddess who survived for decades in the suspicion of the husband who did not fully believe. And when all that he got, God did not give him a long time, except just two months, Laura Dewi was called home.
It was William who felt so much punch and regret too deep, that he chose to leave his life and his grandchildren,
and do not pay attention to their growth again, except just stuffing them with wealth and luxury, as well as the demands to be a reliable and calculated business heir.
That is why Claudya said:
The destruction of your life is the destruction of our lives, your descendants.
Back at Claudya who kept talking to her papa.
“see what happened, Papa!, when you refused love, Pramudya fell into the hands of others, you lost almost all your pride assets. You've lost consciousness and your health, too,"
Claudya.
“Aresh came to you because you blocked his love, Aresh fought you because you separated him from his love. You don't understand Aresh's feelings, even though you yourself are deeply in love with your partner.Why Papa?”
As soon as the emotion emanated on Claudya's face that could not resist the fall of tears.
Claudya removed her hand from William's pale hand to wipe away the tears shed on both sides of her cheeks. He stared at the face as pale as the paper of the father who rolled helplessly in the last month. The eyes were still closed, the lips were still clenched, as if there was no sign of life there, except for a slow and slow pulse that told William that it was not yet time to be mummified.
After collapsing in the office following the takeover of Pramudya Corp by Alpha DMC, William never regained consciousness. The doctor stated that his entire body had lost function, but his life was still reluctant to pass away. William must be receiving his sentence now, where he is between life and death.
At Aura's request to Damaresh, William was no longer in the hospital, he was treated in the mansion with complete medical equipment, following professional nurses and specialist doctors who always came to check his condition. And so far, William has not shown any development.
A nurse came in with complete equipment to clean William's body. Claudya shuffled from her seat to see that.
“Please nurse!” Claudya was glad because she saw that the nurse was still silent.
“I am still waiting for Ma'am Aura, Madam, usually he helps me clean up Mr. William,” said the nurse.
“Help you? And you just let it go?” ask Claudya astonished.
"Indeed at Aura's own request, Madame-" And the nurse stopped her speech because the person they were referring to was now present in the room.
"Yes, Mommy."
Furthermore, Claudya was able to witness how Aura was so deftly cleansing William's helpless body with the nurse who was over fifty years old. Aura's dexterity indicates that he is not only once or twice doing this.
Which makes Claudya also help, although occasionally just so speechless to see the agile Aura beat the special nurse who was paid to care for William.
"Thank you" Claudya told her daughter-in-law.
"Thank you for what, Mommy?"
"You take very good care of your father, but you know, all this time how you've been taking care of yourself." Claudya stroked Aura's shoulder slowly.
"When the condition of the parents is like this, the most appropriate to take care of it, is his own grandson, Mommy," said Aura without looking burden at all.
Claudya nodded, her heart feeling pinched.
The woman then grabbed William's hand and said. "Look, Papa! the person you've been denying very much, because you don't think it's appropriate to be among us, is taking care of you lovingly."
Hearing that remark, Aura smiled, and her pair of eyes became teary, as Claudya added her words to William.
"Aura is love, its presence in our family brings love, that it turns out that love is far more valuable than all the possessions we have. The aura that has awakened us all, Papa." Claudya herself also rubbed a single point of water present at the corner of her eyes.
"Papa will return to our midst, if in your heart there is love. But you'll remain so isolated even in our midst, if in your heart you still reject love,"
claudya again.
The changing aura grabbed William's hand and grasped it gently. "99 the name of God referred to as as asma-ul husna, love, is all-encompassing. There are some scholars who say that love is his hundredth name, as well as a complement and refinement of his 99 names."
Next Aura recited the asmau-husna.
"O Allah, O Rahmann, O maalik, o quddush, o salaam, oa mu''min, o muhaimin, o aziz, ya jabbar...." Thus, he read it to the umpteenth name.
At the end of his reading suddenly Claudya exclaimed stifledly. "Father!" and he looked stunned at William who from the corner of his tightly closed eyes came out a clear liquid which then fell rolling on his pale cheeks.
"Papa responded to Aura, she cried" Claudya said with haru.
"Yes, Mommy, it's been a few times like that" said Aura which for him this scene was not the first time.
Claudya slightly bent her body and whispered to William. "Do you want to deny the power of love? to deny the presence of Aura as a gift of love that brings coolness in our family?
Realize papa! maybe God still gives you a chance to fix everything.
Like God gave me that chance." Claudya's voice rattled at the end of the word. And indeed it looks both of its glazed neutrals.
When Claudya straightened her body again, that's when William's eyes moved slowly, slowly but surely which then opened very slowly.
"Mrs, Ma'am Aura, look at it!"
the nurse who saw it immediately informed him.
Claudya and Aura both approached and took notice. It was true, William's pair of eyes had opened, but it looked empty, and then a speck of water rolled from there.
"Alhamdulillah." said Aura and immediately grabbed William's hand with gratitude and haru.
But the expression of gratitude spoken by Aura was like a magnet that managed to pull William towards full consciousness. The gaze of his originally empty eyes now seemed to show a sign, even the pair of eyes rotated perfectly herding the gaze towards Aura.
A pair of lips then moved as if he wanted to say a word, but it seemed quite difficult to immediately pronounce it. Even the tears that shed first before the word said from his tongue that is mute.
"A..A...A-rra.." having previously had to go through the struggle first, William was now able to let out his stammering voice and form a single word.
"Yes, Grandpa.this is me." Aura immediately drew closer to her.
William still looked at him carefully from his pair of wet eyes. "Ka..The ka..Ka-kek...Min.apologize..A..A..A.ura." a.a.ura."
Although the sound is intermittent, but the meaning of his speech can be clearly understood by all who hear it.
"Welcome back, Grandpa."
The speech came from Damaresh who came out of nowhere, it turns out that he was also already in the room and witnessed the seconds of William's return. Likewise with the other William family, which turned out to have also been gathered there as well.
"You started your coming with the right thing, which is to apologize to my wife, because that was the first thing you had to do. Hopefully for the next, only the right thing you'll do."
Aamyn..
