My love is blocked by your throne

65. Lean Place.

Still do not switch eyes, still did not take off the gaze, still no one can draw all the attention from the face of ayu who was lying tired with his eyes closed.

"Thank you,"

A word that has been said many times,

from what is really spoken on the lips, or just carved in the heart, as if in any number of words, there is no representation of the true taste.

A taste that is not yet fully understood, a taste that has been detected but without definition.

Aresh rubbed the sweat point on his wife's face with his fingertips,

Back to the words of thanks, for the pleasure that has been tasted, at the end of the climb to the top, in the worship of the togetherness of the husband and wife, who have been with them lakoni, in the service of the, until now Aura slept without having time to wipe her own sweat points.

Damaresh took his duties, rubbed his wife's sweat points, accompanied her to Lena's sleep and she then came out of the room to finish what needed to be done.

"Rush.."

Suddenly a soft voice called out to him, out of the silence in his solitude.

"Arra, why haven't you slept?"

Aresh got up from his seat and guided Aura to enter the room, as the girl just stood in the middle of the door.

Damaresh was sure that when he came out of the room an hour ago, Aura had been soundly asleep after their struggle. It turns out that Aura even approached him who was struggling in the workspace.

"Are you always like this?"

Aura looked at Aresh gently.

"Maybe I'm an imsomnia" said Damaresh in a bitter tone.

"Since when?"

"I don't know for sure. As I recall, I only slept twice until morning,

First when we first slept in your room at that time. And secondly after I had you whole in Bali."

Damaresh said by avoiding to sit with Aura, where she was watching him with all her eyes. Well that's the fact that he can sleep lena only when holding Aura's body.

"And tonight---?"

Aura hung up her question.

Tonight they did it a second time. But Damaresh still can't sleep after activities that drain the inner birth energy.

"I should have been able to sleep, I also felt sleepy earlier, but there are things I need to get done,"

sahut Damaresh and indeed that is what causes him to now be in his office at this time, at this late time.

"That's the job of a CEO of a big company? until you don't have time to rest your own body?"

The protest question was softly uttered by Aura.

Damaresh understood there was a reprimand behind his wife's words, but his tongue was still too weak to tell the truth that it was not his duty at Pramudya Corp that had his nights taken away by work, and his rest time was seized by busyness.

"Your body is not iron, Aresh. You need rest" Aura said with a trembling voice. There was great concern and attention behind his words.

Aura has long known that Damaresh always sleeps early in the morning.

The man always spent his nights in the study, without allowing anyone to harass him.

Aresh was unable to answer with a word, seeing the shady gaze of Aura himself directly in the trough of guilt.

The man grabbed the body of Aura who was standing nearby, sitting the body wrapped in a thin nightgown on his lap.

"What are you looking for to work this hard?" Aura continued asking.

"I'll tell you after everything's done" said Aresh quietly.

"Notwithin the intention of your conversation with Madam Chtisthine earlier, you will also tell me after everything is over?"

Aura turned her gentle gaze sharp, a sign that she really did not like the attitude of Damaresh who was reluctant to answer her question.

"Did you have no understanding of our conversation at all, Arra?"

"I understand, but I want to know clearly what's going on? I also heard about your conversation with Miss Olivia,"

"What did you hear?"

ask Aresh quickly.

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"Sorry sir, I've done my duty as much as I can" Olivia told Damaresh.

"I know, what I'm doing now is a series of plans that I need to execute,"

say Damaresh without burden.

"I was shocked by my decision."

"But with me like this, doesn't mean your job is done, Olivia."

"I know that my job is long and I am ready to do it to the fullest of my ability, sir. Even if I have something to sacrifice, I will

I did, because you saved my son, it's worth more than my life,"

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It was a barrage of Olivia and Damaresh talk that Aura had heard.

now his pair of eyes were fixed on Damaresh demanding answers to all his questions.

"I'm helping Olivia solve her son's problem of being kicked off campus,"

"With reward?"

Aura immediately understood that the help was not free.

"Protect you, as long as it's in the L&D," Aresh replied honestly.

"Protect me from what?"

"From my family's support."

"Why does your family want to undermine me? what's wrong?"

The aura grew increasingly clueless now, his eyeballs twitching signifying his impatience

to know immediately what the truth is.

"Color you with me, Arra."

Up here, Aura did not continue her question anymore. Because like the pieces of puzle that he had previously collected, now it is intact. Form a statement, form an understanding.

That he and all his differences with Damaresh, is a huge stumbling block to a "Restu". The family of Damaresh Willyam.

Aresh hugged Aura tightly after her lull,

he also had no words to put Aura on good feelings after hearing his words.

"I'm sorry you've taken you in the trouble of my life,"

that sounds heavy.

"But while you're still with me, I'll protect you from anything, Arra" she continued.

Aura raised her face that was drowning in the recesses of Damaresh's neck and looked at her husband fixedly.

"Does that mean you're gonna let me go someday?"

Unanswered immediately, making the feeling of Aura like being squeezed and crowded, floating water was also seen in the frame of his eyes, ready to plunge in the cleavage of his cheeks, because the silence of Damaresh seemed to answer "Yes" to his question.

But a gentle kiss from the man's lips on his pair of eyes, cancelled the escape of the clear spot on Aura's face. "I won't let you go until you decide to leave me alone,"

damaresh's speech is more like a whisper,

there is no distance between the two.

Aresh even grabbed his wife's lips in a gentle ******, when Aura silenced him for the answer he gave. Until Aura asked after her lips slipped from Aresh's soft kiss.

"You seem to doubt me," Aura said softly.

"The color I can't force you to stay, when you're around me you're depressed." Damaresh frames his sentence in a beautiful set of words.

I don't know, his ego always disappears without a trace when facing Aura. There was always a vocabulary that just popped into his mind every time he met his wife's shady pair of eyes.

It was as if he had absorbed all his soul from the crunch of feeling into complete peace.

Sometimes he curses himself because he was born in a family that makes rules incompatible with taste, denying the nature of humans who can fall in love with anyone, and without planning.

The family that made the throne above all else,

so when love anchored in a place that he did not meet the throne, then separated or separated is the end way.

"May I fight for you?" aura asked with a deep look, hoping for her request to be granted.

Aresh. If what Aura meant was to struggle with breaking the hearts of Claudya and lord Willyam to approve it, then he knew very well that all of that would be in vain, which Aura would fall into danger, Aresh certainly does not want evil to befall his Arra. That's why he didn't give his consent.

"At least with my prayer Aresh" continued Aura.

"I don't actually need anyone's permission to ask my godly man, but if in your heart you don't approve of my steps, or you yourself

not wanting to stay with me, then I guess it'll be hard for my prayers to be answered."

Damaresh pulled her hand caressing Aura's fine hair then nodded. "By Arra," he answered with blessing.

Aura smiled softly as her gaze swept across Aresh's face, for her now it doesn't matter that her husband has never said love to her,

but with his curiosity to continue together, it was enough to signify how precious Aura was in his heart.

"You know Aresh?"

"What?"

"The truest place for me right now, is beside you, you're where I lean, but the best place for me to rest, is my god.He's the best patron."

The aura spoke very steadily, in harmony with his confidence in the almighty.

This is inversely proportional to Damaresh, making the man silent. But I don't know why then he felt dejavu for Aura's words.