
"Too many Ella." Diana's voice shook.
"Then what are you gonna do?"
"I really feel small in front of them. They looked so great, beautiful, graceful and classy. While I ... many of them think I'm just a babysitter."
Grisella looked at Diana who was pouring out her heart. By noon when Andrew and Conrad were no longer at home, Diana went to her next-door neighbor and there she poured out her feelings for a new friend she had met.
"What do you want right now?" grisella asked as she looked at Diana's countenance.
"I don't know." he said softly.
"Try to listen to your heart." Grisella's Advice.
A moment of deserted mood. Diana's eyes glared. She was hugging her knees on Grisella's living room couch. Grisella looked at Diana with pity. This girl finally understood after experiencing many things that expressed the difference between her and Andrew. And before he decides anything he must have a strong determination. Because the bridge he was about to cross was not easy, there was too much shaking.
"Do you doubt his feelings for you?" Ask Grisella. The question made Diana even more pensive for a moment as if wandering in memory and pounding on her heart space.
"I believe in his feelings. His attitude never changed. But sometimes there are a lot of questions in my mind. There are many things I don't understand."
Diana breathed a long breath for a moment.
"He used to say, Trust me and hold my hand when you're worried." Diana's voice recalls Andrew's words to her when she asked him many questions that were full of mystery.
"Is the mystery worth revealing?" ask Grisella.
"You mean?"
"Everybody has secrets. A secret he wanted to keep for himself. Sometimes people have secrets with each other. No one is hundred percent open. Now it depends on you. The mystery you want to reveal whatever it is, are you capable of solving it?" Long-length Grisella gave an opinion. Opinions based on his own experience.
"You have to choose to know all the secrets and make them even more burdened or uncaring. Sometimes curiosity can backfire." Grisella reiterated her opinion.
"Then do I have to pretend not to care if he cheats?"
"You think he's cheating?"
"Sometimes that thought comes to mind, when I see Rachel's name on her phone a few times. He always acts suspicious once the woman calls."
"Have you ever asked?"
Diana nodded her head weakly, "He always hooked up with work affairs."
"Then what are you gonna do? Are you ready to lose her when she's having an affair?"
"I can't afford to lose him. I've already given it all to him." Diana's tears were pouring down. The cries he had been enduring had finally broken. His chest rose and fell to the rhythm of the sobbing cry. Grisella looked pityfully at her new best friend who still looked so beautiful despite sobbing.
"I knew I was wrong Ella, I lived with a man who had never even proposed to me. At first I was scared because he was my boss. He always threatened to dispute my job status if I stayed away. I'm scared because I live in a foreign country, scavenging for money for my family. But now living with her makes me even more afraid of losing her." While sobbing Diana poured out her heart and floated her memory at the beginning - the beginning of her friendship with Andrew.
"Take it easy." Grisella pats Diana on the shoulder and thrusts a tishu. Drink this." A glass of warm tea was already available in front of Diana. He sipped the warm tea slowly.
"Ella, I think I need to fix myself" Diana said after calming down.
"What are you trying to fix?"
"I do not deserve to be with him now. I'm tired of them taking me as a nanny instead of a woman."
"Ela help me find a course to make me better." Diana continued with excitement.
"That sentence I was waiting for. I'll help you take a course to change your appearance. Then language courses. That's very much you need to accompany him." Grisella smiled broadly at Diana's decision.
"Why did you just say right now that I needed all that?" Diana did not understand.
"Because you have to realize the importance of it."
Grisella looked seriously at Diana.
"You know Grisella, I'm grateful to have met you."
"of course. I'm the best." Grisella patted his chest.
They laughed a little.
"How were your former co-workers ?" Grisella tries to distract Diana and her mind.
"They still send me wa often."
"Many have visited me."
"May? is she pretty?"
"Too pretty." Diana chuckles.
"Why are you laughing?"
"The real name is Mario Winaya."
"Gtsi..." Grisella spouted out her freshly shaved tea and laughed at the same time."
"He was a very good friend of mine. He's like you who's always been supportive and doesn't even bother reprimanding me."
"Did Andrew know of your friendship?" Diana nodded her head.
"At first he was angry and jealous and he didn't even believe that Maya was gay. She insisted that Maya was only pretending to be a faggot because she wanted to get close to me." Diana's Story.
"O.ha.ha.ha.ha. What makes him so?" Ask Grisella curious.
"There was a time when Maya visited me. We were busy gossiping and laughing while hitting each other lightly on the boat. And then Andrew came. Suddenly, he put a creepy face in front of us." Diana remembered the incident
The flash back on.
Andrew arrives at noon and finds himself joking with Maya. Andrew stood in front of him clenching his hands and with a stifled fury he said, "What are you doing here!"
Diana and Maya were simultaneously shocked together. Maya looked a little scared and smiled slightly, while Diana immediately got up to Andrew while struggling spoiled around Andrew's neck, "You came early dear?"
"Why, am I bothering you?!" Cynic Andrew's voice.
"Of course not. This is my friend Maya." Diana looked at Maya.
"Who is your girlfriend?" andrew asked without regard for Diana who was struggling on her body.
"Hi. hi. What are you talking about. My lover is only you. Her friend. Your officer. He must have liked you even more than me." Diana was obviously at the time.
"Oh yeah?" Andrew was relieved but still could not believe it.
The Flash Back Off.
Diana laughed considering the events back then.
"Then how is he sure?" grisella asked in between her laughs.
"Ow he doesn't trust me right away. He contacted some of Maya's superiors to check the truth."
"So she finally believed?" Diana shook her head
"really. But still with all the limits. He always said; watch out he can turn into a real man near you."
"Ha.ha.ha. Though I'm afraid that Andrew is close to Maya."
"Why?"
"Maya always says, if you're bored I want to replace you. Sableng's best friend."
Diana's story made Grisella broke and felt relieved because Diana could finally smile cheerfully after crying and blaming herself.
"You have a picture of him? I'm curious." asked Grisella.
"Attent." Diana composes her phone. Looking for the best Maya photos to look forward to on Grisella.
"It."
"Cute crazy bangett." Grisella glared and her mouth agape at Maya's photo.
This is Maya yaaa... Who was curious as to who Maya could read in some of the early episodes.
Cute kannn.... The girl can't drool yaaaa.