
You still remember me, don't you? Yes I'm Rachel Willingthon. Ah no! I'm not supposed to use the old man's surname anymore. I'm married, aren't I? Now my name is Rachel Knight. Hahahaha I am happy to bear that name. The name that has graced my dreams and hopes since childhood.
I'm Miss Knight! Although there were no publications, even though there were no lavish and grand parties like my two brothers. I don't give a shit! Although I am the wife of the shadow, but she is my husband. That's enough for me. Look at me as a simple woman, right?
But a month after our marriage, she never even looked at me. Even though we slept in the same bed, Andrew never touched me. Every time I start first he always says, "Sorry I'm tired." or, "I'm afraid of hurting the child in your womb."
Even at that time my stomach had not yet gone. I'm still fresh, pretty and sexy. I was only two years old and Andrew was twenty-three. The times are fresh, right? But even my lingerie was unable to break through his defenses. Angry heart! It must be because of this damn baby! The seed that the old man planted! I had to eliminate him and start a new life with Andrew. I want her to love and embrace me like she did to Caroline, Andrew's first love.
With the reason of overseeing the finances of the cosmetics branch in South Carolina, I was determined to abort this baby. I went through this suffering and pain myself in a remote clinic. I'm just gonna have baby Andrew, that's my throat.
My heart was already dark, not even I wept over the seeds lost in my womb. I laughed with satisfaction as the old man's seed vanished.
I went back to Andrew and told him that I was in such a misfortune that the baby had died. I begged to start a new chapter with him. I cried sobbing and my acting worked. For the first time she hugged and gently rubbed my hair. I'm happy! My heart was jumping here and there. My soul danced happily. ANDREW HUGGED ME, I shouted in my heart.
But I want more than a hug. I want him completely. I want his body, soul and body. That's why I became restless when he no longer touched me. He avoided me by immersing himself in work.
"Sorry, I'm too tired to fix my family's company." Those were the words he always uttered whenever I asked.
Hmmm!!! He can't turn away from me!
I should have it. And my foolish despair brought me back to the old man's ministry. Crazyaaa!!!
You idiot! You idiot! You idiot! How could my instincts take me back to this crocodile's nest when my soul said no! I am sick and hate it!
The old man slapped me mad at the baby I had thrown away. He cursed and berated me, but then as usual he returned to channel his depravity to me. I don't care anymore. I need help, ideas, tricks to snare Andrew. I need an ally.
Once satisfied he gave me a liquid to mix with Andrew's drink. Ah the same trick that old man used on me first. Stupid me, I should have known this trivial thing without having to sacrifice my body back to him!
That's right your guess. The old man didn't just ask for my body, he wanted me to get back to carrying his child. Hahahhaha I have thrown away the seed and he will plant it again? No!!!!
"I love you the most Rachel of all the women around me. The boy from you that I want the most. Even if maybe I want to have three sons from you."
Whoa!!! I'm nauseous in a smile.
That trick worked out I got Andrew's body. I made love to my husband, Andrew. My wait has paid off. I could feel the look of every inch of his body and the touch of his soft lips exploring my body. I'm satisfied!!! This is the first time I understand how good it is to make love. And I'm addicted. Almost every day I spiked his drink with that liquid. Andrew wakes up almost every day with a face of disappointment and hate. But I don't care. I had to conceive her child so that she would never be able to turn away from me again.
In reality the bitter pill came back I felt. After realizing what I did. Andrew almost never came home. She drowned herself at work and parties with other girls. I don't accept, why would he do something like that? Helloooo I'm here waiting for you every night, I'm thirsty for your touch how could you betray me?
The bitter pill became even more poisonous, when I realized that I could not get pregnant anymore. My abortion at that little clinic led to infertility. Aghhh!!! I was frustrated and almost crazy! Dismissed it was my wish to have a baby tying me to Andrew. Though I just want to be happy and that's just with Andrew!
I finally found a brilliant idea. Thanks this time to my mom. By supplementing the data, I showed Andrew that he was barren! Because of her, I can't have children. At first in shock she listened and wanted to free me, of course I refused. I say, "I love you even though we won't be able to have children." I hope his heart is touched by my sacrifice
But it's all for nothing. He could never give his heart to me. I hateit. I held it but couldn't have it. And as an escape, I opened my thighs wide to every man who wanted me. A bodyguard? The manager? Gymnastics instructor? Whoever's muscular like Andrew, I'll make love while groaning and calling out Andrew's name.
Today, business and revenge are the motive of my life. I purposely threw Andrew at every rich woman so they would disburse funds and cooperate with cosmetic labels and other businesses of my family. Finally I made Andrew useful as did daddy, the old man who shaped my character.
I arranged a meeting with Andrew, I introduced him to the bad ladies who were eager to tease Andrew. And just like my thing, Andrew's empty life he used to play with those women.
The old man adored me even more, because I was willing to sacrifice Andrew to pull billions of dollars out of the pockets of the biliary women. My husband is a bachelor of every woman. His good looks and masculine charm are able to wash away every heart.
My grudge led me to do so, but my heart ached. I tried to suppress my jealousy, but I couldn't. I want to get back to having her. That's why with all the tricks I poisoned Andrew's mind to accept the baby boy. Conrad. The son of the traitor. He's lucky to get Andrew's affection.
I forced, manipulated and seduced Andrew into trying Conrad, because I wanted to raise a family. And try to re-knit happiness like in movies and romantic novel stories.
But, it turned out that the poison of hatred was already deeply rooted in my heart. I envy Conrad. I hate how Andrew loves that boy more than me. Conrad was lucky to meet Andrew. And the secret of Conrad's origin is still held strong. Unfortunately you're Andrew, hahahaha.
Now I'm on the verge of losing Andrew. Because of that poor Asian woman! She seduced Andrew, she ensnared my husband, she took my lover. Aghhhh!!!! I don't want to lose Andrew because of that woman!
I admit she was amazing enough to snare Andrew after seven years of heartbreak for Catharina. Even my existence by his side was unable to seize his heart. The woman is just a commoner, a former yacht bartender who can't even cope with alcohol and Andrew falls for her? Haha... I can't accept that.
Money, social status, beauty that woman is way below me, way below all those billionaires who date Andrew. I wondered what kind of trick he was doing that Andrew desperately defended himself.
All the ways I've done to reclaim my beloved heart. But he's getting away. I wanted to kill him and destroy the woman. If there was another chance I would. I swear!!!
The old man, mommy and my two brothers again disturbed me. They urged me to bring Andrew back. The wealth that Andrew currently possessed exceeded what they had. They want allies.
But, how can. I don't even know how to love. I don't know how to plead and soften his heart. All I know is that the trick they taught me all my life is to manipulate. And it failed!!!
My life is ruined! I no longer have a handle on life. Because the old man forced his lust in Andrew's study, making my heart know the disgrace that I kept close. I hate that old man, because he Andrew hates me more and is disgusted at me. You're on the number one list of people I hate, old man!
Now he's telling me to get away from Andrew. I don't know what else he's planning. I don't know what destruction will be. I'm tired and I no longer have any reason to protect Andrew. Because I hate him too.
Waitaminute! My heart says I still love her. Then is it able to protect Andrew from my father? The other part of me still hates her so much because she prefers Diana over me.
Diana and the old man, heh! Who should I eliminate first? I hold in my seclusion. There will come a time when I will eliminate them. Or should I disappear with them anyway?
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