
"I love you." The words of Dylan who arrived - arriving when we were busy enjoying coffee in a cafe - made me choke. I coughed - coughed and received a glass of water that Dylan had thrust out and wiped my wet lips with the tissue that Dylan had again thrust out.
"sorry. What did you say ?" I tried to make sure my hearing might be blocked by the music of the cafe and the screams of Maya and Lia who were engrossed in playing the bilyard.
Dylan looked at me with a faint look in his eyes. The look in his eyes made me feel anxious. The fact that I was with him, talking for more than three minutes even a few days out together just made me uncomfortable. Moreover, hearing the words I did not expect to come out of his mouth.
"You heard me Diana." Dylan was silent for a moment . Stirring his coffee that he had stirred from earlier
"I'm begging you Diana Stevani." Dylan repeated his words to make me look back for a moment and regained my senses when I felt something warm touch my hand. Dylan tried to touch my hand which I immediately pulled back.
"I know you won't give me the answer I want." Dylan's hand was still in the same position on the table after I avoided his touch.
"Our meeting when you were at a crossroads. And you're stepping in a different direction than I am. I understand that." Dylan breathed back.
"I said this, expressing my feelings for you to know Diana, that I would stand at the same intersection and wait for you to turn towards me and approach me so that we could join hands on the same path. Forever." Dylan's words felt heavy and deep making me feel even more uncomfortable in front of him.
" You don't have to say ap-what . I will always support your decision and be with you."
I looked at Dylan deeply.
I realized Dylan was a good guy, handsome, hardworking, liked by everyone. His tall body has an athletic posture and is loved by women and men. A smile always adorned his friendly face. A lot of women on the ship that I know are after him. And he still treated them politely. Never once did Dylan act inappropriately towards any woman .
My daydream brings to mind the memory of Maya's words some time ago to me,
"You know, Dylan followed you to his homeland because he wanted to get to know our culture better, get to know yourself and your family better . "
"Knowing myself and my family, ah ngaco. Want a vacation time want to know me, yesterday also know. "I'm still trying to make jokes that are not interesting.
"Ihhhg very hard to know. She's your love Dianaaaaa." Maya showed an expression of anxiety while scrambling - random my hair.
"Ah.. Mayaa Maya you're wrong Maya she's so nice to everyone."
"Basic shrimp brain. "
"Yeahhhhh so you look at the same shrimp. " Maya stuck my head.
"He loves you even though he knows you're in a relationship with a big boss. " Maya's tone of voice is still irritated at me.
"He knew? How could I know?" I looked at Maya not understanding because I had tried to convince Maya fan Mona not to tell me to ready .
"You are also used to being a pinter. Why the rich affairs of the brain is not given nutrition anyway. " Maa was shaking my forehead with her index finger. I pressed my lips forward and rubbed my forehead which he had tucked - tightly like a door even though it didn't hurt at all.
"How do you know what you said ?! All Fantasy Cruise employees know you have a relationship with Andrew. "
"Let's see, you think how many have licked you by trying to be nice to you. Lisa has started avoiding trouble with you. " Maya spoke at length. And I started nodding my head understanding what Maya said.
"And what?" maya asked curiously when I did not continue my sentence.
"I don't want anything bad to happen to her when Andrew finds out "I'm continuing my sentence and pouring all my worries on Maya.
"You know that May, that Andrew can sometimes be very possessive. I hope that your existence here is not up to her ears. "
"True big boss with his power. " Ma nodded her head looking to understand what I meant.
"Actually I salute the check with you. With your simplicity you have conquered the eagle. Hope you can keep looking after her."
I don't know what to expect from my relationship with Andrew. Whether I have a future with him or whether I'll be wasted once he's bored. All I realized was that I felt comfortable and happy at his side.
"Tell me see if Andrew loves you?"
Maya's words are troubling me.
"Yes that. You know for yourself that every Wednesday we will always meet. "
"That's right I know that every Wednesday you meet and are busy together.But does he love you ?"
"certain. If not for what he wants to see me all the time ?"
"Did he ever tell you that he loves you ?"
Maya's words a few days ago came back to my mind . I turned my gaze towards the cafe window and watched the passersby while trying to dig into my memories, searching in memory of Andrew's love statement.
I don't know how I can forget when Andrew said that. But I really can't remember it and it makes me fret, makes me worry.
The man in front of me who was resolutely and casually saying his feelings to me pissed me off. Doesn't he know what the risk is if Andrew finds out.
But perhaps my resentment is more precisely because I can't remember Andrew's confession of love. All I can remember is that when she always said I was hers, I was her woman. Then who has you Andrew ? Do I have you ?
I don't know what to say to Dylan. Thank you for your feelings and then how ?
I don't want to hurt this nice guy in front of me who's being nice to my sister and my aunt.
"Dylan I'm sorry. "click on it until that's all and my mouth is locked. Dylan smiled back with his Angel smile.
"It's okay, I understand I'm late to reveal it but I'm relieved that you already know that I'll be waiting for you at a crossroads waiting for you to get tired and turn to me. "
The same words he said again. Affirming the previous word. Makes my heart a little touched and shiver.
Even though I knew Dylan's feelings before but still his confession was shocking. I really hope that he won't reveal it. It will be easier for us. It would be easier for me.