My Husband VS My Past

part 49(coast 1)

Choky was standing in the doorway. Light his hands in front of his chest with his body leaning against the mouth of the door. Observing the two women who were joking with laughter cheerfully without realizing if there was a pair of eyes watching him.

Actually in his heart there is a little taste of kasian also to Vera. Even though he never wanted to admit Vera as part of his family. Seeing the state of Vera which he thought was very concerned as it is now. Plus her husband who doesn't love her. Makes Choky's heart have a little bit of a taste for Vera.

"Panda! Come on!" His shouting. After seeing his wife look at him, he went straight to the garage.

"Where are you going, Brother Choky?"

Nova shook her head while raising both of her shoulders. "Not knowing either. Brother look at Choky first huh. You're the same Bik Darmi you used to be." Nova stands up and goes after Choky.

Choky has opened the door of his sports car because he knows that Nova can not open the car door.

"Pick in." Choky orders when he sees Nova walking up to him.

Without asking anything, Nova got into the car. Choky closes the door and starts the engine.

"Where are we going?" Ask Nova when Choky's new seatbelt.

"Take a walk." Choky drove his car.

A very long journey. It's been an hour, but there's no sign of Choky's destination yet. Nova really enjoyed the view on the right left of the road. Lots of shady trees and towering coconut trees. There are many sunflower plants, mixed with the very beautiful capharanthus roseus (tread of virgin) and some monkey guava trees on the roadside. It feels very cold and calm.

"Honey, where are we going?" Nova asked who was starting to be curious.

"It's just a little while away." Choky replied with a smile.

5 minutes later, Nova began to see the rolls of the waves are very beautiful. There are several mangrove and fir trees growing on the beach. White sand that adds to the effect of air coolness in the vast sea.

Choky parked his car a little way off the main road. There are not many visitors because the beach is not so famous. There are only a few people.

Soon Choky invites Nova to get out of the car. Holds his wife's hand tightly. Like someone who is afraid of losing.

Nova didn't mind that. He just quietly enjoyed the cool air and the gentle greeting of the wind. Choky invites Nova to sit on the beach. Still holding Nova's hand. Kiss it gently.

"Panda, I haven't been here in a long time. Last came here about 13 years ago." Choky breathed out her heavy breath. Breathe in again. As if hinting at throwing out the bad and replacing it with a new one. Nova just silently listened while looking fixed on her husband's face.

"This is my place of memories with my ex-boyfriend. We were here when we were in 1st grade High School. I loved her so much. Didn't expect him to leave me forever." Choky's eyes began to look teary. "It is a great sin. I've made him die at once with my son."

"Panda, do you want to give birth to my children?" Choky asked exclaimingly while looking at Nova's face.

Nova smiled in response to Choky's question. "Sad you don't have to ask that. I'd have wanted to." Nova rests her head on Choky's shoulder while hugging Choky's arm.

"Thank you Panda." Choky kissed Nova's back. A few minutes later.

"Yang," Call Nova

"Hmmm"

"Have you come here to remember your old lover?"

"Did you miss him so much?"

Choky shook her head. "I don't miss him. But last night he came to my dream. She held a baby and smiled at me. I just want to pray for it."

Nova's eyes are rounded. "What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything. But he seems happy there. Just like I am now happy." Choky looked at Nova's face. His face seemed to tell if he was happy with Nova.

"I'm also happy." Nova.

Choky kissed Nova's forehead. Then look back at the vast ocean.

"Today, is our anniversary first. After being married to you for almost a year, last night was the first night she came back to my dream.

Before I married you, almost every night he came to me in my dreams. Even to the point that it looks like a shadow is approaching me. I'm like a crazy person. And it made me take sleeping pills. Made me opiate with drugs. And it's driving me crazy. I stopped taking it after my kidneys got sick.

I had therapy for a few months. After I recovered I was very relieved. But he still came to see me like a shadow. Which I just cheeked on and gone somewhere.

Until Mbok Tut who always accompanied me to sleep."

"You slept together??!" Nova asked with a slight shout. He looked very surprised by Choky's last sentence.

"You don't think it's so dirty!" Choky flicked Nova's forehead. "We sleep one room but I'm in bed, Mbok Tut on the couch."

Nova stroked his forehead. "Ciraine..." Nova blushed embarrassedly already imagining something negative.

Choky looked back at the vastness of the ocean. "The color I don't want to be so bad for too long, I'm looking for a woman to replace her. Which was my original intention of making it an impingement."

What does Choky mean to me? Nova's mind began to imagine.

"He was my college friend first. We often stay at my house. Even dressed very openly. But strangely I felt nothing. Nothing excites me to touch it. Every time I see my ex, I'm always tense. But I feel different from the others. I decided on my friend. I changed my girlfriend again. But all the same. And I'm no longer interested in being close to women. After college, I tried asking my friend who graduated from medical school. He said it was unnatural. So I'm taking medication to know more. I was sick." Choky looked at Nova's face.

"Thank you, baby, you've been patient with me. Thanks for being loyal to me." Choky stroked gently Nova's cheeks. Nova just smiled and nodded his head. "I've told you many times about my life. Aren't you going to tell me?"

"News?" Tanya Nova was convincing.

"Yes, the story of your mass. Even my mass is terrible. But I never covered it up with you. It's because I love you, so I want you to know me more deeply." Choky. Intentionally insinuating words for Nova.

Nova just looked down. He was confused where to start. Because he thinks there's nothing he needs to tell you anymore. And then, yes, nothing will change. You can only learn from the future so that the future will be better.

"If you don't want to tell a story, what if I ask?"

"Emmm..." Nova seemed to be thinking. "Can."

"When have you known Doni?"