My Husband VS My Past

part 15(motor installments)

Arriving at Choky's family mansion, Mbok Tut drove me to my room. He wants to help me do anything. But I just want to sit down. After meeting Reno earlier, it feels lazy to do anything. I just want to go and cry.

"Mbok, can you ask for help?" My love.

"Can Non. Whatever I'll do."

"Please don't tell me what happened when the man was carrying me in the car. Don't tell Choky that. I don't want her to be angry about it." I tried to hide the fact that he was part of my mass.

"I don't think Mr. Non will be angry. That was Mr. Reno, Mr. Choky's brother-in-law."

"Yes Mbok. But I hugged my cousin, and Choky threatened to kill me. I don't want any trouble, Mum. Can you?"

Mbok Tut was silent and thought for a moment. "Non Good."

I smiled with relief. "Thank you, Mbok. Now leave me alone. I want to be alone first, Mbok."

"Good Non. If Non needs anything, can call me. Excuse me."

I just nodded and Mbok Tut passed away leaving my room quite spacious. In this spacious and luxurious room, I felt very lonely. It felt even more comfortable to be in my cramped, messy room. I turned the chair's wheel towards that openable glass window. I sat in front of the window looking far away.

Now, mixed feelings. My love for Reno is too deep and the pain is too deep. All of this makes me feel so bad. At first when I started getting to know Choky, I felt like I could move on easily. Even I can throw Reno out of my mind. I can be free from the slump that only makes me cry at all times. But now, he is present again in my life. As my sister-in-law's husband. A reality I could never deny. Especially change. That wouldn't be possible.

What if Choky knows everything someday. He knows I'm not a virgin and that's what I did with Reno. Will he divorce me? Ah it's still mending. What if he kills me or puts you in jail? I'm fragile again God. I was crying in front of the window.

Suddenly a soft touch touched my shoulder. I hurriedly rubbed my wet cheek.

"What are you doing?" It was clear that was Choky's voice.

I took a deep breath. Regulating my breath. "Not really thinking. Just look outside."

"Lo cry?" He turned the wheelchair I was sitting in. Now I see my eyes are wet. I rubbed it again violently. Choky was sitting squatting in front of me.

"Darling, why are you crying? I make you sad, right?" Question Choky with a very innocent face. Makes me feel so guilty about him. My tears are back in the river.

"Hiks hiks I want to be hugged." Then I grabbed Choky's neck. I hugged her. Crying on his shoulders.

Choky just took it for granted. He rubbed my back very gently. I cried long enough to hold her. When I was calmer, I let go of my embrace. Back to rub my eyes.

"Thank you, Chok." I said in a still-difficult voice.

"Thank you for what? I even feel like I failed. I promised Ibuk not to make you cry. But why is elo crying now? I don't know what the problem is." Choky's face was confused.

What should I be clear now. Masa'yeah I'm honest with him. This is not a good time. I can't imagine how he would react if I'm honest now.

"Can't I work?"

"Work?" Choky behind nanya. " What do you do?"

"Gw still has a debt I have to pay."

"Council?"

I am ashamed to have to say this. He must be taunting gw.

"What cover? Yesterday I bought 1 billion. It will be able to make nyekolahin until entering college sister elo. Why do you still have dependents too."

"Hey." He touched my pursed lips with his hand. "What coverage?"

"Gw motor installment has not been stretched. Can do some real work. Even now my motorbike is still mocked yet. I paid him how. I don't work." Finally talking too. Although it's not really what makes me cry.

"Mahaha..." Choky's laughter. I knew he was going to mock me.

"So elo cry as much as you like just for thinking about installments? Hahahaha" He's still laughing.

I chose to be quiet to see him laugh. I know that money has no fingertips. But I want to buy that bike with my own sweat.

"Hhhhhpppp" Choky tried to stop his laughter. "My dear man" He held my cheeks with both hands until my mouth was pursed. "That's the easy thing. Yesterday I gave you an atm card. It can be used to pay off all the shortcomings of the elo motor payment. You don't need work. Elo is now my legal wife. All needs elo, I'll take responsibility."

"Stay...." Still with my mouth pursed.

"You're so cute, baby. Make gemes." He started to bring his face closer to me.

Tok tok tok tok

"Master, the doctor's here." There was a sound of Mbok Tut outside the room.

"Send to go in Mbok." Choky let go of both hands. Then pushed me closer to the bed. He took me and put me down on the bed. Straighten my legs.

Clamps

The sound of the door opening. A male doctor came into the room.

"Excuse me, sir." Greet the Doctor.

"Here Doc. Please check my wife's leg." Reply Choky.

The doctor came in and checked my right leg. He smeared like a jelly on my swollen leg. Then wrap it in a bandage.

"Already Sir. InsyaAlloh two more days the crack has healed. Please do not do much activity, miss. Let her feet not swell. This is the cure, it can be applied every morning and night before going to bed." The doctor handed Choky a bottle of medicine.

"OKs. Thanks to ya."

"Then I withdraw." Nod your head and go out of the room.

Krucuk

The sound from my stomach. I held my stomach which was not filled from the morning. Choky looked at my stomach which sounded.

"Wait here." He went out of the room.

Not long after, he returned with a tray of food and a glass of milk. He was sitting next to me holding a spoon to bribe me.

"Let's open your mouth." His order.

"Eat alone."

"Elo is sick again. Just give it a try."

I finally got caught. Opened my mouth. Put a spoonful of food in my mouth. Two spoons, three spoons and so on until the plate is clean.