My Husband VS My Past

part 20(Reno stay)

Seeing Reno's face made me sleepless. My mind was running everywhere. Think of those outside, say what. Ah mending I take a shower. I haven't had a shower in the morning.

I called Mbok Tut to help me prepare warm water. After that I took a shower and dressed. Yes, just apply makeup. To get dressed, it's definitely Choky's choice. Because he used to buy me all my pants and clothes. Now just wear it.

Cleeks.

The door to the room is open. I glanced from the mirror in front of me. When Choky came inside, he walked over to me.

"It's really pretty, where are you going?" He asked while holding both of my shoulders.

I smiled and looked at her face through the mirror. "You seduced my husband." I answered with a smile teasing him.

"Dear panda." He put his chin on my shoulder. Grasping my hand tightly. "You already know, a desire that has peaked suddenly broke in the middle of the road it feels painful? That's what I hold every time I'm with you."

I stood facing him. "I'm sorry, honey, I don't know if you're sick. I'm sorry ya." I hugged his body, buried my head in his chest.

"Yes, I know. I'll try for you." She rubbed my head gently.

"I'll help to heal you, baby. We're dealing with this together."

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"Mbok Tut, the cooking tumben a lot? Papa nginep here huh?" I asked that night, because I always helped him prepare food. My goal is to know Choky's favorite. Kanna Mbok Tut is the one who accompanied Choky from her childhood.

"Yes Non." Answer's short.

"This is how the plate is five?"

"There's Miss Vera and Mr. Reno too Non."

Whahuh? So Reno is here? Huufft heard his name alone, making my appetite disappear. Why are they here. Sebel.

Not too long ago, Vera came out of her room with Reno. She came out in a sleeping dress that was on her knees, a sleeveless dress. And Reno, her eyes were straight on me. Either it's just my feeling or it's real. He was always watching me, watching my every move. The same look he had when he was my lover.

"This is Nova's sister cooking?" Ask Vera very kindly. He looks very friendly. What makes Choky hate her so much? Even he's not like a red onion.

"No Ver. I can cook. But I don't have enough guts to cook for the family." Calling it family makes my heart feel weird. Reno is part of my family.

"Mending yes, Sister Nova can cook. I can't even at all, sister. Good thing Reno can cook. So he's the one who's been eating for us." He's writhing spoiled on Reno's shoulders. Reno only smiled wryly.

I just returned with a smile. Papa and Choky come, they sit down to take their respective positions. As usual, Mbok Tut who took the rice on Papa's plate.

I'm the same, get some rice for Choky. "What side dishes do you want to wear, baby?"

"Sayur mustard, same shrimp, give chicken a little."

"OK." I can see Reno watching me and Choky.

Vera's got some rice for Reno, too. But Reno's facial expression was ordinary.

After dinner, I immediately helped Mbok Tut clean up the dishes and kitchen. Vera is on tv. When I finished, I headed straight to my room. My room is right next to Vera's and Reno's. It just so happened that Reno's room was slightly open.

I saw her, Reno was hanging out on the bed leaning against the sleeping board while looking at her phone. But I hurried into my room. I closed it tightly. Don't let him get in my room wrong. Ah indeed Reno is me, who once did that stupid thing. Stupidhead!

I saw Choky sitting on the bed playing with her laptop. I picked up my pajamas and changed my clothes immediately. On purpose, I changed clothes in front of Choky. I stripped my clothes, from the shirt to the skirt I was wearing. Deliberately buying time hoping for a reaction from Choky. Then back to wearing my little pajamas. I glanced at Choky. He remained still, not moving. Huh, really yeah. Try it Reno, it must have been eaten immediately he admitted.

"Panda, you don't need to dance anymore." Said suddenly.

"Emang why?" It was strange, all of a sudden. "Kasian you know my makeup tools. They've been a long time since I got wine."

"I can see that. Reno is concerned about you. I don't want my wife to be glimpsed by others. I'm the only one who can see your beauty." Choky shut down the laptop. Put it on the table. Then sleep next to me, grab my body, immerse it in his chest. He was very fragrant, making me very comfortable.

I can't imagine Choky knowing my mass. Is he still going to treat me like this? There is a fear of losing him.

"Darling, does Papa know about your pain?"

"No. No one knows."

"When did you get sick?"

"After graduating from High School." He took a deep breath. Then blow it slowly. "In High School, I was in free association. I started dating, and had that dirty relationship many times. Until my girlfriend got pregnant. I was in third grade at the time. I was afraid, I asked her to abort the baby. Without thinking about the consequences. My boyfriend died at that time. She died with the baby." There were seeds in Choky's eyes that were almost dripping. Choky pressed both eyes. "My life was not calm at the time. I feel haunted by her. I always take sleeping pills to calm myself down. And because of the drugs, I've been like this until now."

I rubbed Choky's wet cheek. It must have been that moment, it was his toughest moment. It turns out that Choky is also not smooth. Can he also accept my mass.

"I'm sorry Panda, I can't satisfy you." She's really crying.

"Darling, don't cry. I'll help you. Now we sleep. You have to work tomorrow."

"Thank you, baby." Choky kissed the top of my head and hugged me. "I love you so much Panda."

Thank you for your affection and love Choky. I hope you can also accept my life. I'll explain it tomorrow when the time is right.

Choky slept while hugging me. His feet are already curled around me. I hugged him like a bolster.

At 3am, I felt very thirsty. But I remember I didn't bring a drinking bottle into the room. So I had to go out to get a drink. Wake Choky up first, because I don't want her to look for me anywhere.

I walked out of the room, towards the refrigerator located between the dining room and the kitchen. I opened the fridge, picked up a bottle of cold drink. I immediately gulped it down. Take another one for Choky. Then I closed the fridge.

I looked in shock as I closed the refrigerator, already seeing Reno beside it. And I reflexively hit him on the head with the bottle of drink I was holding. I don't know when he was there.

"Ohhh sick Nov." He nodded while stroking his head.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were here. You don't care about it."

He looked back at me with a very deep look. I'm sure he'll make me a paper again. I hurriedly walked away leaving her. But he pulled my hand.

"Nova. I'll talk to you for a second."

"Take off Ren."

"But don't go first. I have to talk."

"Speak what the hell? I'm sleepy to sleep."

"Just a minute Nov."

I looked at his face. He looks very serious. "All right, I'll listen."