My Husband VS My Past

part 21(home to Reno)

Suddenly Reno hugged me. He hugged me very tightly. I'm trying not to baper. But really, a warm hug, still the same as it used to be.

"Ren what are you doing? Let go of Ren." I'm trying to let go. But his body is stronger than mine. I beat him on the back, hoping he would let me go.

"Beib, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left you. I only realized after marriage. You're the only one I love." Whispers watered. "I miss you Beib."

Hearing Reno's words, my tears immediately dripped I could not hold back. My heart feels so sore again.

"I'm sorry I was so stupid. I know it was the first time you did it to me. I'm sorry Beib. Ilove you. I still love you so much."

Why just now Ren, why are you like this? I still love you too. And that deep love of mine, has now turned into a pain that is hard for me to heal. You evil Reno. I cried, crying in Reno's arms.

Slowly, Reno let go of her embrace. He rubbed my cheek gently. "I'm sorry Beib. I'm sorry ya."

At that moment, I immediately ran into the room. In front of the door, I rubbed my eyes. Set my breath so Choky doesn't suspect anything. Then I opened the door slowly. Choky's still in place. I put that bottle on the table. Then lay down next to Choky. I looked at his face, a very handsome face. He is also kind, even he loves me very much. But what is in my heart. I can't love him yet. My heart is like being left in Reno's heart. Guilt for Choky's feelings. I came back crying. I don't know how long I cried until I fell asleep.

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Feeling a chewy touch on my forehead, then on my left cheek, right cheek, last on the lips, long enough. Until I opened my eyes.

Choky's face was right in front of her eyes. He kissed my lips. I smiled seeing him. Immediately I pulled him to crush me.

"Hey, my shirt could get tangled later." His shouting.

A shirt? Choky's got a shirt on? "What time is it?" I woke up, looking for my phone. "Ah, I woke up bad luck."

"It's okay, baby. Why do you have to be early in the morning?"

"Prepare breakfast for the family. Papa is here."

"No need for Pan. I made breakfast for both of us. We'll have breakfast in the room." Choky carries a tray containing bread complete with jam and two glasses of milk.

"Darling, but Papa's outside."

"Why indeed?"

"It doesn't feel good to me, Papa."

"Who brought the men into the house. Pake nginep event. I don't like watching him watch you continue."

"Who?"

"Aren't you feeling?"

So it's not just my feelings. Reno did notice me. Even Choky realized it.

"I wash my face first."

Enter the bathroom, brush your teeth, wash your face. After that accompany Choky breakfast before work. I was busy smearing jam on bread. Choky is busy with her laptop.

"Panda remember yes, don't groom. Out of the room with a sweater and trousers. Or a long skirt or jacket." He said by looking at me.

"Yes sanyang." Start him again. Is that how scared she was to lose me?

"Look at that shirt you're wearing, like you're not wearing. Everything looks from the outside."

"Oh this. Last night I used it on purpose because I wanted to make anu stand up. But it seems to be a waste." Obviously, while weaving my mouth. "It's annoying, isn't it?" I began to eat the bread I had smeared jam with. Choky was seen holding back laughter hearing my words.

"I'd love to find you crying. So because you want to play but there are no opponents?"

I glared at him. So she knew when I cried last night. But thank goodness she didn't know I was crying over my feelings. I was singing my mouth.

"Hey, isn't that what needs energy like me. Why are you eating alone? Approaching here. Your husband's husband." His order.

I approached him, standing next to him. He began to give her a piece of bread. Choky closed the laptop, he put it on the table.

"here." Patting his thighs.

Whatdoes thatmean? Are his pants dirty and tell me to wipe them? He always confused me. Because I was just motionless, he pulled my arm until I sat on his lap. I was very surprised to see this kind of behavior. Because yesterday he wasn't like this. What is the presence of Reno in this house?

"Darling, you're nothing. Your work pants will get tangled." I was about to stand up, but he put his hand around my stomach.

"Panda, are you trying to tease me?" She spoke right in front of my boobs. "Panda, you know, holding back is painful."

"Darling, then, let go of your hand. Let me down ya."

"Panda, can you today find information about alternative medicine?"

"Of course baby. I'll definitely help you." I smiled and kissed her lips. I've always loved Choky's sweet lips. Her lips are sexy. But it's a pity that he doesn't have what a normal human does.

"I'll be faithful waiting for you to heal, baby." My whisper. He smiled and listened to my statement. Then he started kissing my lips. And hugged me tightly. Yeah, this is all we can do.

After breakfast, Choky told me to take a shower and put on the clothes she wanted. Without putting on makeup, she immediately clasped my hand tightly. Asking me to take her out until I leave the house.

After delivering Choky, I was cooking in the kitchen, Mbok Tut was washing clothes in the back. I didn't eat bread because Choky ate it all. Finish putting rice into magicom, then switch peeling seasoning. Feeling like someone is watching me, I look back. Justright. I saw Reno standing against the wall. He was watching me.

"Aren't you sick of cooking in that shirt?" He said, keeping his eyes on me.

I just kept quiet not responding to it. I don't want to have a conversation with him. Must keep distance. He's married, and so am I.

"Nova, what did you do? I haven't had breakfast either. Later for ya."

I'm staying quiet. Whatever he wants to say. I won't care about it.

"Why just diem? Can't ask for it?"

"............."

"I helped you."

".............."

He started walking towards me. I started to look at her behavior.

"Don't come any closer!" I screamed while pointing a knife at him. But he kept coming near me.

"You won't hurt me Nov." He grabbed a knife in my hand. And then patted me until I slipped on the wall. He held my hand tightly.

"Don't be crazy Ren! You already have a wife. I have a husband too."

He's laughing a little. "Vera has gone to the campus. Papa's gone to work. Your husband is gone too, right? Then we both live in this house." He started touching my cheek with his one hand.

"What do you want? There's still Mbok Tut." Here." He touched my lips. My feelings are not good. Reno's look was full of lust. Like he's gonna eat me up.

"I miss Beib's lips. I knew before you guys got out of the room, he must've sucked your lips."

"What the hell do you want?" My voice sounded hoarse because it was holding back the crying.

"Beib, I just miss you. No cry. I can't hurt you."

"Can I kiss you?" His hand was holding my nape. He who used to be so bowed, somehow now looks so scary. I really was crying.

"Baby, did I hurt you? I'm just touching you."

"I beg Ren, don't be like this. I'm scared."

"I love you Baby. I'm not gonna hurt you. I just want to touch every curve of your body. I miss him." He started to touch my chest. I brushed his hand violently.

"Don't be crazy Ren! I don't want to disappoint my husband."

"Don't you still love me? Don't you miss my touch? Is the game more satisfying than me?"

I pushed her body, so she kind of stayed away from me. "Let go of my hand! Or I'm yelling!" I saw Mbok Tut from the reflection of the glass display case where the plate.

"Mr Reno, what are you doing?"

*Sorry gaes, post-stamp bar. Today was a bit busy. Sorry yeah. Thank you for stopping by to read my writing. Thanks for the likes and comments.

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