My Husband VS My Past

part 17 (requesting affection)

After taking a shower, I followed Choky sitting on the sofa in front of the TV. I sat next to him. He watched a show about foreign chanel business. And of course I don't know that. My intelligence is beneath it far away. So I pretended to enjoy it.

Mutually silent no chatter, only sound tv only. For 15 minutes we were silent to each other.

"Chok gw's...."

"What did you call me?" Ask while looking at me.

What the hell is this, why did he try.

"Avlaki." My answer.

"Why call me that? And again, you said 'gw'?"

"We usually do that, don't we?" He's why now. His name is Choky. And we usually do. Nothing is wrong.

"Non't you talk about it at the dinner table?"

"Oh earlier. Sorry, I was just acting in front of Papa. Not good with Papa. Sorry yeah. I won't repeat it again."

"Then keep acting."

"Huh??"

Silence has no response. He was focused on looking at the big screen in front.

He means what the hell. I am getting confused. Did he tell me to call him 'honey'? But that's just acting. Iiiiissh why must also act so in front of Papa. So gini's the business.

"Take a look...."

Not to mention, he immediately glared at me. "How did he call it?"

"Darling....." I made a voice that sounded a little spoiled. To make Choky laugh.

"That's dong. If people hear it, it's romantic." Continue with a satisfied smile.

Care about hearing people. I don't care about my feelings.

"Chok," Directly glared again. "I mean sanyang," Huuuffttt just wants to say it's complicated. "I can't go out for a second. Wanted to look outside."

"Can't." Answer it quickly.

"Why?"

"You're sick again. Do not remember yes said the doctor yesterday, you have to rest a lot. His feet can't move much. I don't want to until your feet are swollen again."

Is he worried or is he in command? Or the...

"No need for GR. I just don't want you to heal for long. Putting room. Just sleeping at home. Must use dong. I bought time' is not good. Even nerepotin." Continue without looking at me.

That's real. Fucking weird. Pinter fucks up he's fooling people. Until Papa was sure that he really loved the same. And now the asking is weird. Wear everything dear. Nyebelin.

I stood up and walked away leaving him. Very confused to do. Stay calm again. Look at the fish, who knows the fish can talk. I trudged to walk to the park. Sit in an open room. It feels just fine, saturated. I really want to have busy.

"Hey fish, you're not saturated, every day just in there? Just a computer in the same place. Elo activities are so-so too. How can you not be bored." I said fish. The fish just did not answer. Yes yes, where there are fish. It is in the world of fairy tales. There I will run away if the fish answers me.

Do not know why if only diem alone like this, remember the same Reno continues. All her romance, make kangen. Those good times. Look at the fish, so suck when I'm fishing with him. Nyari river just want to try fishing, until there, already set the fishing line on the edge of the river, uh the rain immediately fell. Finally, that day was not going to be a catch. We take shelter in a rice field near the river. Long enough we take shelter because the rain is very heavy. Until we make out in that shack. The first time she kissed me, and it was my first kiss. Her lips so gently touched my lips.

Aaarrrggggg I remembered the memories again. Without realizing it, my tears began to drip. I cry over what the hell, I'm so fragile. I rubbed my cheeks violently.

"Panda, I'm sorry about ya."

I'm running in shock. Since when was Choky next to me. Even he held my hand. But I pulled my hand out of his grasp in shock.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry." He took my hand again. "Sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry." He kissed the back of my hand gently.

Seeing it like this, it made me cry even more.

He grabbed my body and hugged me tightly.

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A month passed, still the same. Choky has never touched me. Even though my legs are healed, even I can run, he still does not touch me. The most romantic thing he did was just kiss the back of my hand. Yes, it is just that. Don't know why. But for a long time I could feel his affection. I know he has a love for me. I don't know how much love he feels. But I knew it was in his heart.

That morning he went to work a little afternoon, because he said there was no meeting or meeting with important people. I was helping him wear a tie. Help him tidy up his suit.

"Darling, can I go?"

"Where are you going?" A question that will definitely introduce me.

"I'm going to G to get my bike yesterday. It's been a long time for sure. I'm afraid my bike was sold to the owner of the workshop because I didn't take it for a long time."

I don't know about my bike. Since I called Erik back then, Choky changed my number. Remove all contacts on the phone. Even my social media accounts are no longer used. Because every time he comes home from work, he's just busy using my phone. But what I can do, just shrink. That's the best.

"Don't!" The answer I had imagined from earlier. I started to pucker my mouth. "I'll be home in the afternoon. I'm taking you. You can't go alone."

Somewhat relieved to be able to take the motorbike even though it must be delivered with him. But actually I want to play a little bit to the store, have a little chat with Lia and Erik. A month at home, like a caterpillar, I've become a beautiful butterfly.

"Ok if that's it. I'll wait." I smiled and kissed her right cheek.

He was surprised to get a kiss from me. I, afraid of getting scorned, ran out of the room to the kitchen to prepare a cup of milk and a few layers of bread.

All were served at the dinner table. Waiting for someone to have breakfast. Because I felt my job was done, I went to the kitchen again to practice the cake recipes that I read last night in gogle.

"Panda." Call him by shouting.

"Yes." Yeah."

"here." Her request.

What's more yes, the feeling is real, the jam was chocolate mixed nuts right. Why else now.

"Why baby?" I asked when I was near him.

"Sit here." He opened a chair for me.

I said, sitting in that chair. He began to cut his bread, then stabbed it with a fork.

"Open your mouth."

"But this will make your breakfast baby."

"I don't want you to look skinny."

Whahuh? Skinny? Am I skinny?

"Let's open your mouth."

Again I can only obey him. One mouthful of bread has come in. Now the bread on the plate has all gone into my mouth. Now he also told me to drink a glass of milk that I prepared for him.

"Darling, I'm full." I pulled that glass. "Make you yes. You'll have to work, you'll need more energy than me."

"Every morning I always have my own breakfast. I don't want to."

This is why again, is it not usually so. "Well, tomorrow I'll prepare breakfast for both of us. So I'll accompany you to breakfast."

"alright. Now drink milk first." He started to put the milk glass in my mouth.

I ended up drinking it too. Refuse, I will lose too. Now my stomach feels full.

I drove him forward until he got into the car he used to work with his personal driver. I got into the house after the car was not seen.