My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 8

[Honesty is something that hurts, but it is a must. Which must definitely be done]

~AnindyaSaputri.

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(Pov Anindya)

"Let's go to Nindy's deck, answer my brother's request first" said Kak Yoga as a gesture of hurt.

The current dilemma I'm right in the dilemma. But I remembered my mother's message when I asked for my opinion first.

"Son, it's good that you are honest with Yoga, even if later he does not accept you again after hearing your story. Although it hurts but perkayahla will not hurt when Yoga knows itself." said the mother at that time

Name why ?I don't think I'm ready to be honest. For now I have set my heart and wish for more.

"Gimana Dik Nindy" repeat sister Yoga disperse my daydream.

"So I'm afraid, if Kak Yoga after knowing my disgrace . kak Yoga ngak will want to continue ta'arufan again" said I while looking down.

The word ustadzah Ratih is adab talking to the opposite sex who is not his mahram.

"Aib what?.hehehe , if you used to have high school do not need to be remembered, about the less religious scene but now it has changed" replied Kak Yoga laughed crisply.

Actually my heart was flowering flowers hearing that answer, yet. I realized again not to hope.

Because my answer to Yoga does not match my disgrace. Oh my God what should I do? They continue to fall into a sense of trauma. Or start life with honesty ready with all the consequences.

I am currently in a dilemma...

"But, Nindy's disgrace is not that brother" I replied trying to be brave.

"Aib what try? Let's say.inn shaa Allah brother will receive with airy chest.

Hearing the wise answer from Kak Yoga, made me sure to be honest with him.

O God, I give the best way for me from you..

"Asstgfirullah.."

I dare to see the handsome man's face.I can see there are shocked and also disappointed there. It turns out that I was wrong Yoga couldn't accept me for who I was.

From the look on his face, I can deduce everything...

O God, it is so sick.

"Jeez Nindy.I can't believe that behind your loose clothes you just want to cover up such a big disgrace" I was surprised to see Selina coming over.

Without being able to prevent tears from coming out just like that, they think only those who are disappointed precisely here I am the victim.

"But the incident was purely not my will, I was trapped. You think you're the only one who's hurt I'm more than you guys the heartache I feel." I said loudly spilling the tightness of the chest.

"I've been honest brother.all decisions are in the hands of my brother, Assalamualaikum" I said again and stood up.

Leaving this children's park.

Now only my tranquilizing mother can I hear Selina's words that sip on the chest.

"Prophetically, I'm sure your brother's soul mate will be better than Nindy" Selina said.

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"Istigfar son" said mother to calm me.

After everything I told you about my honesty.

"Asstagfiruhalazim.."

"The belief in God's destiny is wonderful for Nindy"

From now on I believe in God there will be the best tadir for me.

Seriate..