My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 53

(pov Raka)

"Raka here sit down. Where's nindy?" Call my mother-in-law sitting in the living room watching TV.

"Yes mom, what's wrong?. Nindy's in her room.. I'm sleeping." Answer me to sit down .

looks like Mom breathed a rough breath.

"We don't know, do we ? And when our death is divinely invited. Especially an old mother like this"

Degh's... Surprised, of course. There is fear filling the head. Because things like this have also been experienced by me. When papa left.

"Hm.." I muttered softly for Mom to continue her words.

"Later if I don't exist. Please take care, protect and love your daughter.Become her as much as you can. But I'm sure you're a good man. "

"Pa-definitely ma'am...Inn shaa Allah" my firmness is in my heart.

"Later if you are fighting the solution is not split. Find the same way out the most important is far from the ego.

Nindy is too young for you Raka, she still really needs guidance.it used to be Mom's job, but tonight all that duty I leave to you. You can do Raka". Again, he said it made my body almost limp.

" Raka can Buk"

"If you can't do it anymore. Let go of him either well, don't hurt him... One more thing, Mother hated the third person who had his name" This time the speech of Missi sounded emphatically full of emphasis. Shady face earlier turned serious that did not play with his speech.

"For God's sake..I'm not even in the world anymore when you hurt Mom's daughter. If he's wrong, tell him.." Miss Desi looked at me inside.

I will prove to Mother, to Nindy, and to the Universe that I have changed ready to make Nindy happy.

The sacred promise that has been said in the name of our Lord. I will never make toys .

Although my past can be said badly does not rule out the possibility for me to change. I don't mind Mom's words, because I know what her love for Nindy looks like.

Slowly but surely, the image of my once bad name will be changed to good. No need in the eyes of everyone is enough in the eyes of my wife.

"Inn the Lord..By Allah, Raka promised to make Nindy happy. That's Raka's Promise in front of Mom"

"Save your word, Prove it will make you calm to leave this world. But I'm sure you can go with Nindy. I believe that, don't waste your trust. One more number one is the new God number of your wife.It is better that her help is from God". I'm rocking steady .

Mother stood up and patted me on the shoulder hard enough and then passed to her room.

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The words of me and my mother that night before she died her day kept ringing in my ears.

When the shivering was my determination to always be together and make Nindy happy was getting bigger.

It doesn't feel like it's been 10 days since Mom left. Nindy who initially slumped slowly he began to look fine. She's a tough woman.

Seriate.....