My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 28

(pov Selina 2)

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I smiled wryly again. So officially guilty here is me.

Until something I've never done here is finally said.

I also told him all my crimes. Every sentence they say they never leave to be heard. After the story was finished unconsciously my tears came out without excuse.

"It's so naive of you." said the woman who looked like she was a lick.

" Your intentions are not wrong Cell.but your way is wrong" continued Hana friendly.

"Try asking your heart again. It's love or just obsessing" the girl continued.

I was pondering, noticing what I was doing all this time for the sake of Yoga. What can be said of true love.

"You're too bod*h if you keep chasing people who don't love you.

All right, you're changing, you're young and beautiful. I can find more than that"

"If the soul mate is also not going anywhere" interrupted by a woman curas anyway.

The words of support continue to be motivated like a guide for this self.

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The more determined to change when he met Nindy instead of her he was angry or berating me.

Even when he looks in disbelief. How good am I in his eyes?. But I am just a poisonous snake.

Choose to go when in command, too shy to continue with him.

"Cell.." call the familiar voice..

"Sir Yoga"

Without a care I kept stepping even when the police holding me stopped giving us space to talk. I don't care to keep stepping.

Too sick even though just looking at the man even though in the recesses of the heart there is still a great love for him.

But if it's true it's just a fizzle then it will go away on its own.

If it is a blessing, let it be buried forever..

Closing your eyes enjoys all this pain.

I've been convinced to break through the mistakes behind bars.beginning to live far from normal.

His trial tomorrow morning .determines how long I've been here.

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"For Selina's sister Anatasya you're just a follower in case of this planned accident. According to article 369 of the Criminal Code, you are sentenced to three years in prison..."

The world seemed to collapse hearing all that despite trying ihklas still hurt.

"Yes Allah will strengthen your servants to carry out this punishment" I cried in my heart..

The trial is still going on I don't care about both the hired man and Om Daniel himself.

I know two paid men are the same as I punish. Daniel was 15 years in prison...

Because two cases are prosecuted at once.

Finally the hammer on tap sign the trial has finished. Everything here is dispersed.

"Selina.. God, why are you here, son, why did it happen? Aunt Salwa hugged me tightly.

" Mommy and Papi must be disappointed with you nduk" he added again.

I shook my head in aunt Salma's arms.

"Not bi. They will have no influence whatsoever. All Selina is out there" I replied soberly.

"Astagfirulah.. Istigfar nduk..."

What I'm saying is that's the truth. It is wrong where I am, of my three brothers only I am the one who is differentiated. Less than loving.

Especially since I was 8 years old they often vacation without me. Like I'm not their son.

Just Nindy's my encouragement for school. Yes, my friend zholim is that. He is the one who can accept me for who I am.

"You can't be like this, son... Even though there is an Aunt who loves you" said Aunt Salwa began to understand this self that is less affectionate and educated.

Seriate....

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Keep trying to be good again. Sorry for its many shortcomings,🌼🙏🙏🙏

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