My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 18

No decision just wants sincerity...

~ AnindyaSaputri

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Pov ANINDYA SAPUTRI

"Then I was worried, seeing your sickening face. When I left for work to accept your offer, just because of my mother" I finally felt in my heart now I throw at the man.

Since the incident when Raka asked for my answer to accept it or not. Of course I didn't answer YES or NO

I still keep my mother's feelings.

Because I know, I've blessed my relationship with that man b e r e n g s e k. I just answered according to the agreement I had.

Which means that within three months he couldn't melt my heart and couldn't erase the trauma and memory of that new year's night. Please leave don't disturb my life anymore.

But again, my mother changed my decision. I have fallen for the umpteenth time but there is only mother as a pillar. I will not argue with his decision.

Mother just asked Raka to melt my heart, making me accept her with a chesty air. And the man b a j i n g a n it should be able TO FORGET the bad memory of the new year's night instead of DELETING.

But I spoke up immediately" then only one month there were no three months. If you can't please step back from now" .

Finally my decision was accepted

But since that evil decision managed to make my day like hell because it always met with i b l i s in human form, who else if not Raka Wijaya.

Like this morning, blind morning he came home to set me off for work. Seeing Mom allow me to not resist.

But when he wanted to go home, the man came again...

"Raka, I'm worried. Let alone seeing your face that woofed it. When I left earlier I accepted your decision it was only because of mother." I said directly

"In our agreement, there is no prohibition not to meet Nindy. That's my first step to taking your heart"

"Cuihh.." spit in any direction. Fortunately he was far away when I had spit on the foul face of the good pretentious

He is seen exhaling rough breaths and then pulling his hair fruscation. It's good that this is what I want. Stress and then retreat before a month.

But it's good to make him end up in a mental hospital.

"Let's go home Nin" said the man sounding flat.

"No need, I can go home by myself, after all now my condition is fine. Not like new year's night, but where are you Raka ? The intention of taking me home was not. Embarrassing, now Sokan's a hero of misfortune". My cinnis is staring at him sharply.

The emotional man now looks angry, with his hands clenched perfectly and the roar of irregular breath. What do you think I'm afraid of? This heart is as if it is numb

"Hey, don't pull dong.b e r e n g s e k LOOSE" I shouted as he jerked my hands violently

Like not caring. He violently pushed me into the car, before long he entered the door of the strong car. Makes myself a little surprised.

The courage that had been stirring gebu is now lost in the dust.

I also choose silence. But he was also afraid to see her angry.

The silence struck, as her roaring breath journey back regularly proving her emotions had dissipated.

"sorry"

Suddenly courage came again to see the softened Raka. What guts is this?

"I'm sorry, Nindy" repeated her . Better to be quiet.

He who realized I did not want to talk, also kept silent even though his eyes once glanced at me. So nauseating.

We finally got home. On foot from the village intersection. Raka remained insistent on letting go of her car at the stay.

I don't give a shit...

"Eh, who is this? Very handsome.kok with Nindy, do you keep rich people?" I sighed hearing Bu Tutik's accusation.

"It's none of Mom's business." I replied trying to calm down.

But it seems he has not calmed down. With a relaxed pace following us all the way to the courtyard of the house. I see my mother waiting there.

"Eh bu Desi. Tau ngak, Nindy uda became a mistress of the rich, Upss soryy.bu open Desi already know at once support" Cibir bu Tutik while Mother responded with a head gel.

"You rich man, I see you! Your fancy car just now. Why do you like Nindy who does not have this advantage. Going by my son, Beautiful again urban ngak kampungan like Nindy his hobby wearing a wide hijab "Add more Tutik bu.

I ventured to look up my head to see Raka's reaction. He looks relaxed while confirming the location of his knit that covers the forehead.

"Urban. You mean showing off the body or exactly ,ju al in ri for the money red three sheets. It's cheap, that's so." answered Raka chuckled softly showing her neat rows of teeth.

Actually of course I was surprised to hear Raka's answer. While the reaction of Tutik bu looks shocked with enlarged eyeballs.

"Why? Don't be surprised.. People who are often in karaokean star Music & I know all including know his identity" added Raka again.

Actually there is a sense of disappointment with the words as well as Raka's explanation.

Keraokean Star Music who does not know among people. Of course we know the negative impact that is caused.

Oh Nindy No. It's none of your business, it's up to Raka where she's going to be in the group

j a l a n g her man. He's not who you are

I immediately felt that disappointment. I don't want to feel as if I've accepted Raka if she's changed.

Mom immediately left without saying anything.

"Mom" with a flash the look of that face turned friendly immediately shone on the soft hands of mother.

"Mom, if everyone is making money it's easy to shut the mouth of people who insult them" I said

"But ma'am, the rich can do as they please. Even if it robs someone of their future" I added again.

"Nindy" scolds mom looking bad with Raka. Wh why? Isn't that.

"Jas.. I say yes Ma'am, Nin" said Raka. Good of

"Yes, thank you for sending Nindy. His words were not taken" replied the mother.

" just calm down, buk.."

Finally Raka left.I breathed a happy breath.

"Preciate every struggle, son, if there's no one, you'll miss it" Mother advised me.

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The days passed by were slow for me, and I could not wait for next month.

Raka was not bored to give attention to me, but as hard as I tried not baperan . even though it was just a short chat to encourage to eat.

"Please enjoy the Deck alone" I asked a sweet girl in a white dongker uniform.

"Thank you brother. ngak alone when brother wants to nemenin" replied his sweet smile showing a row of neat teeth.

Seeing that suddenly remembered Raka? What is he now? Oh don't think about him..

I thought for a moment.Fortunately there was a moment of leisure.

"Emang can nemenin's sister" I asked

"Bby dong.. Xena won't be alone" she replied

"Oh her name is Xena"

He was seen sipping avocado juice for a moment.

"Yes, sister??" ask the sweet girl

"Nindy, just Nindy. Why Xena herself? Not the same friends or family" I asked

"No brother, usually also yourself, said Mama's true friend himself, Yaudah Xena a friend of his own" he replied lightly.

I smiled broadly too in response to him..

"That's a lot of smart.already the same old man"

We told a long time ago that inspired. Xena finally got permission to go home.

Just as I was coming home, I was ready to wait for Raka. Be who? I'm obviously used to all of that. Itung itung looking for profit.

The Raka I was waiting for came.

It was clearly on his face tired.

It's not even as neat as usual.

Her hair looks random random in let fly as the wind blows.

"If you are tired of rest, let me go home alone" I said.

He looked at me smiling sincerely and then shook his head slowly.

"Thank you for worrying about me. This is common, but the difference I will vent with a bottle of drink, until fatigue does not feel. But now it's different..

Because I know that I want to change. Want to be better and know the religious prohibitions". His answer managed to make a smile engraved on the corner of the lips by itself.

But immediately the smile disappeared when looking from the left of a truck with high speed right crashing towards us.

" Raka awasss" I shouted ..

Raka who like her just realized was not able to do much. Can only drive a car at high speed.

But it was as if the disaster was in sight. Now the truck is right in front of this car, ready to collide.

I resigned, but when it was near Raka immediately slammed the steering to the left. The truck drove safely.

While the car Raka was driving looked wrong. Looks like the car's brakes are broken.

The car drove by itself, several times almost oppressed someone. Fortunately Raka was quite shrewd.

"Calm down Nin" Raka said, focusing on the streets.

"Ka, be careful" I asked. Of course panic.

"Allah hu Akbar"

Now the disaster can no longer be avoided. Arrived from the side a black car came quickly and hit the car we were riding in.

BRAKKS

The loud bang from the black car and Raka's car collided violently.

I can feel this car bounce great and upside down several times. Until finally it was all dark with the excruciating pain.

"God hu akbar.....La ila'haila'allah"

In the rest of my consciousness, I wish we were both okay. But isn't it?

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Seriate..