My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 2

Stand off

Suddenly my body shook violently causing the scissors in my hand to fall. The shadow of the mother's face rotated in the memory of the mind as if a tapes were broken

My body was shed in a carpet with a rose pattern.

The shadow of my mother's face kept spinning in my head until I felt an excruciating pain.

After a bit of calm, I laughed blandly like a novel of my life

Want to b u n d ir but not be .

I just want to make the reader curious.

Crack

I looked up in disbelief when I saw my mother arrive and slowly she ran and hugged me tightly.

Until I finally woke up crying so that it would spill the chest tightness.

We both cried for a long time to strengthen each other.

"Let's tell me the same story, son, make your mother a confiding friend Nindy. No matter how big the problem is, we can both get through it, son. Nindy is strong, we are strong in fact we are already at this point" I cried as soon as I imagined how disappointed his mother was to me after knowing the events of the new year's night that befallen me.

"Nindy loves mom" I said in between sobs

"Let's tell me dear, 19 years we've been with mom knowing your nature especially when in trouble"

Mother's words make me hurt. Oh god if it didn't matter like this you gave me maybe I wouldn't be as fragile as I am today.

"Nindy dear mother"... It feels like chest tightness just breathing is very difficult.

"Nindy's story dear.. Nindy little mom"

Mother's words look strong even though tears never stop coming out of that shady face.

I finally told you all the events that happened to me during the new year.

Word by word a poignant speech injures the recesses.

"I'm sorry Nindy buk, surely I'm sorry to have raised Nindy, Nindy life just makes it hard for me right. Then let Nindy end this life buk, because Nindy does not want to see the mother is hard again" said I hoarsely held tightness in the chest.

"Astagfitullah's.. Istigfar nak istigfar"

"Never say that, Nindy never troubled mother even Nindy's most precious treasure that mother had"

My cry all the time became.somehow this chest that clearly cannot be described in words.

"Nindy loves mom" I nodded.

"So don't ever leave mom, Nindy's strong mom believes we've got it through everything" she told me.

I thought that I was not a child who could be lied to there was a disappointment after hearing my story but soon mother had changed the look on her face

Oh my..

It turns out that you are very kind to this sinful woman, you have left a woman as good as a mother.

"I'm sorry Nindy buk" I said slowly.

"Let's go to bed, friend's mom"

"Yes bukk"

At the end of the rest of the night we spent sleeping together forgetting a moment of trouble.

*

In the morning I tried to live my life as usual. I hope no new problems come to me

Feelings of longing for Selina remember the school days we used to spend time together.

[As long as you have time to meet] My message

[No Nin, I'm busy] the message disappointed me.

Usually he will accept with pleasure he said a rare thing if I invite you to gather because usually he always invites him.

[Alright]I reply

[Udah don't chet first yes.I'm busy] his message makes me stunned in disbelief usually he really likes to reply chet for my chet. But now?

Trying to think positive maybe he was busy again that I know after High School he worked at his mom's shop.

"Tok tok tok" though lazy I keep going to open the door because I'm sure mom is in the kitchen.

But it turns out that after in the living room mom was also behind me .

Deghh

My body feels limp maybe now like an undead .how not after seeing there are five mothers mother complex and three fathers including Mr. Rw

The more I made my guts shrivel the veil in the hands of Gayatri's mother. Well it was my veil left behind on that heinous occasion.

My beloved veil was my mother's first gift.

"Look at her mother Nindy(call for her mother Nindy) .definitely the mother knew three days ago the night of the new year. Of course many young people who attended were no exception Nindy, mother's daughter" Mr. Rw started the conversation to make my heartbeat beat faster than before.

"So that night it went wrong in Gayatri's mother's stall. As Rw I want comfort in my society of course instilling religious sharia"

"Then the relationship with us what" cut the mother was impatient at the core conversation.

"So we think the culprit was Nindy's son, because there was a veil Nindy left behind. And don't miss this.not yours, I know for sure you always wear this veil" circus mother Gayatri stared at me fiercely.

My world is collapsing. Not satisfied with the problem came to me, just last night wanted to start hijrah but now the new problem comes back.

looking at the mother asking for an answer at once to answer, it was all in the hands of the mother.although I know that mother was thinking hard about this problem.

I'm sure mom's opinion is best even if we end up walking away from here.

"Please be explained so that there is no misunderstanding, of course, which makes sense. If it is.." Rw sir did not continue his speech.

Oh my god, I'm still going to step up to play this drama even if it hurts like hell.

Seriate..