My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 47

I threw my body on the bed, comfortable that's how I feel when I'm in bed.

Exactly at 05.00 Wib the event was over everything disbanded, leaving me ,Mother and also Raka.

While my mother-in-law has gone home with Xena because Xena is tomorrow morning at school and the exam did not bring the uniform here this morning.

Silent silence I smiled, Not expecting the fate of God as beautiful as this tucked in on the wound I used to feel.

It was clear every sentence from Raka about the word Wife for me. Happy of course.

Huge hope we are always happy, but on that side I am disappointed to know Selina is not present at my wedding.

Because I was busy I never had time to ask his aunt. As for Kak Yoga I hope he soon finds a suitable partner and hopefully Selina.

Since I never put my heart in the slightest on Yoga, My will to be with him was just amazed to have a perfect figure again to obey the religion.

But now I realize engaging the heart for the couple is fun. Well, now I've put my heart to my own husband.

Krekk

My bedroom door creaked, as Raka entered in a casual suit. Looks like he just finished his shower.

With black knee-length pants and white shirt. Simple but looks perfect, maybe that's the name far love.

"Raka"

"Heyy...Comeon! Don't pick my name dong, it's not good that's his name" he replied stepping closer to sit on the side of the bed.

Whether the trauma is still there or not, which is clear when adjacent to him I do not feel alone first. Maybe it's her name's strong do'a mother to her son's heart.

"So what do you call dong?. "

"Whatever, but polite and nice to hear ."

"Om ajalah..as you are quite old from me quite far". My word is now starting to dare to tease her.

" how old are you?" her question seemed unacceptable.

"19 years,..."

"Young means you!!..Not far away is also our age difference , I'm 25 exactly this day I'm birthday" he replied while looking at me as if he still wanted to continue his speech.

"Happy birthday then, yeah.." My answer sounded stiff

"And, I want a gift from you" he said slowly pulled the corner of his lips until a thin smile rose on the thin seed of the man.

"What's?. I'm trying, right?" I answered a little nervously when her gaze was intense and only this time could I return the sharp gaze of the man.

At the look of it, he is handsome deserves a playboy. If it's not handsome where there's a playboy nickname suited to her.

"What?" ask me..

"Don't pretend to be plain Nindy."

"Plain, who's a plain pura. And what's that plain.?" Said I tried to digest it still can't.

"Don't you remember, that new year's night.?"

Degh..

As if realizing it was not a child anymore I was bothering Silvia with great difficulty. No, I'm not ready for that. But on the other hand as an obligation I'm afraid Raka goes looking for a woman out there.

ASTgfirulllah.don't Seudzon used to be Nindy.

"But..."

"What. Not ready, until when ? Remember Nindy this is not a contract marriage, which means it's over. The sacred promise I made this afternoon was the first and last time in my life. So don't you ever try to go looking for Yoga, did you see that? His gaze still expects you Nin"

His speech sounds slow but there is an emphasis in every sentence.

" Raka" I shouted unconsciously..

"I also ask you to accuse me of expecting Yoga, this is the umpteenth time and the last time.

Trust me the same. Until when do you not believe Raka" I said weakened at the end of kamliat.

"Sorry, don't take it personally just because I love you and fear losing you Nin. Not all men are the same way to defend the woman they love.

It is in a soft and firm way.. That problem I don't really know, I'm just asking you not to stay with me!". The feeling that was wanted to get angry arrived so haru.

I kept quiet as Raka pulled my body docked with her, carrying in the man's arms.

I can feel Raka's heartbeat sounding faster. Is this the same thing we feel.

" in shea Allah Ka. I will promise to be the best for you. Let's start the same from the beginning to cover each other's flaws.

Inn shayah also I am ready to be born and inward for every duty"

"The problem is r a n j a n g"

"We have prayed Isya first yes, after that sunah prayer, and the last we pray repentance" said I.

"Okee, But pray repentance. Should it be?"

"Raka, we must repent for what we did on the eve of the new year. It is a great sin, a great sin in the eyes of God. But not for those who repent"

Seriate...