My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 33

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"That's his name using Nin" I shook my head in disbelief at Raka's accusation to me.

"By Allah, as you accuse it Ka, I have indeed accepted you, there is no term for me to go back or look for Kak Yoga .

The matter of my request to withdraw Selina's demands, is it because I consider you already have a role in my life Raka, I appreciate you? I also ask you to appreciate me. If I ask when we're close like this I guess you consider not the selfish snobber as offended as before.

I don't accept your accusation Raka, I'm honestly offended by your saying I used you". My words at length let out all the words that disturbed the mind evaporate the emotions lodged in the chest so that he did not explode there.

It feels very tired to hold the name disappointed in humans.

Silence struck not a single word out of the man's lips, He was just busy staring at me in search of the truth.

" keep your eyes, Raka, that's the law of sin" when I throw my face away.

"Sorry, I'm just afraid of losing you Nin. If it's true that you haven't been able to accept me then give me some more time to melt your heart.

I honestly will not accept, if later you turn to Yoga" said the man finally

"Is there not the least you feel for me from you Nin , so far??". Add it again.

" i've said before there won't be any Ka" Press me then.

"Regarding you doubting me, quite the opposite Ka. I should have said that. You are originally a playboy right" said me again in the accompaniment of a small chuckle but swallow the impression if imagining it is reality.

"City, Nindy... I think you've got a taste for someone . And it's me" he chuckles slowly full of confidence.

"Don't make Ka"

"Instead you say that, you're indirectly jealous of me. Means you have a sense of dong same me" His reply chuckled softly as if the answer was very true.

"You know Nin? There's a telling song....'Every living human being must have a sense of love'. That's right, animals have love". Raka's words again made me speechless, not knowing what to say.

" Assalamualaikum's chat. Can join ngak nih" Just contact our view leads to the origin of sound.

Seeing who did it made me swallow my hard-earned saliva

"Sir Yoga"

But anyone can certainly see there is disappointment in the legam bead belonging to Kak Yoga.

" And I don't think so, either? It turns out that the same jerk you are Nin, it turns out my own cousin brother. Maybe if it wasn't him, it wouldn't be this sick". Tukas kak Yoga again with a light laugh.

"What do you mean?" Answer Raka bengis.

I'm just silent dead fleas see a warming aura just give understanding I can't. What kind of understanding can I say. Nothing?.

"Yes, I mean it turns out you're that loser guy. No wonder" replied Kak Yoga looks calm.

"Loser said you? Then what is the difference between you?...After hearing Nindy's honesty, you even went without clarity as if Nindy was no longer a Saint to you who are the holy-sacred Yoga. Then that's if you're a loser, too, what?". Sarkas King sharp .

When Kak Yoga looked at me as if asking for the truth, I could only throw my face away.

" Fix, we're the same losers. Then what do you want? Let go of Nindy, I'll marry her" said Kak Yoga sounding steady.

"I can't do yoga. From a long time ago you did not change, Smart but slow can not move quickly.. And uda first someone else and that's me" Raka said again.

"Slowly said you, For me there is no sluggish term Ka. Because all the steps and goals need planning first, especially for Ridho Allah.

Even if I were you first, for me there's no problem. Maybe Nimdy's not my soul mate, besides being able to wish you both happiness .I can what?".

My heart was filled to hear the soft speech of Yoga as if in his life had been in Ridhoi by the way of Allah. I hope for once the soul mate Kak Yoga the sholeha person.

" it's good, you're self-conscious Yog..." Raka said, her voice starting to soften.

"Nimdy pray'may kak Yoga soul mate later sholeh people" I said.

"Thank you Nin" replied Kak Yoga sweetly facing me but his gaze looked far away.

"I guess you fit the same thing as Selina It's Yog...If you want, I will withdraw the demands" said Raka pat Kak Yoga's shoulder slowly.

It's true that strange man, it's difficult to guess the content of his heart that is easily changed.just now looks emotional and now looks good again.

"Let God's destiny take me there Ka."

Seriate..