My Holiness Lost on New Year's Eve

CHAPTER 17

Pov Anindya Saputri's

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After my honesty with my mother at that time, we both finally agreed to stay away from Raka. Although I can feel there is a sense of forced mother to do it.

Maybe all the good Raka has been to mom. But what power there is shrimp behind the rock.

There's a certain meaning..

But not for long. What did mom think?

What my angel wants to do. It was clear when we were both sitting in the living room. Mother conveyed her point? it made my heart rebel.

"Son, mother's advice. There's a good you take good Raka well, give her time. But he can't make you comfortable either. I'm not forcing your choice" said Mother with her shady face.

"But mom.."

"Open mom always wants to take it fair in your affairs. But I just want the best for you Nindy" cut mom

"Although you're a big boy now, but for Mom you're still a little Nindy, Mom Son. Still need Mom, still asking Mom for advice. And still have Mom when Nindy's in trouble and mom will help" Mom said at length to make this heart full

"Mother's hunch says, Raka is a good person, if you ask why it's as if you're blessing your relationship . I don't have a captive exactly yet to say"

This time I could only keep quiet without being able to deny mother's good advice. The most important thing right now is that I listen to all of my mother's advice. Doing or not is the final business.

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But not infrequently I always want to avoid the man. Like this afternoon he came again, for the same reason that had long since gone stale. Wanna talk.

At first there was a debate when I accused him of paying my mother for giving us our blessing.

But he continued to deny all that. He also bragged more and more with abal abal wanted to marry me because of responsibility...

He even said..

"I really like you Nindy.

Or should I bow down to you. Or will I shout to everyone that I have fallen in love with you, Anindya Saputri" I guess that's the crisp boon of her.

But I don't care..

In the end I was upset when he managed to snatch my motorcycle keys, of course it is difficult for myself to go home.

Until the end of it an idea arrived terbesit in this mind. Maybe it's too risky for me. But it's okay, he won't be able to with my last request.

Funny too, that's right . should take away the bad memory of that new tahum night. Let it be, my goal would be to make Raka give up before the next three months.

But his answer surprised me. Sok jantelman raka that has great guts also turned out.

"You're sure" I asked smiling in disdain

"we'll see later." her reply sounded steady.

"All right.."

"But give me more than three months when I fail in that much time" her Pinta managed to develop a cynical smile at the corner of her lips.

"No "break up

"All right"

After that, I'd rather go home than see a man who doesn't w a r a s.

*

The morning I broke the work holiday first.Tired it feels like continuing to meet Raka.

It is better to spend time in the living room with your mother.

"Bu , Raka ngajak Nindy married. He was in his right mind again. He even ruined his fiancee. We can see from there he was a pec man un dang" I said to Mother who continued to disturb the mind .

Mom smiled in response, leaving me astonished.

"But Nindy made an offer to Raka Bu!!" my mouth anyway

"Oh yeah, what is it? I want to know!"

Finally I told my mother everything, of course Raka would not be able to. Mom got involved in the head bobble slowly.

"Nindy, sure she won't be able to ask for the last one" I replied with a faint smile.

But Mom changed her position to look at my net.

"Risking Once, then what if Nak Raka can tame you , can melt your heart?"ask Mom

I fell silent, Oh no, that's never going to happen.

"No" I answered

"We no one knows what someone's heart is. Remember Allah is all-reversing his servant's heart" said the mother softly as usual, accompanied by his shady gaze.

My curious soul is becoming more and more. Why did mom give my blessing to Raka.

"Buk why does mom like to give Nindy blessing with her. Try to give Nindy an explanation." I can't help myself anymore.

Mother gently returned the gaze . long enough I was drifting on the shady bead cools the heart.

"Now son, obviously I want your own good and your future. Do not because the night of the new year that you consider your future has been ru sak .because your future is only snatched away, which at any time you can have again

Which means you'll meet your soul mate, if it's not Raka I don't want you to be told Women be a man who's not your muhrim

If Raka really wants to change, what's wrong with you starting from scratch. Maybe this is how God brought you together which certainly does not bring up each other's past" said the mother at length..

I'm honestly satisfied with all that. Mom managed to wake me up from a big ego. Mom was the greatest person I ever met.

"You understand what I mean, son" said the mother gently rubbing my head covered in hijab.

"Yes buk" I said slowly

"So you've accepted me Nindy"

When our eyes turned to the door, it was really the person we were talking about was there.

I don't know where Raka heard me and Mom

"I promise to change Nindy, let's start from the beginning. Your mother was right Nindy, it's not wrong that you're this great that your mother is a great person.

For whatever sake, Miss Desi has been endowed with a great sense of patience. In fact, when the future of his son is taken away by someone he can still be aware.

In fact, he can still patiently control himself from disappointment"

Speak at length to the man.

It seems he wants to go to the office , from the appearance of the man is neat with his suit stel-an

"For Desi's mom I say very very very thank you. Because it does not hate me" added Raka again

I just responded with a warm smile

"Yes Raka. and if you think I'm great, strong and patient stock a lot.I'm not like that, still I'm an imperfect human being" replied the mother widened a smile.

"Then what is my relationship with Nindy, ma'am?" tanya Raka changed to look at me but soon I threw away my face.

"All the answers are with my son, Nindy." said the mother .

"How about Nindy, I'm not a good person. But let's start at the beginning"

I ventured to look at the black netra, looking for the truth there..

But all I found was nervousness in that man. Even a few times Raka loosened the tie hanging on her neck.

Why is he nervous waiting for my answer...

Seriate..