
The words of love were whispered together with Zidan who again kissed the idol's forehead. An old kiss, full of longing and apologies.
His heart was too tight, especially when his hand landed on Asya's stomach which was still flat there.
He will leave, but he will return. It's just that here he'll stretch the distance. For his heart and also for the peace of Asya.
As his body stiffened and turned around, everyone had already gathered in front of the door. Look at him with a look of pity. Zidan hates this. Especially when he saw his brother who looked sad. He feels pitied. And he doesn't like that.
Slowly his feet stepped, and stopped right in front of the four people who were looking at him.
"Sister, I'm home." he told Ana.
She shook her head and said, "Don't, it's a shame, Zidan. You better be here."
"No, Brother."
"Lo don't go home." This time it was Judah who interrupted, patting the friend on the shoulder. "Udah malem, Dan. Bener said Ana. You must be tired."
"Gue don't want to, okay?" Zidan sighed, really being here made him claustrophobic. Seeing Asya but unable to grasp it is Zidan's toughest ordeal. "Gue hope you understand."
As soon as the sentence was finished, Zidan stepped back, passing Ana, Yuda, Fany and Andi. But it did not last long, because after that the movement of his legs stopped.
Manik Zidan looked at the man before him with a flat gaze, inversely proportional to his heart that wanted to rebel. He's not okay. Seeing the closeness of Raihan and Asya made him cramped and angry.
But what can he do? Isn't it best to be quiet right now?
"Huh.."
The man whose name is called is silent.
Zidan again sighed rough, his hand moved to squeeze his hair with a frustrated insistence.
"Gue tipped Asya."
"Without asking me to take care of him."
Zidan chuckled softly, wiping out the wet corner of his eye - no matter how many times. "Gue tau's.. But you don't expect much, because then I'll get Asya again."
"Gue is not guaranteed. Because as long as Asya hasn't chosen between the two of us, I'll try to get her."
Zidan's hands were clenched. If only he had not thought of Asya who was still asleep, it was possible that this man had been battered he beat up.
Feeling that his patience was thinning, Zidan finally chose to leave. Because he was sure, if he again heard the phrase provocation, it is not impossible that his patience will not disappear, and again ended with Asya who hated him.
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Sunlight propagates, transmitting light from the sidelines of Asya's room ventilation. The woman was now sitting down, looking at her fresh-looking appearance with a strand of hair that was wet from the vanity mirror.
Asya pondered for a moment, his hand that was wiping his hair with a towel stopped.
Dilemma, confusion, guilt coloring. He got up from his seat, walked towards the balcony to see the scenery around.
If usually Zidan's car will be parked not far from the villa, this time not. The man was not there, nor was his presence felt.
Yesterday, even today. One question in Asya's mind, did Zidan give up? Even if the man apologized, it was not impossible that Asya would forgive him today.
Live a new life later, and perhaps build a household nipper with the presence of a complementary child.
Asya sighed, choosing to re-enter the room and prepare.
As soon as his feet reached the kitchen floor, the atmosphere seemed haphazard. Near the pantry, Andi and Fany again started a commotion. Ana is cooking at Yuda's aid. Raihan is invisible.
"Sir..," call Asya closer.
Making Ana stir the cooking for breakfast stopped her hand movements and turned her head. "Eh, Asha. What's up, Sya?"
"Can I help you?"
Ana nodded, turned to Judah and said, "Jud, you better calm the two. They were noisier."
Yuda snorted, his eyes squinting at Andi and Fany who were still arguing indistinctly. "Yes, Brother."
Then after sighing a few times, the man left, leaving behind Ana and Asya who were already chuckling amusedly for charging at Judah.
"Yes, Brother."
"Since when?"
Asya seemed to think. "From the first day I met you, brother."
Chuckles, Ana shakes her head. "From the first moment I saw a storm. What's the problem?"
"We went for a walk that day. To the amusement park, brother. Me, Zidan go both. Fany, Andi, Yuda. When we got home, they both made a noise. Fany said anyway, because Andi did not want to be invited to ride a challenging vehicle."
"Zidan went to the amusement park?" Ana asked quickly, ignoring the answer to the question she had previously uttered.
"Yes, Brother. Why why?"
Silently for a moment, Ana began to think. He still remembered, his sister did not even like the recreation area of such an amusement park. However, when together with Asya, he was willing to get rid of his dislike.
Which, makes him feel proud and sad on the other side.
"Zidan doesn't really like going to amusement parks, Sya."
"Don't like it?"
"Yes.."
Feeling the conversation about it did not need to continue, Ana chose silence. The cooking was ripe, making the woman turn off the stove and allow Asya to serve the food on a serving plate.
"Fan..," call Asya.
Fany, who was sitting in a chair near the pantry with pursed lips, turned her eyes to Asya. "What's up, Shay?"
"Help me this taro on the dinner table."
"okay."
Assisted by Ana and Fany, Asya brought and served food at the dinner table. They ate breakfast in silence. Even Raihan who had just emerged from the backyard did not say a word.
Detecting spoons and forks rang out, before Ana opened her voice, "Yes.."
"Eumm?"
"You think there was something weird about that?"
Asya. All the attention that was there was fixed on Asya. Recalling how Zidan grasped the woman's hand last night, and said a few words before leaving.
"I don't feel anything, Brother."
"Oh.."
"Lo don't feel anything, huh? Padaapalkan earlier Zi--- Mmpthh malem.."
Fany's sentence stopped as soon as Andi smothered the woman's mouth. The man chuckled before saying, "Oh, Fan.. What the hell are you talking about, anyway?"
Asya's forehead is wrinkled. "Semalem, what?"
"There's nothing, Shay. Continue to eat." Yuda chose to speak, squinting at Ana as if asking for support.
Ana who understood nodded. "Yes, Yes. There's nothing."
"But what did Ana ask you for?"
"Can you continue eating?" raihan's voice intruded, along with the loud sounding detings of spoons and forks.
Everything choked, let alone seeing the look of Raihan who looked dark, as if he did not like the theme of the trial this time.
"Raihan, what's wrong with you?"
The man who called out his sigh rudely before said, "Stop said such an unimportant thing earlier, okay? Now it's time to eat and the problem doesn't need to be extended."
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