
Asya could not hide her anxiety at this moment. His palms were sweating coldly, and were tightly gripped. Ana who was sitting by his side could even see all that.
After going through a painful morning of morning sickness, Ana forces Asya to go to the hospital and perform a gynecological examination. Thankfully, the woman who has the status of Zidan's sister has made an appointment with Dr. Sari, an obstetrician at the hospital where she works.
"Sir Ana," Asya called out softly, she was still nervous even though Ana had calmed her down earlier.
Ana turned her head and nodded softly, the medical white coat still attached to her body, lining the maroon shirt she was wearing. "Take it easy, this is doctor Sari, older sister Temen," explained Ana, sharing a fleeting smile to doctor Sari.
Doctor Sari smiled back, his hand moved to reach Asya's hand clenched firmly on the table - rubbing it slowly. "Don't be nervous, this is the first time you've checked?"
"Yes, doctor."
"It's not formal to donk." Correcting the location of his glasses, doctor Sari again continued. "You can call me Sister Sari, as you call Ana, sister Ana."
Despite Asya's nervousness trying to smile, she nodded. "Yes, brother."
Doctor Sari got up from her chair and led Asya to lie down on the patient's bed. Asya's heart beat grew stronger as Sari's doctor revealed the clothes she was wearing. A sweep of gel on his queen's stomach, spreading a strange gel on his body.
Smiling faintly, Sari's doctor grabbed the ultrasound device and placed it on Asya's stomach. Instantly the screen that was plain, now began to be drawn. The pictures are fine tendrils that cover a single point.
Asya was stunned, even when doctor Sari moved the device to look for the right image, Asya's stomach seemed numb. His black manic began to look in the mirror, he did not get medical education, but still he was not stupid to interpret the picture that is now clearly displayed on the monitor.
"She, look here." Doctor Sari's hand was raised, her index finger pointing at one small point in motion - it looked very fragile. "One point is the fetus. This fetus is well developed. Congratulations Asya, you are positively pregnant," she explained later.
Neither Asya nor Ana could hide her shock. If Ana is still stunned, even though she knew it from the beginning, it is different with Asya. The woman who was still lying looked closed with the wet corner of her eyes.
Asya could not resist this turmoil, although the news of her pregnancy was already she knew, but somehow there was a taste that tickled her heart. Not a feeling of disappointment, fear or anything like that. But, more happiness and a sense of haru that filled his heart.
"Sister, is my child.. healthy?" asya asked, her eyes could not be separated looking at the monitor screen - saw the picture of her prospective children there.
"Thankfully, the fetus is developing well" replied doctor Sari, the glasses woman fixed the location of Asya's clothes before returning to sit in her swivel chair.
"Now, sister will explain about Asya's pregnancy." Doctor Sari looked at the two faces of the person sitting before her, and smiled subtly. "Asya's pregnancy, it's about three weeks. At this age, the fetus is still very vulnerable to miscarriage. So, from now on avoid heavy work and do not stress, okay?"
"Good, brother." Asya nodded, occasionally sweeping the clear point that was still out of the corner of the eye.
"Care, are there any foods recommended or prohibited during pregnancy?" This time Ana asked. The woman could not hide her enthusiasm to hear this news that could be said to be happy.
"There are some that are recommended for consumption, such as brown rice, sweet potatoes are also good, oatmeal, nuts, and for protein such as lean meat, eggs, and salmon. And for those to be avoided such as foods or drinks that contain caffeine, and also junk food." Doctor Sari looked at Ana, then focused her gaze on Asya. "Don't forget to drink pregnancy milk, yeah."
"Yes, brother."
"Is there anything to ask again?"
Asya shook her head, and grabbed a small book that Sari's doctor had handed to her. The book contained USG prints and pregnancy records for the three-week period.
After saying thank you and saying goodbye, Asya and Ana move out of the room where the doctor Sari practices.
For a moment Asya was stunned, as soon as her footprints stepped out of the room, making Ana's gaze that had been focused on Asya, now moved to follow the direction of the woman's gaze.
"That's your best friend, isn't it, Sya?" Ana nudged Asya's hand. "Raihan, right?"
"Ra-Raihan."
Raihan's eyes could not be seen Asya's face. The man began to move his legs that had been limp like jelly. "What are you doing here, huh? Who's pregnant?"
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The betrayal that had once been clearly displayed before his eyes first, indeed he could not forget. But, the sense of belonging was still there, before today's events broke down all his intuition.
A few tens of minutes ago, when he parked his car to drive his mother to the hospital, he accidentally saw Asya coming out of one of the parked cars.
Raihan, who was worried, tried to follow Asya who was then followed by a woman he knew as Ana. Everything is still fine, but once again that changes when Asya and Ana enter one of the rooms with a plaque that reads obstetrician.
Raihan destroyed. Although he tried to think positively, but the thought that was imprinted in his brain that Asya was currently pregnant with Zidan's child could not be lost.
"See, what's right in my mind right now?" Raihan's eyes looked at Asya sharply.
Asya's head bowed, her hands clenched right next to the seams of her pants. He was not ready - back-and-back to look at that disappointed look, the disappointed look of the person he still loves.
"Yes, answer!!" Raihan holds both of Asya's shoulders, drawing the attention of some passers-by - in the park-because of the rising intensity of Raihan's voice.
"Damnah.."
"ANSWER, YES!!"
"I'm sorry Raihan.." The sentence sank between Asya's broken sobs. His shoulders trembled, his tears soaking his fragile cheeks.
Thats enough. Enough with that apology, Raihan has already got the answer. Is he being played now? The woman he loved betrayed him. The woman he loved broke his heart. At first he still had hope, but it turned out - once again - hope was still hope.
"Since when?" Raihan stepped back, his eyes glazed over. "You've been in contact with him, that far? Wh why? Is my love lacking? Am I not good enough for you?"
Asya shakes. No. gabe. Raihan is the best man he has ever met after his father. Quite the contrary, here Asya is not appropriate for men as good as Raihan.
"What am I wrong?"
"You have nothing wrong Raihan." Asya looked up, looking at Raihan from his misty maniac. "I was wrong, betrayed you and hurt you."
Raihan turned his eyes. Looking towards the blooming flower, it seemed better than looking at Asya for now. "Congratulations, may you be happy."
Turning around, Raihan stepped away, but Asya held him back, clasped his hand, making Raihan able to feel Asya's hand cooling down and trembling.
Again, he is not.
"I'm sorry Raihan. I am not a woman that you can make your life. You deserve better than this. You deserve to be happy with someone, and that someone is not me. Now I have to be with Zidan, he's the father of my son.."
Heavy, actually Asya heavy to say that fact. But isn't this the best? For Raihan. For Achievement.
"Can I hug you once, Shay?" Raihan turned around, his eyes closed before opening again - looking at Asya kuyu. "Once upon a time, maybe for the last."
Asya nodded quickly, at that time his body warmed up with Raihan's embrace docked. Raihan was very fragile, even now the man sobbed, very poignant when he sounded. As if only the two of them existed, Asya did not care at all about the gazes of the people who were staring at them.
As her hands coiled, Asya called out her head and leaned against Raihan's chest. The chest that was pounding too much when with him, the chest that was too giving warmth when holding it.
Now Asya wants to ask. Is this all fair, for a man as good as Raihan?
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