My Devil Man's

MDM - Part 20

Asya's body wriggled, her eyes pricked back consciousness as the clear rays managed to gush from the window's pentillation fingers and tickle her eyelids. Asya wakes up and stretches the body, trying to neutralize the aching sensation. His eyes were squeaking around, as his heart was tight with a burning pain. I don't know.sadness is now coming from behind his fragile heart.

Raihan...

Only one name was the focus. Imagining her smiling face and throwing happiness, made Asya feel guilty. What will he say when Raihan is in front of him??. Asya could not even imagine the disappointed and hateful look on the man's face. Does she still deserve to knit love after betraying her??.

Everything is beyond Asya's will. But, the fact that he enjoyed the touch even longed to make him feel contemptible. He has been wrong, hurting people who genuinely love him regardless of who he is. A moment when the shadow of the incident with Raihan twisted.

How Raihan expressed his feelings, how the man grabbed his fragile body and how the man made him happy, even though their relationship could be counted as fingers.

The crying broke unexpectedly, his body trembled violently, a sense of guilt that came to blaspheme. His body curled up hugging itself, trying to calm down and prepare an answer.

Before long Asya's sobs began to stop, replaced with a hiccup from the results of the cry earlier. Asya went down, set her foot on the cold ceramic floor, and went out of Zidan's room. There was no one in this apartment except Asya.

His trembling hand picked up a sling bag that was staring at the floor. Open it and reach into the phone and turn it on. Missed call from Raihan neatly patterned on the mobile screen. Doubtfully Asya dialed the number, contacted it and momentarily waited for the connection.

'Asya.. Is this really you?? I'm afraid you didn't pick up the phone from Semalem..'. A burst of disobedience was heard clearly in Raihan's voice as soon as the call was connected.

Asya's eyes glazed over, her hands spontaneously clenched her mouth, covering the stuffing that was present again.

'Asya?? you're still there, right??'.

The woman let out a long breath, normalizing the sound of stuffing that had been present again, not forgetting her fingers rubbing gently the clear grains in the corner of the eye. "I. yes Raihan.. I'm still here..Where are you rich there??". Say Asya.

'Thankfully, all smoothly Sya. just a few meetings and meetings abis it signature contract, I can go directly to Singapore to look at my grandmother..'.

"Oh. Good Raihan, I hope everything goes well..".

'Goodie, you're so excited about me. I'm your miss..'.

Asya's chest was tight, she also missed the man. His smile, his resolution and unfortunately. "I miss you too, dear..". Sick Asya.

'You are sad. Why is it??'.

Asya blinked a few times, then smiled gently. "No. I just want to apologize to you, Raihan..".

'APologize?? make what??'.

"Not for anything.. Oh yeah Raihan, I'm called my om. I close the phone first..". Asya said in a hurry.

'Yes.i love you dear..'.

"Love you too..".

Tutt's..

Connection interrupted.

Asya's chest tightness, burdening the chest cavity to even unable to breathe. His legs wobbly and collapsed instantly, is this the guilt??. Asya had never even felt it before.

"I'm sorry Raihan. I've betrayed you. I. I. hiks..".

Asya's voice choked even unable to continue the word anymore. His body was weak and instantly lay on the tile floor which channeled a gripping chill. Forcing him to shut down for a moment and feel a strong squeeze of guilt.

"Sorry Raihan..".

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Zidan entered the elevator with two paper bags containing several pieces of clothes he bought for Asya. His finger pressed the elevator button and headed towards the floor where his apartment was located.

Ting..

The elevator door opened, Zidan stepped into the apartment and pressed the door password until the door of his apartment opened later.

Zidan's body was stiff, his eyes were round wide. For a moment his heartbeat seemed to be restrained, seeing Asya's body rolled weakly on the floor near the sofa. Zidan dropped the paper bag he was holding and strode over to where Asya was lying. He knelt down and hesitantly, his trembling hands lifted, holding onto Asya's weak body.

Instantly his hands inched into Asya's body, bringing her into the arms of his body. A splash of relief was clearly imprinted on Zidan's worried face, he still felt the warmth of Asya's body and the regular roar of his breath.

Manik Zidan looked at the beautiful face that was sleeping in front of him, the scars of tears are still clearly visible in the corner of the closed eyes and along the cheeks of his tyrannical woman. Zidan got up, grabbed him in a sling and took him to his room and laid him to bed.

After laying Asya in bed, Zidan decided to go out and sit on the sofa to look and check some documents related to his company's progress. Occasionally his eyes glanced towards the room, where Asya lay and did not forget to sharpen his hearing, if only Asya called him and needed something.

Zidan's eyes accidentally saw Asya's cellphone lying not far from his feet, his body bent and his hand reached for the phone. Suddenly a curious streak emerged, hesitatingly Zidan turned on the phone and checked the contacts stored there.

Jaw overgrown with fine fur tightens, his hands veined grasping the phone is strong. "Lo still dare call that guy Sya?? and you're still talking about him after what we've been through together??". Grumbled Zidan sharply.

Zidan got up, his clenched hands holding back the tinge of resentment that had to be vented immediately. He violently pulled the arm of Asya who was sleeping fast until the weak body sat down. Asya's eyes opened forcibly, her consciousness had not fully returned.

"Lo still calls that guy?! I told you to stay away from him!! break her!!". Zidan snapped with a high rough tone, thus making Asya's consciousness full instantly.

"Zi.. Zidan??". Speak weakly.

Zidan's hand** and shook Asya's shoulder strongly, until the woman grimaced in pain. . "Gue said break him up!! I don't like having sex with him!!".

Bent Zidan.

Asya frowned deeply, her mind had yet to fully understand what this man was saying. "What do you mean Zidan?? I don't understand..". Asya as soft as possible.

Zidan clucked then pushed Asya's body strong. He got up and crossed, looking at the nanar Asya who was trying to wake up from his bow.

"Gue did not expect,lo with no shame still called the man whose name is Raihan. after what we passed yesterday..". Zidan's fizzle was slow but full of pressure.

Asya's eyes were round, looking at Zidan with intimidation. "What right do you have, huh?? you are a nobody who can forbid me from contacting anyone!! I have a life of my own and even I have a person I love. And as long as you know. That person is Raihan!! the one who made me happy all this time..". Asya vented all his frustration even without pause, making Zidan who was in front of him even more furious.

Zidan again approached Asya and pulled the woman's shoulder rough until Asya's body almost collided with his. "Lo can say anything, but your body can't lie. You like the touch from me and I can prove it again if you want..". Zidan's scales are sensual right in Asya's ears.

Asya growled, her weak hands pushing Zidan's body away. "Dammit!! watch your words!!".

A sinister smile rattled horribly on Zidan's lips, his hands rubbing his chin and staring pushyly at Asya. "I said yes, so I give you time to kill that guy.or I'll tell him what we did yesterday in this room..". Desis Zidan's.

Asya terpaku diam tak bisa berbuat apapun. Bagaimana perasaan Raihan nanti,jika mengetahui dirinya sudah ternoda??. Bagaimana perasaan Raihan nanti,jika tau dia berbohong dibelakangnya??. Pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu terus berputar di otaknya saat ini.

"Think about it carefully before I tell Raihan what it really is..". Tell Zidan before leaving Asya alone.

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Asya was already prepared by wearing the clothes that Zidan had given her. His face did look puffy, his eyes were a little swollen due to his broken cry earlier.

Asya walked out of the room and stepped closer to the door without caring for Zidan who was looking at her terribly. His hand grabbed the door knob and was about to open it, but a hand grabbed Asya's arm and pulled him. "Where are you going??". Zidan asked in his high voice.

Asya turned to look at Zidan flatly, there was no meaningful expression there. "Somewhere..". Answer's short.

Zidan frowned inside. "Where?? you want to see Raihan?!".

"I'm very suspicious.I didn't see Raihan, I'm going somewhere.. If you don't believe come with me..".

"Ok. I'm coming. Lo wait for me..". Zidan turned around, rushed into the room and prepared. Asya chose to sit on the sofa waiting for Zidan.

A few minutes later Zidan came out with a neat appearance. "Come Yes..". Zidan pulls Asya's hand and takes her out of the apartment and enters the elevator.

"Where are you?? Let me anterin..". Ask Zidan as soon as they get in the car.

Asya turned her head, looking at Zidan inside. Sadness was clearly reflected on his face even now his eyes were glazed over. "You'll meet papah samah mama..". Asya's voice sounded slow but implied a deep longing.

Stifled Zidan saw Asya, his heart was filled and painful. The feeling of regret is now implied in, he even forgot that Asya already has no parents. "Ok. I'm anterin lo Sya..". Zidan turned away unable to see Asya's sad face.

Zidan also drove his car to the place where Asya wanted to visit. There was no conversation during the trip, there was only silence that languished and flowed between the two of them.

"That.. Mah.. Asya's coming..". Lirih Asya.