
Raihan gripped the steering wheel of the car so strong, even his book of fingers has now turned white. Asya's words while in the garden were still twisted in his mind, and somehow made his chest now squeezed into a sense of tightness.
He's never been this disappointed. Honestly, when Asya left her, there was still a glimmer of hope for Raihan to return to having that woman. But now, after learning that Asya was pregnant with the child of Zidan, that hope seemed forced and just destroyed.
Stepping on the gas, Raihan drove his car with a great sense of dread. The sky was bright at this moment, as if mocking the pain in his heart. It's sore. It's paining. Can Raihan hope this taste is gone and not returned. And yet, again? It is too precious to forget.
The woman has her own place in her niche. A smile. Laughter. Way talk. Even his attitude while still with her, made Raihan repeatedly fall in love.
Raihan still remembered his first meeting with Asya. At that time Raihan first saw Asya in his company's cooperation meeting with Zidan company. If there was a term of falling in love at first sight, maybe that was what Raihan felt towards Asya back then.
Sighing, Raihan stopped his car on the side of the road. The man chose to get out of the car and walk to the side of the sidewalk. This road is deserted. Even passing vehicles can be counted using fingers.
"Yes, why are you?" Raihan muttered, closing his eyes for a moment before it reopened.
Her eyes turned red, I don't know how many times she cried like this. Asya is not the first woman for him, but she is the first woman to make Raihan happy.
Her relationship with other women is complicated. Some are just eyeing the material, or just a show off because they can be Raihan's lover, who in fact is a successful entrepreneur at a young age.
And Asya is different.
One reason that makes Raihan's chest feel very tight when he remembers the woman again.
"Yes, if you're happy with Zidan, I accept. Because love doesn't have to have." That sentence was like a spell for Raihan to stay strong.
Yes, for him to love it should not have. Raihan wants to believe that. However, can he be selfish by wanting Asya back with him?
If you can, let him be selfish for once.
...
Esfi smiled in satisfaction, the woman wearing only a mini dress got off the sofa and sat on Kevin's lap spoiled. The smell of a typical perfume, instantly pinched Kevin's nose smell. Sensual and sexy. That's what Kevin can conclude.
The man did not throw away the opportunity given for free. His body instantly docked, squeezing Esfi's body between the arms.
"Lo want to tease me, Fi?" ask Kevin. Drown his head in the curves of Esfi's neck and inhale the scent of his hungry body.
Esfi's arms were coiled, rubbing Kevin's hair. "Yes, you could say that."
"Means my work is satisfactory?"
"Satisfying."
Kevin grinned, his head looking up. Their eyes met right then and there, and Esfi could see the fog of passion from the man who accompanied her nights these few days.
"But there's a lot more you have to do."
"Gue tau's. What should I do after this?"
"As usual. For any other business, let me take care of it."
"okay."
After that short conversation, they were happy. Kevin rose from his seat with Esfi's body still docked. The man carried Esfi's body, with lips fused - a sensual cluck.
As usual, Esfi would give him a long day. As his effort in helping to carry out the woman's plan.
...
Print Ultrasound that shows the picture of her fetus, still Asya look with haru taste. His chest was pounding, covered in a sense of happiness that Asya could not describe at all.
Fany who was beside him, embraced Asya's soft shoulder. The work suit is still attached to his slender body. While in the office earlier, Zidan accidentally came to his vision and asked himself directly to accompany Asya.
He certainly won't refuse. Asya is a friend whom she considers family.
"How old is it, huh?" ask Fany, also see the USG print that is still held by Asya.
"Three weeks."
"That means you don't know girls or dong guys?"
"Yes not yet." Asya chuckled, looking over with narrowed eyes. "You're really curious, aren't you?"
Fany nodded. "Yes that. I was curious, if your daughter looks like who she is, and if she looks like who."
"You look just like anyone, which is important to be healthy." Smiling, Asya put the ultrasound print into the sling bag that was on his lap and put it back on the nightstand - next to the sofa.
"Zidan did you tell me?"
Asya shook her head, her hands clenched back nervously at that very instant. Telling Zidan was the last thing Asya wanted to do. Asya was afraid that Zidan was angry, disappointed and the worst thing was to refuse the presence of their child.
"I'm afraid.." great-grandson Asya, lowered her head deeply.
Fany nodded in understanding, if only he was in Asya's position, he might not be as strong as his best friend.
"But you have to keep telling him. I'm sure he'll take this kid, Shay. Lo inget right what I said yesterday, if Zidan is love and love the same lo, he will not be restless," explained Fany, as if to understand the inertia of Asya at this time.
"Yes Fan." Asya closed her eyes, then took a slow breath. "So I met Raihan."
Fany jumped in shock, the woman quickly turned over Asya's body and looked at him deeply. "Dearn? How is he?"
Ah, just mentioning the name of the man had already made his chest tight. Especially when remembering Raihan sobbing in his arms, Asya's chest as if hit by a big stone.
"He was crying, Fan. She. I can't watch her.." Asya's head bowed, her hands moved to grunt her hair in a huff. "I didn't expect it to be this hard, Fan. But I can't lie, the feeling for him is still there. And as soon as I saw him, I felt so guilty."
Many times Asya tried to deny the taste, but the taste was still there. Yeah, he's a dilemma. He loves Raihan, but his love for Zidan still can't be lost. Although that feeling was once covered up, when Zidan viciously insulted him, it came back with his closeness to Zidan. Especially since the presence of the fetus in the stomach, the taste is getting stronger and more pronounced.
"Am I wrong, if I say I love Raihan and Zidan, Fan?"
"Not wrong."
"But-"
Asya's sentence was cut off as soon as Fany hugged her body. S'then like this. Fany s'then there's every self she needs a backrest.
For a moment they dissolve in the nuances of friendship, before the sound of the bell ringing -- makes their embrace stifled. Fany looked at Asya for a moment, the woman moved to open the door, replacing Asya.
When Fany opened the door, a subtle twitch was evident on her forehead. A woman dressed - arguably sexy, standing in front of him holding a box. Fany frowned, before asking, "with whom?"
"Is there?"
"Who was it?"
"Gue them."
"Eh, but--"
"Say Esfi, Asya must know."
Fany turned around, calling Asya. A second later Asya was standing next to Fany. His surprise was clearly visible. "Essp?"
"Eh Asya." Esfi smiled, the woman hugged Asya's body, the grin clearly visible there. "Gue's here to apologize."
"Sorry?" asya said, taking off their awkward embrace.
"Yes." Yeah." Nodding, Esfi lifted a box and thrust it at Asya. "Thank you."
"This what?"
"Take it." Esfi thrust the box in a forced motion, making Fany look on in disgust at the sexy woman.
"If Asya does not want to, do not force dong!" Holding Esfi's hand, Fany shone a sharp glare. "What else is this?"
"It's just cake." Kekeh Esfi. looked at Fany for a moment before looking back at Asya. "Thank you, yes. I want to apologize to you. You know, we used to be friends, and I don't want to just because one guy our friendship ended."
The look on Esfi's face was convincing, but somehow, something made Asya look hesitant to accept the gift. Every now and then he glanced at Fany, his best friend looking at Esfi with a sharp look.
"Jaudah deh, I accept," said Asya, receiving the sodoran box. "You're going to go in first."
Smiling, Esfi shook his head. "No need, I'll go home first. I'm waiting for someone to do it." Esfi again grabbed Asya's body before turning around - leaving Asya and Fany who looked at him questioningly.
Asya squealed, as soon as Fany patted her on the shoulder. Looking up, Asya's eyes narrowed. "You, make me surprised."
"Lo doesn't suspect he's the same?"
"Suspect what?"
"His face is, seems unconvincing."
Asya shakes. Fany and his strange nature, indeed s'then make Asya laugh. Without wanting to prolong the conversation, Asya re-entered her apartment and walked towards the kitchen - - putting a box of cookies on the pantry.
Actually the suspicion was in his mind, but Asya did not want to think far. Enough with the apology alone had made Asya relieved, at least he had no enemies anymore now.
...
The sun that shines from morning until dusk, now changed into a rain shower at night. Cutting the cake that was given by Esfi this afternoon, Asya occasionally glanced at Zidan who was sitting on a sofa with his face covered with arms. The man looked tired, making Asya very worried.
Asya put the piece of cake on the plate, then brought it and placed it on the front desk of the sofa. His hands moved, rubbing Zidan's delicate jet hair.
"You tired?" ask Asya. Zidan raised his arms and re-enforced his body.
"No, yes" Zidan replied with a smile. The man's view is now shifted to a few pieces of cake served on the plate. "Kue, you make?"
"No, I don't make. Esfi came, he apologized and this cake, he gave."
The movement of Zidan's hand that was about to bribe the piece of cake came to a halt. His sight that had originally looked sweet, now darkened.
"Esfi, dateng...here?" There is pressure in every word. "Shit!! he dared to turn out!!"
Asya squealed for the umpteenth time. He was stunned as soon as he heard Zidan cursing, automatically without Asya's cue holding his queen's belly. Zidan's increasingly dark eyes made Asya afraid. Moreover, once his lover was violently throwing a plate filled with cake to cause a heartbreaking shard.
"Zi-Zidan, why?" Asya's voice seemed choked. Hearing that made Zidan turn his head, and grabbed Asya's body.
"Then he's here again, don't let him in. Yeah, yeah. He's a danger, baby. He's dangerous."
The words of Zidan, adding a print of twitching on Asya's forehead became clearer. Esfi dangerous? Butwhat?
"Why can't I stick with him?"
"Anyways, if I say I can't, I can't."
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