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"August ...."
Asya could feel Zidan's stiffened body. How the man felt choked, with a hard body because sure Zidan was in shock with what was now in front of him.
Asya's lips were silent, she was speechless. Asya turned his head, to find that at this moment Zidan was only silent with a sharp drawn look. Everything feels slow. Rina who was fixated, with the face of the nelangsa made Asya's heart feel sad.
"Why is he here?"
"August ...." Asya tried to calm down. Grasping the hand tightly, led him towards his chest to be held in close embrace.
However, as if everything was meaningless - Zidan was blind to what was before him now. Like a broken cassette, sadness, longing, anger settles in his heart and continues to be played back. Zidan was angry, upset. His eyes looked at Rina with a hidden longing glint.
Striking at his hand that Asya was holding, Zidan took a step forward. Accenting the faces of Rina, Rendi, and Ana. There was shock there.
"Bah." The voice was hoarse, heavy, full of curiosity. "Why did he come?"
Rendi could not answer, making Ana who was sitting side by side say, "What's wrong with Mamah coming, Zidan?"
"Not." Zidan. "That's not the point. But, why is it that Mamah is coming?"
Rina's heart was broken. Those soft eyes are already glazed. The silence suddenly broke. Asya back there has even been creeping his fingers full of anticipation.
"You want to apologize." The sound was just a whisper.
However, Zidan could hear it clearly. He's coming back closer. Only three steps remained from the stretch of distance between them.
Zidan had been waiting for this situation for a long time. He does not want to be hypocritical by saying that he does not miss the figure of the mother. Due to the fact, in his heart .. he always misses the figure of Rina. Missing and disappointed that melted into one.
"Mama disappeared, came back and disappeared again. Now what do you want?"
"You just want to apologize, Zidan ...."
"Why is it now?" Zidan again strafed Rina with questions.
Let the middle-aged woman gulp her saliva roughly. "You know, Mama's wrong."
"Yes, Mamah was wrong, Mamah should have realized that long ago," Zidan indifferently. Sounds rough indeed.
Even everyone in the room was stuck. Asya was about to take a step, looking at Rina and Zidan with a dim view. However, just a step back, Ana gestured in the form of a ring, making Asya undo the intention.
"Zidan's." Lina grabbed that hand. Stiff, hard and completely untouched. "Mamah will do anything for Zidan to pardon Mamah."
"Get out of here?" ask Zidan sarcas.
Ana shook her head with teary eyes. Unable to bear, making the woman slither, hugging the already weak shoulders of Rina quivered. "What the hell are you Zidan?! Mom is sorry!"
"Yes, Mom apologized!" Zidan shouted. "But after what he did, did he think Zidan could forgive so easily?!"
"What's wrong with forgiving, Zidan?!"
The room was full of arguments. Shouts at each other, revealing each other's egos. Rendi who had been silent, stepped firmly closer. The painful past, now must be resolved with a cold head.
"It's all the past, Zidan." Rendi said softly. "Here is not only your mother who is guilty, Papah is also involved in everything. Our past-that makes you unhappy, Papah, I'm sorry."
"Huh?" Zidan chuckles. Rubbing his watery eyes, he did not expect there would be another new drama that happened because of the presence of the mother. "That's it, huh, say sorry?" There's a soft tone there.
Then, Zidan nodded. Crossing hands in front of the chest. Posing like one who was thinking, until that gaze was again glued to the three people before him at this moment. "OK, Zidan will forgive. But give back Zidan's past. Return the time Zidan should have spent with happiness. Y'all know? Zidan. Envy what Zidan's friends can get. Complete family, happiness. In the past, you couldn't even fight a day!!"
Okay, Zidan is out right now. There was no reason for Asya to continue being a spectator without being able to do more. Finally Asya stepped up, approaching Zidan-turned linking fingers. "Zidan, the past cannot be changed. Your mom is sorry, right? Our family will be complete, isn't that what you expected until now?"
Zidan closed his eyes. He inhaled and sighed slowly. Just about to say something, Rina's next speech actually made her choked and furious.
"Asya .. already, Mom is okay, son."
Did Asya and her mother know each other?
"Where did you know Asya?"
The room was quiet again. No one answered. Until the naughtiness of Zidan re-echoed with his sharp speech.
"G ... Mamah, did Mamah secretly benefit Asya to be able to return here?"
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Asya did not know what had been in Zidan's mind all along. That man ... wasn't the Zidan he knew. Zidan has changed. Zidan is good. Zidan wants to sacrifice. Now it's gone back.
It was as if the demons within the man were again occupying some of the space in Zidan's heart.
Asya did not even think how rude the speech that man threw towards Rina, to make her leave with tears. Zidan .. has changed.
Makes Asya recall her past with the man. Rude remarks, accusations, all the depraved actions that make Asya sometimes have nightmares.
Asya thinks Zidan won't be back like he used to be. Completely abandon his bad attitude and sharp words, and replace them with better ones. In fact wrong, Asya's expectations are too high for that.
"Zidan!!" Banning, Asya pulled Zidan's hand which was currently looking out the window of the room.
His face remained flat. Shut up, Zidan seemed to wait for Asya to speak again.
"You're rude."
Zidan was silent.
"After all, she's your Mom. You should not be selfish and accuse recklessly!!"
"An accusation?" Zidan's eyebrows are linked. "Am I wrong? These few days you hid this matter, right? You've been in touch with my mom all along, haven't you?"
The Asya's courage answered everything. Zidan continued, "Indeed I shouldn't apologize Mamah so easily. He used to leave me, now he uses his own son's wife."
"Can you say that?!" Asya was not inexhaustible, where exactly the thought was. "Everyone deserves to be forgiven, even Mamah deserves to get it."
"It's not that easy, Asya." Zidan looked at Asya deeply, looking at the clear black bead. "If you're in my position, maybe you'll do what I do."
"Oh, huh?" Asya asked quickly.
Does he have to say this? Does he have to bring up the past for Zidan to change. Because it seems Asya has no other option to make Zidan aware. Her husband, ruled by an ego that makes Asya must immediately eliminate it. "If you were in my position, would you forgive easily as well?"
"What do you mean?"
Asya looked at Zidan. Nailing at the sight, straight, seriousness was so resolutely visible in those black eyes. "If you say forgiveness isn't easy, I shouldn't forgive you so much, right?"
Forehead Zidan wrinkled. He began to understand the direction of this conversation.
"You used to accuse me without any clear evidence. Just based on a photo that can't even be proven to be true." Sighing for a moment, Asya continued saying, "At the time of meeting again, you are insulting, harassing and .. I don't even need to dictate these one by one, because I'm sure you know."
Zidan still flinching. However, the beating of his heart could not lie that what Asya said was true.
"But I can forgive you. Out of all the pain, I tried Zidan. Restoring broken trust is not easy. But, I'm trying. Because what? When you were in an accident, when you were about to leave me - at that very moment I realized that I would be very sorry if I didn't forgive you. Because I love you."
Asya exhaled for a moment. Rubbed his stomach in a circular motion. "Pardon is not easy. But, when everything disappears and it is impossible to come back, at that moment you will regret what you did, Zidan. I don't want you to be like that."
Asya ended the word by rubbing Zidan's cheek gently, then leaving him in a very stifling excitement. Asya .. is absolutely right. His depravity in the past, even Asya was very easy to forgive him. Then why can't he?
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