My Devil Man's
MDM - Part 104 (Raihan&Ana)
Reihan and Ana Bonus Part - 2
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Let's say Ana was stupid for avoiding Raihan in this time. But he doesn't care. The man had a great influence on him. The taste that he had eroded now back flourished without Ana control. Even in his dreams, Raihan always took part. Haunting and making Ana's feelings so erratic.
Recalling the events on the park bench, unknowingly makes Ana feel guilty. He didn't answer Raihan's question at all. Like a coward, Ana actually walked away and removed all the feelings that actually existed.
"Believe it or not, I always thought this was your same time. I don't know when, which obviously makes me want to always be by your side."
Ana bergeming. Still riveted. Until then Raihan continued. "An, please. Maybe this is still short. We don't even know much further. But it can't be"
Raihan's sentence was cut off as soon as Ana closed her lips. Raihan blinked. Ana looked at him inside. As if what Raihan said was something wrong.
"Let's enjoy this as we should" Ana said.
Raihan understood the meaning of that sentence. Slowly, her one free hand moved to grab the hand of Ana who was still closing her lips. Grasping, until now their two hands are interlocked.
"Why?" ask Raihan.
Ana smiled. "Because that's what it's supposed to be."
"You know what I mean, don't you, An? You got it, right?"
I understand, Raihan .. but, I'm afraid to start over.
Ana shakes. Not wanting to hurt Raihan further got the woman up and passed away. He doesn't want to be like this. Holding the feeling for too long, it hurts. She should be happy that Raihan has seriousness with her instead of going through this strange relationship without status.
But can he?
Ana shook her head so fiercely that events a few days ago revolved around in her mind. His hands move again. Inserting a cell phone, tidying the papers on the table, then sighed the white coat that encircled his body before attaching it to a special hanger.
The notification sound of the message made Ana step to a halt for a while. Though hesitant, Ana still took her phone in the bag, and as she had guessed, it was Raihan who sent her the message.
It is almost always the same. Raihan asks when they can meet, or something else that makes Ana's chest stabbed with guilt.
"Raihan ...," whispered Ana.
The woman only replied to him. Saying that she is busy and may only be able to meet up at another time-before putting her phone back in the bag.
He needs time.
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"Damn!!" Raihan hit the car's steering wheel.
Again, Ana refused. If you know it will be like this, Raihan should not have to express feelings if it all ends in nothingness. Plus the fact that Ana was lying to him again made Raihan sultry.
With a haphazard gesture, Raihan released a tie that felt wrapped around his neck. The man lowered his head, sticking his forehead on the car's steering wheel with an erratic feeling.
He can't be like this. Being far from Ana especially when the taste in her heart is very passionate, it makes her more tortured. And what did that woman say? That he was busy and couldn't meet today? Raihan smiled wryly, he knew Ana was keeping her distance after she vividly expressed feelings.
Raihan's car is still parked there. I don't know why Raihan insisted on picking up Ana today even though the woman reported that she was busy in the message. Raihan sighed. Raising her head and looking straight ahead with moving eyes looking for Ana's whereabouts.
Then those eyes gasped with full twinkle. Raihan wasted no time getting out of the car, and half ran to get to Ana-before pulling and clasping her hands tightly.
Ha it's hard to make Ana surprised instead of playing. "Huhn?!"
"Yes, it's me. You want to avoid it again?" ask Raihan rhetorically.
Ana shook her head, trying to let go of Raihan's grasp. "Han, loose!!" sentak Ana's.
Raihan flinching, he actually pulled Ana until the woman almost fell in line to follow his hunting steps. Raihan opens the car and pushes Ana in. "Pair seatbelt!" raihan.
"I don't want to!" Ana shook her head, about to come out but her body was put back on hold.
"Stay here!" Raihan warned her to make Ana silent without twitching. Then the man closed the car door and walked around before entering and sitting in the steering wheel.
"I brought the car here" Ana said.
Raihan only glanced. The engine was turned on and before long the vehicle was moving away from the spacious courtyard of the hospital.
"You can stop right there. There's a stop" Ana said.
Raihan growling. She unhesitatingly stepped on the brakes to make Ana almost slammed and hit the dashboard if she did not wear a seatbelt.
Ana looks. Lips open. He was surprised instead of playing with Raihan's attitude like this.
"You crazy?!" asked Ana in a high voice.
"Yes, I'm crazy! Crazy because of you, An! Why are we avoiding?" Raihan overflowed everything that stuck in his heart. "Is it because of my words a few days ago? Huh yeah?"
Ana shakes. Reluctant to look up when you have to look back at the drowning bead.
Until Raihan who felt almost frustrated - because Ana who was silent - chose to return to drive a car. This is the last time, Raihan. Last time he tried to get Ana. And if the woman refuses, is there no reason for Raihan to stay and wait?
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Ana looked at the back of the man walking slowly in front of her. The back that looks sturdy, strong, even as strong to protect loved ones from anything in the world.
I want to feel Ana snuggling. Said that this was exactly what Ana had wanted for a long time. But he did not dare. Maybe he was stupid when he refused the attention of Raihan's existence, trying to shake off the man's kindness.
Raihan is one of the best men Ana ever knew.
They keep walking. The grove of trees lined up neatly along the trail. Ana looked around. Slender. Then, he looked back to the front. Raihan stopped at a flower shop to buy a bouquet of white Lily flowers before taking her to this place.
Ana looked at the man. Not daring to speak after their brief disagreement that had occurred in the car.
"We arrived," said Raihan. "Come on."
Ana follows Raihan's steps. Not once did the man turn his head until they finally reached a map of the land with a winged angel statue.
"This ...."
"My grave is."
Ana's gaze trembled. Raihan was looking down to put down the Lily bouquet. This is the woman I want to introduce. She's beautiful, isn't she, Mah? May he open his heart.
"This ...." Ana's voice sounded slow.
Raihan. "This is my grave. Papah deliberately made it as proof of love. It's overkill sometimes, but in love everything feels right, right?"
Not knowing what to say, made Ana just nod.
Raihan again said, "It's just you, An, the first one I brought to this place."
I don't know what Ana can tell you. Even when Raihan brought her back, Ana could only follow. They returned to the path, but this time they also turned through a more lush tree.
"Well!!" Ana exclaimed as soon as she saw the lake before her. She's looking. "This one?"
"Lake. What, pretty, right?"
Ana nodded enthusiastically. Then running around on the edge of the lake while enjoying the reddish twilight sky.
"Yes!!"
Raihan's shout made Ana look over. The man walked towards her. Closer, maybe leaving only two steps of distance that feels very close.
"I want to talk again."
Ana's chest was beating hard. His face was stiff waiting for what sentence Raihan would say this time.
"And if you refuse, I'll give up."
And surprisingly Ana hates that phrase. He wants to be near Raihan.
"To start and make a relationship, I must dare to take one step whatever the risk." Raihan narrowed their distance. "And I've taken that step, are you going to back off without giving me a chance, Liliana?"
Ana fell silent. His lips were too faint to even say a reply.
"Ana, open your heart to me, huh? Try to like me. Try to love me."
And Ana couldn't resist anymore, the more she dodged, her chest cringing hard. Finally he nodded. Raihan smiled with relief until the man dared to pull her into an embrace.
"I'll open my heart, Raihan. I believe in you. I'm sorry .. I'm sorry I .. I-"
"Stth ...." Raihan held their embrace. Cupped Ana's face that was crying. "I love you."
And Ana couldn't tell how happy she was right now. Under the twilight shade, Raihan eroded the distance between them. The man rubbed his jaw. Duck. And Ana is again unable to resist when Raihan puts their lips together in a stunning kiss.
This isn't just a kiss. Rather as a sign that Ana gave up some of her heart for this man. Raihan.
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^^^TBC ....^^^
