My Dating Story's

Story Two The Rooftop Prince (Last)

Vira and Toma have a relationship that makes them both comfortable whether friends or friends with benefits. Toma has been accepted at a technology company in Jakarta and Vira is still working at the same place, Toma managed to pass the test at that time and interview at the company where Vira worked but decided to reject it because the company where Toma works today is more able to

promising his career and international scale.

One Saturday afternoon

Toma and Vira are sitting together staring at the afternoon sun that is not too hot, Vira listens to Toma who confides about the girl he is appraising in his office, but already has a boyfriend, but, toma also knows his girlfriend. Vira, who rarely uses her feelings, only listens to Toma who looks sad, as Vira's best friend tries to give her encouragement, but Vira knows there is not much she can do other than stay with Toma and somehow feel the feeling of Toma, Vira also feels the pain in him. Vira felt that maybe because of their closeness, she felt like she could feel what Toma felt, and vice versa.

Toma always has an image “playboy” because in addition to having a face that is quite handsome, he is also very easy to get along, when in a crowded place, usually he is often surrounded by comfortable girls

talking to him, because his way of speaking is interesting and often makes jokes that make all around him laugh, but basically he rarely walks alone with other girls, but he is not alone, the way every holiday is also only Vira, and now Toma seems lazy to think about the feeling after his unexpected love failed, and maybe it makes him have a good performance in his office, he said, not much different from Vira who is now confused because she will be nominated as a supervisor.

1 year later

 Vira and Toma remain friends who support each other and have a high focus on their respective careers, Vira decided to resign from the company where she worked had longer working hours. Vira often comes home very late, and leaves very early, never

meeting the sun, this infuriated Vira's father and asked him to resign. Although Vira did not do it immediately when her father asked because of the responsibilities that must be completed first, but then Vira did it because he felt Vira wanted to try other things and look for other Zones

who can develop himself and his career, out of his comfort zone. While Toma can be said to be very successful, and if all smoothly then Toma will be promoted and mutated to the headquarters in Singapore. At the moment Vira is feeling a bit sad but knows that it is a very good thing for Toma.

Toma also invited Vira to go to a place with a very beautiful view, this place is in Banten, like a hill where we can see the sunset.

“Vir, I'm going to singapore.”

“yup, congrats yes.”

“yup, thanks yes.”Toma also stroked Vira's head slowly

And Vira was just speechless, somewhat astonished as well

toma Behavior

“just, thanks for all yes Vir, hope you are happy.”

“wow, thanks also.”

“already eat yuk. the sun has set as well.”

“yuk.”

Vira and Toma were silent during the return trip, unlike usual, they did not even argue and did not laugh and arrived in front of Vira's house, unlike usual Toma came down from his car and approached Vira, looking at Vira at a glance, rubbing more slowly Vira's hair and

suddenly said

“don't ever message me yes, don't call me too.”

“denger did I say what, never call or message me again. Bye.”

Toma went back into his car and left Vira who was still pecking and unknowingly tears Vira down by itself and for 30 minutes he stood outside the fence of his new home

then in.

The Vira Point of view

Toma is his best friend, his childhood friend who

little ones have unforgettable memories and then meet back when they

both adults, they spent almost 2 years together with each other

filling each of their days, Vira never thought there would be a day

without Toma, Vira also never thought about the meaning of Toma in her life, as well,

But Vira realizes Toma is not just a friend in his heart, Toma is

the only person who lives like a breath, he does not realize that

losing it can remove the color and again the heart of Vira, Vira also does not

you know why he just assented the goodbye request without giving it away

answers other than a resigned nod and not even asking for an explanation. Vira is not

able to understand his own thoughts, and his heart seemed to feel a sense of

be different. When Vira realized his brain and heart were no longer one, but all

it might be too late.

The Toma Point of View

Vira was a precious person to me, very much and I first looked for her when I returned to our hometown while I was on holiday and was about to prepare for college, but Vira wasn't at her house and I didn't dare to ask for her contact, until then there was a TK reunion, and I thought it was fate that could bring me back to Vira, and I could have guessed that if I would fit in with him, we became very close friends, we always take a walk on weekends or holidays together and for me he soulmate, too, understanding each other, I could always be myself with him, and I was afraid that having this special feeling might cause me to hurt him, or keep him away from me, I tried to forget my feelings at all costs, even I started to try to be interested in my colleagues who turned out to have a partner, I told this to Vira, and I felt Vira was more hurt, he said, sadder than I was to make me feel more sick, it was like a vicious circle, the longer I became afraid of my own feelings, like grasping sand, if it was too tight it would lose all, the more, I loved my relationship with Vira, until the time when I had to choose a career and her, fear became stupid and fear again made me hurt her with a goodbye I regret but could not pull anymore, because I was too afraid

to explain it, I was afraid that my feelings might hurt him and I would get hurt again, the next vicious cycle and I thought I didn't know about him at all better, as if to erase him in my life, I blocked everything about Vira so I made it look like Vira never did

it's in my life. I know it's kind of cruel and strange to my own feelings and to have Vira be a part of it, but my fear has buried everything rational I can think of, forgive me Vira and make me a wind that blows only briefly at you.