My Dating Story's

The Story Five Chaos

Almost 2 years have passed since the death of my mirror friend Sony, I still like to talk to the mirror, not because it is still sad to lose it, but it seems to be my new habit, he said, in addition, I also rarely talk to Wandy, it feels strange that without Sony, but we still contact each other just can not be as relaxed as before, just asking for news and trite bases.

Right now I'm sitting, enjoying my cut which is only 3 days and now is not being disturbed, and suddenly I become laughing because I remember the chaos that I experienced for the last 3 months.  It's been about 5 years I've been single until I don't think about the opposite sex anymore, but because of the event I went to 3 months ago, whereas only for 3 days I became acquainted with the guys who made my life feel strange and colored, no longer black, white and gray.

Flash Back 3 months ago

 I came to a semi-blind date event with a religious theme as well, so all the participants were definitely singles never married, as well as my faith, as well, Long story short here I began to be interested in a guy named Yui, his name is like a Japanese, even though there are actually no Japanese-Japanese descendants. I also managed to get the number for chat that raises the profile without photos, because deliberately according to the rules of our committee is prohibited from posting photos. Actually I had a live chat with this guy when we were still following the main event and gathered crowded with all the other participants, and several times he sat not far from me in the hall,  and I know him also because he was appointed several times to lead the prayer, maybe that's what I'm interested in, there's a different aura I think. But what really excites me is myself, because it turns out that I can still be interested in the opposite sex after a long time not feeling like this again after Wandy and just struggling with a career that is indeed successful. I felt like I wanted to know him better, know him in person, so when there was an offer for a private blind I volunteered. I actually like to shock myself, I am classified as a coward in relationships and tend to succumb if many rivals become this brave, I just think the opportunity may not continue to come, right? Mumpung some make my feelings different, Once penetrated the comfort zone is okay anyway the possibility of me meeting them again is small, also the possibility of me succeeding.

 Yui had absolutely no idea that I was one of the few girls who chatted about her, and I think our chat went well and it was just a very light chat because it was full of jokes and teasing, nothing too serious, this was natural in my opinion and in accordance with my speed, our sense of humor seems to be quite a match. From the committee I know there are 2 more girls who are equally roomy with me who menghat Yui. I have known and befriended the committee for having participated in social activities in the nursing home with them.

I chuckled at the chat on my phone, not daring to laugh any louder, looking at the other girls who all looked serious. In this room there were a total of 7 female participants, and 3 of them were interested in Yui, including me, so I had 2 rivals who were private blind candidates with Yui. I don't know which one I don't know. It seems like the organizers deliberately united us in these 1 rooms. Though there are still 2 other rooms or maybe this arrangement makes them easier to do the filter. I peeked a little at the direction of the other girls, but no one smiled, too tense I thought, as if to be punished, ready to be the prey eaten alive. Until suddenly in the silence there was a knock on the door and our door was opened by the committee.

“Amel, come here.”panitia called him and then they disappeared.

 But where they go, we can find out because we who are on the 2nd floor can see the activities on the 1st floor and Amel was suddenly there to continue the main activities, this means that the blind pair chooses another pair. I suspect he's one of Yui's candidates.

 “Cecil, come here.” The organizers expression called him different, and the time out I saw Cecil smiling in the opposite direction.

 “Ema, come here.”Other sympathetic expressions from the committee.

My rival might fall again? Am I really that lucky?I wanted to laugh because it was like there was a throb in my stomach that made me too hype (can overreact).

 Already the 5th female participant from my room was called by the committee, but I was not called as well as seemed to be deliberately called last. And finally after waiting long enough alone (actually not long, it just feels like a long time for me).

 “Vira, come here.” the committee smile so wide to me it seems too wide even, and I came out to see the face of Yui who was quite shocked to see me, because his eyes are big enough to look bigger and his pupils are a bit round?

“you?”

“kok can si?”

“can't be?”

“wah hard, hard how to answer! let's talk earlier.”

“terus?”

“lah do not love me too, shocked to know earlier my name was suddenly called.”

“nah if it's not my fault too, if I don't go forward, there are also 2 other girls choose you. So your fate is called”

“iya yes, how can ya?”

“already do not need to be smart.”

 The committee also interrupted us

“mesra-mesra later yes, which is a couple to gather first in the room, with directions ok?”

 We are also temporarily separated to accept the rules regarding this private blindate from other committee in the room. All pairs of private blinds will be introduced to other participants whose numbers are more than 100 participants, and they will sit together around the large group of seats of course, he said, it was as if we were the most important people (thinking this was a bit embarrassing as it seemed and I saw Yui who also saw me could only shake her head with a small laugh). After following 1 event again we will move to another place for candle light dinner. I don't know why I doubt this concept.

I don't know what was going on in the big hall when all of us private blinds were introduced, there were a total of 20 couples, he said, remember I just looked down a lot and sometimes glanced at Yui who laughed a lot was also not awkward, I felt quite embarrassed, or so embarrassed that any sound just felt like a blur, the background I didn't notice, and I moved into my own world that felt calmer. Fortunately, the effects of this shock were not too long, although I only realized when Yui again grabbed my sleeve (in my opinion this action is cute).