My Dating Story's

The Story Five Chaos (2)

My guess about that candle ligh dinner turned out to be true and spontaneously made me and Yui look at each other and throw amused laughter. The location is right in the park that there are 3 large gazebos, 2 gazebos can fit 3 pairs, and 1 most large gazebos contain 4 pairs, the rest in the field , provided the chairs face to face at this time, without a table. Because Yui and I were not excited for the race, we also got a place with the most couples close together, a gazebo with 4 couples, there and in the other gazebo there are no chairs, just a table, and a thin sitting pillow, we sat face to face and the committee came to us carrying fake candles that were actually colorful lights in the form of small candles, and the committee came up to us, each participant gets 1 then the committee leaves. And Yui and I laughed out loud until our tears came out, for the lighting of the place was not good, so we were not ashamed, 3 other couples how I did not know how to express it, we just stared at each other laughing until we were satisfied.

 After my laughter stopped, I started talking

“ini candle ligh dinner? The candle is fake.”

“terus dinner he said, where is the food?minimum snack is it?” Yui also chimed in

“ini fake candle date?”

“it seems not suitable also d, fake candle meeting?”

“before meeting ya?”

“yoi...btw is sure we want to keep joking until the end?”

“ya, I'm the one up to aja.”

“ arbitrarily whatever, you lo who dragged me along ginian...”.

“lah why also choose me hayo? There are 2 more girls you want to be with you.”

“mak.” replied Yui arrived2 pouted and folded her hands in front of her chest

“hahaahaha...lah yes already klo do not want not to protest, you seem young, why join this event?”

“forced.”

“who is maksa?”

“bokap.”

“do you want?”

“ya how else I will work also join bokap he said rather than returning home not obviously tell find a wife, let her life more organized.”

“means your life is chaotic dong ya now.”

“no, it's real. According to gw, but according to bokap gak.”

“you ever had a special relationship with an older girl?”

“ever but not as old as you, do not think you turned out to be very old.”

“asem lo. don't need young pretender d...”

“haha.”

The rest of our conversation that night was almost nothing serious, full of jokes and tears due to laughing too much, until the time was up we just realized that the 3 couples around us were not as noisy as we were, so we're also a little bad about them. After the private blinds the pair stayed only 10, the others seemed to feel no longer suitable, after chatting, I was 1 in 10 of those couples who ended up making me think a little seriously about our considerable age gap, 6 years old, she's 27, I'm 33. And he thought about it, so we finally broke away that night with each other's thoughts.

 The next morning at that time we still did not talk to each other, and instead Yui was seen avoiding me, until Finno who seems close enough to him and ever 1 group date with me before the private blind date came to me.

“Vir, can I chat with you?”

“Oh brother Fin, why brother?”

“soal Yui.”

“oooh, why him? Dodging him?”

“ya, he is confused, hesitant, afraid too, like he is difficult to accept your age distance.”

“oh so yes brother, I'm also hard actually brother, but if it fits right do not what exactly tried, right?”

“ya it's up to you, si, uh ntar right we go home, I can ask your number no?”

It's a little suspicious and weird but I still gave you my phone number.

 I'm a typical girl who doesn't like to leave something unclear, at least for now, I've been very brave, why not be more brave again. So after he kept avoiding me and trying to sit as far away from me as possible when we were 10 pairs of blinds further, and where 9 other couples always stick like stamps, and where the other 9 always stick like stamps, makes me think it worked but failed because of the numbers we couldn't do anything about, yesterday faith now numbers? So I have to straighten out and make sure all, but still brave yeah I'm really looking for him.

“Yui...” I called him as I approached and it felt like my heart beat was too hard when I did not run away.

“hey Vir.”

“what are you going home?”

“bus is the most to the airport.”

“you don't want to come with me? There are a lot of people who come, so that others can be more relieved right?”

“it's okay to come with you? You ride what?

“i was picked up anyway, some were with me.”

“oh ok if so, but I went to the toilet first ya.”

I also waited in front of the hall with my friends who were also willing to wait for him long enough until I asked 1 of my male friends to check the toilet and it turned out to be empty, and my mind instantly said he was “kabur” again. Then I saw Finno running towards me getting off the bus.

“Vir..”dia called quite loudly when clearly I had already looked towards her

“ya brother. Why?”

“Yui says he took the bus, you walk aja.”

“he should like that, can't tell yourself.” I'm a bit upset.

“I don't know Vir.” Finno's face is confused, pity also I think he's just Yui's spokesperson.

Either courage from nowhere or already have no shame, I chided Yui again

 “I don't know why, whatever if you want to choose bus.”

“sorry vir.”

“me and others are waiting for you, can't I tell you myself, I think we need to talk.”

“ok, ntr me deh info, I get off later, I'm telling you, we might be able to chat bentar.”

“ya least selesein well with equally delicious and reasonable.”

 1 Hour later

 All the friends who were in the same car as me got off and Yui and I ended up meeting for about 5 minutes because she didn't want to miss the plane either and I didn't want to take responsibility on top of that, and for some reason even the day that had been sunny and fine, it was now raining after our meeting place was getting closer. Is the sky crying?

 We finally met in a place like a small waiting room, around us heavy rain and because the place was open front then we could still feel the splashes of rainwater.

 “Hai Yui.” I tried as much as possible even though it seemed like my pride was starting to hurt

“halo.” the answer is cold.

The atmosphere at the moment is very different from our previous meeting when we were joking freely like there were no boundaries, and now we just look at each other.

 “I can't Vir, too far.”

“ok, thanks for meeting.”

“ya, I think this is the best, sori if I'm a coward.”

“yup I know. Thanks.” this time somehow it feels like my tears are coming down

“aku go first yes.”

 And she took her umbrella away without turning her body into the rain which was heavy enough to leave me staring back away and without me noticing my tears coming down, I let it go and after about 5 minutes I tried to stabilize my emotions again, I was disappointed but also understood it, maybe I was also once a coward like him, he said, I don't know what I clearly understand and because this is not a relationship, moving on certainly won't be long, 5 minutes is enough to cry on it and I'm back in my world again, my world, my world, career world. Maybe there is where I belong.

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