Mother To Aina

BUA 96'S

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"That's vitamin Aina."

"Times?"

"It's open."

"No label yet?"

"Yesterday bitten Aidan rather than later label it to eat yes Mother loose," Haifa replied.

Haifa is deg-degan. But luckily the drug that Alvin just asked is vitamin Aina whose label has been removed.

"Papa here medicine pelmen Sister. Papa don't drink, it's not for the brothers Papa-papa," Aina said as she snatched the bottle from Alvin's hand.

"Mother sister wants to drink this?"

"So don't want a cali that's a gamble. Papa open please," Aina said as she handed the bottle back to Alvin.

"Mmmm delicious," said Aina while snacking on the fruit-flavored vitamins.

"Want to?" aina asked as Aidan snatched the medicine bottle from Aina's hand.

"Tatata," said Aidan as his hand reached for Aina.

"Mother Adek wants this?" ask Aina.

"No, brother" replied Alvin.

"Vitamin Aina is. I thought you were hiding something" said Alvin, who was sitting next to Haifa.

"Huh, hide what does that mean?"

"If you know his name you don't hide from Yang."

"What the hell is that talking about? Haifa doesn't understand. Yes it was. Haifa take the kids to nap first. You're taking the vitamins" Haifa said

"Sister, let's get bobo by noon first" Haifa asked Aina.

"So much?"

"Yes, too."

***

"What's the other?" tanya Haifa approached Alvin in his study.

"This is another email check. Are the kids taking a nap?"

"Udah."

Alvin nodded and refocused on his laptop.

"Mas," Haifa said as she drew closer to Alvin.

"Especially not. Why?" alvin asked while looking at Haifa's face.

"Haifa wants a story. If you are not busy,"

"Why is his face so tense?" alvin said as he stroked Haifa's cheek.

"Haifa wants to apologize" Haifa said, looking down.

After thinking while putting her children to sleep. Now Haifa decided to discuss the matter and apologized directly to Alvin.

"Sorry?" ask Alvin.

Haifa nodded.

"You see here we are on the couch" said Alvin, leading Haifa to sit on her couch.

"What's up?"

"Haifa wants to apologize."

"Yes for what?"

"Just Haifa apologized. I'm sorry, yes" said Haifa.

"What points was it. Don't know what you're sorry for."

"Tell me first, what makes you feel guilty until you have to apologize."

Haven't said anything yet, haifa's eyes were already glazed over.

"Kok. Don't cry dong story first what's up?"

"People don't understand, you suddenly apologize and now cry" Alvin said, rubbing Haifa's eyes.

"Don't cry."

"Haifa's sorry, Mas don't be mad at ya."

"What was it before."

"I'm sure you'll be angry."

"Yes Mas will not know what to do if the subject matter is not knowing."

"Try the story first. Even if you think you are wrong, Mas will try to appreciate because you already want to admit your mistakes first."

"Bag,"

"What my dear."

"Sorry."

"Judah if you are not ready to tell a story now is nothing. Than you are depressed like this."

"Back the kids to sleep we watch yuk," asked Alvin.

"No. Haifa has to say it now."

"Haifa kept thinking. If not now, Haifa does not know will dare to tell again or not," said Haifa.

"Well, what's going on slowly speaking?"

"Haifa, Haifa apologize."

"How many times have I said sorry. Again, give me an umbrella."

"Ih. Seriously Mas."

"Haifa's sorry, yesterday before we went on holiday. Haifa went to the doctor and did not say anything" Haifa said, looking down.

"To doctor? Why?"

"I'm horrified first."

"OKAY. Okay." Okay."

"Haifa... Haifa go to the doctor, make."

"Make what?"

"Create a consultation about, about, contraceptives" Haifa said.

"Contraceptive device? KB means?" ask Alvin.

Haifa looked towards Alvin, wanting to know Alvin's expression. Seeing the expressionless Alvin made Haifa bow again.

"How come?"

"Te. has continued since the consultation that day so Haifa..."

"So take the Pill?" alvin said cutting Haifa's speech.

Haifa who was initially lowered her head became staring at Alvin. Her guilt made Haifa unable to control her tears.

"Pardon me."

"Don't you ask me where you know?"

Haifa shook her head.

"Mas knows since we've been in Jogja. Do you know why I suddenly talked about children last night? You know why I suddenly talked about medicine?"

Haifa shook her head again.

"Not without reason. I purposely lured you to tell a story."

"Why don't you ask what Mas thinks?"

"Marine, Haifa.."

"Why? Afraid? Not ready? Or what's the reason?"

"I'm sorry, '" said Haifa, tearfully.

"Look here" said Alvin, raising Haifa's face to look at him.

"You want to ask why Mas didn't discuss it earlier than yesterday?"

"Mas wants to talk about it. I also want to be angry. Not mad because you took the Pill. But angry that you didn't tell me at all. But what you do is supposed to be the agreement of both sides. It's called family planning, right? It should be a decision made also based on a family agreement."

"Mas wants to be angry, but on the one hand I also want to know the reason you dare to make your own decisions."

"That's why last night I tried to talk about things that graze in that direction."

"And I got the point. More or less I can deduce your reason."

"Mas won't be angry. Appreciate whatever your reasons are until you dare to act like this. I also appreciate it because now you dare to be honest."

Haifa hugged Alvin while rebuking.

"Sorry to me."

"Now I ask, Who is this for you?"

"Suami" Haifa replied in a very quiet voice.

"What's? Not a whimper."

"Suami," Haifa replied in a clearer voice.

"It's important that you don't have a husband role?"

Haifa nodded.

"Not heard."

"Important" Haifa replied.

"If for you the role of Mas is important, please involve Mas in every decision you make. Can you?" ask Alvin.

Haifa nodded.

"I'm sorry, yes" Haifa said as she looked up at Alvin's face.

"Don't repeat it?"

Haifa nodded.

"And don't take those pills again."

Haifa nodded again. "Not really angry?"

"Would you see that I'm angry?"

"Don't. Haifa apologize."

"Sama-sama learned yes. We need to be equally open. Big or small, fun or sad. While it is not the disgrace of others. Then it has to be a story."

"Mas too."

"Yes, they said we. I mean, I'm just like you."

"Thank you for not being angry. Although Haifa knew, in fact this Mas was angry. But Mas wants to understand and wants to try to see from Haifa's point of view."

"Haifa's really sorry. Haifa doesn't want to tell a story. But Haifa was afraid of where to start."

"I'm sorry, Haifa doesn't appreciate you. Haifa apologize."

"If Mas says, Mas hasn't apologized to you. What are you going to do?"

"Crying again. While continuing to apologize until forgiven."

"Is that all right?"

"Just one more."

"What?"

"This is whispering."

"Jaudah has not been forgiven for being whispered."

"That's it. I said forgive me."

"When? I haven't told you yet. I'm just saying that I don't want to get angry because I'm trying to understand your reasons and ways of thinking."

"Mas, Haifa is really sorry. Promise not to do that again."

"The plan is also Haifa want to immediately dispose of those KB pills."

"The number was Haifa was shocked when Mas nanya about medicine."

"Continue to be thrown out?"

"Yet. But Haifa doesn't drink."

"Jaudah is good not to drink anymore. After all, it's safe, you still love ASI for Aidan."

"Aman. This is a doctor's recommendation as well. He said that this pill is safe for nursing mothers and Haifa is brave."

"Including lying to your husband?"

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To be continued...

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- Happy New Year yes to brother, sister and mother all yes. Hopefully, in 2021 we can all be better than all aspects of life. Hopefully what has not been achieved in 2020 can be achieved in 2021.

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