Mother To Aina

BUA 22

Inara just left Haifa's room. Aulia and Dinda remained silent.

"Haifa is the same as Ina? Haifa knows that Ina likes Alvin. Ina emang said starting a little not interested in fitting Alvin duda sir. But that doesn't mean Haifa can just as casually deketin pak Alvin and until now sampe ya." said Aulia.

"Aul Sorry. But Haifa has never heard of Mr. Alvin. We get to this point also not because Mr. Alvin who first likes the same Haifa or vice versa is not. Haifa told me from the beginning. Even Haifa also stopped and recommended Inara to Mr. Alvin" said Haifa.

"But now Haifa has become the same Mr. Alvin. Deket wants to get married again. Aul is disappointed with Haifa. Haifa was unable to take care of her own feelings" Aulia said as she stood up and left Haifa with Dinda.

Friend's away. This was predicted by Haifa. But still the feeling of sadness is more dominating until the tears alone are not able to hold and can flow just wet his cheeks.

"Haifa." call Dinda.

"Dinda's mad, right? Dinda was disappointed, wasn't she Haifa? No matter what Haifa accepts. Haifa admitted Haifa was wrong for not telling the story from the beginning" Haifa said, wiping away tears and still trying to smile.

"Yes, I'm disappointed that you didn't tell me from the beginning. But I have no right to be angry with your relationship and Mr. Alvin." said Dinda.

Haifa looked at Dinda as if asking for an explanation for what Dinda had just said.

"If you were to tell from the beginning it might not be too disappointing. But even now with you I honestly appreciate your courage."

"Dinda not angry?"

"Slightly disappointed. Because I don't think you consider me a friend. How can a friend hide meaningful events in his life from his own friend."

"Sorry."

Dinda nodded.

"Thank you Dinda." said Haifa, hugging Dinda.

"Don't cry. Because of us, the effect will be that we are evil when his best friend is happy we are not happy."

"It turns out you're not the bad guys but the bad Haifa."

"Udah. Don't beat yourself up. Sorry Aul same Ina yes. They're just too shocked."

"Aul the same Ina is not wrong. It was Haifa who should be apologizing."

"Later if things are calmer I'll help you talk to them."

"Thank you very much Dinda."

"The same."

"Oh yes I forgot. Haifa bring you a dress."

"Yes?"

"Yes. Bridesmaid dress, Haifa still wishes you would come to Haifa's wedding later. But Haifa also does not want to make any sense. If you don't want Haifa to take it."

"Flush. God willing I try to come. And I'll try to help them come too."

"Thank you Dinda."

"Feelings of gratitude continue to daritadi. Haha."

"Yes abis confused. Dinda is so good. I want to know Haifa."

"So he said he wanted to be done with me to help."

Haifa was relieved that there was still Dinda who wanted to understand. But Dinda deserved to understand more because they have been friends for longer than Aulia and Inara.

"So Haifa the day after we moved out of boarding?"

"Yes, that's probably so."

"Keep the goods brought home nyicil?"

"Yes tomorrow Ken may come here to take the goods."

"Well, did Ken or Mr Alvin come here?" dinda Goda.

"Don't start jail. Haifa still doesn't feel good about Ina."

"Why not delicious? Haifa didn't take Mr. Alvin from Ina."

"Yes, but still. Haifa couldn't take care of Ina's feelings."

"But at least from here we learn a lot. The first scenario of God is the most beautiful and unexpected. The two learn to open up to each other. The third study sincerely because not everything we want we can get. The fourth one learns to forgive each other. From one incident there are many lessons."

"Uwuu Dinda is firm."

After 2 days, it settled in the boarding house and install items to take home. Today Haifa will be right on the part of the hostel. Told if Alvin was already downstairs precisely in front of the Haifa boarding house immediately down.

"Kok being the father who picked me up?" haifa asked a little astonished because the one who was going to pick up was Keanu.

"Why? Can't you pick up a wife?"

"Flush. Keep joking."

"Seriously this loh. Really a wife-to-be?"

"Let's just spit it out."

Alvin chuckled at the annoyance on Haifa's face.

"There's still a lot of stuff that hasn't been laughed at?"

"A little more 2 boxes but want to be taken all down heavy."

"Jaudah permission used to be the same one that had a boarding house to be allowed to enter" said Alvin.

"Udah. So Haifa permission all farewell. So there will be a key."

"Oh yes, I've already told Ken that the father is here? Later there is a brother here too." continued Haifa.

"It's papa who asked me to bring him here. You see, Ken is still in the meeting office with Papa he said." explained Alvin.

Haifa nodded in understanding.

"Judah can come in, right? Let's cepet we have to take a souvenir, the same ring fittings once again" said Alvin reminded.

Alvin followed Haifa to his boarding room.

"Have you not loved?" alvin asked when he saw two paper bags on the bed that he was sitting in a bridesmaid dress and an invitation.

"Had Dinda. Aulia lives with Inara. Hopefully they will accept" said Haifa uninspired.

"Want me to help them talk?" tawar Alvin's.

"Not thank you."

Alvin just nodded.

"Judah I'll take these two boxes to the car first."

"Heart is heavy" Haifa warned.

"It's not as hard as you believe to make me my wife" said Alvin, carrying the two boxes and then out of the Haifa boarding room.

'One last time the cure is often so.' Haifa said when she saw Alvin was far enough away.

Haifa was still standing in her room. Look at every corner of the room that for almost 4 years has been the place to live. It looked empty with only a bed, a cupboard and a study table.

Haifa's vision was again fixed on two paper bags on the bed.

"Bismillah" said Haifa while wearing a sling bag and carrying both paper bags.

The closest room to Haifa is Aulia's. Although heavy Haifa dared to knock on the door of Aulia's room. Once twice a beat there is no answer. The third time the knock is accompanied by a greeting. Finally the door opened.

"What's wrong?" aulia asked coldly.

Haifa sounded to take a deep breath.

"Haifa wants to say goodbye. Once again Haifa apologized for letting Aul down. Thank you for wanting to be a good friend of Haifa and fighting the same from being a master until graduation" Haifa said with a smile.

"This Haifa also wants this love for Aul." Haifa offered a paper bag.

Aul was still looking at the paper bag was not willing to accept.

"Wagging. This is Haifa's apology and a sign of gratitude for wanting to be a good friend to Haifa all this time" Haifa said as she returned the paper bag.

Although it looks heavy. But this time Aulia's hand was moved to receive the paper bag.

"Thank you. Already want to accept. Haifa. Assalamualaikum." said Haifa.

Haifa walked a few steps.

"Haifa." call Aulia.

Haifa looked at him with the same smile.

"Thank you." said Aulia then immediately entered and closed the door.

One more and this is the heaviest for Haifa. Even Haifa wasn't sure Ina would open the door for her. But it's okay, however, the important thing is that Haifa has to dare to try. He approached the door of Inara's room which was 3 rooms away from Aulia's room.

The first knock had no reaction. And knock both doors open. But the door was about to be closed again by the owner of the room.

"Ina wait." Haifa's words restrained Ina from closing the door.

"Haifa will have no meaning for Ina to apologize from Haifa. But Haifa will apologize again. Haifa apologized that what Haifa did was disappointing Ina and making Ina angry. If Haifa said Haifa had to and had no choice. Haifa lies, because life always has a choice. Haifa is sorry. But it feels like Haifa can't back down. Because the decision Haifa made was also not taken without reason. Haifa does not want Ina to understand Haifa. Haifa's wrong. Haifa is sorry. All Haifa also wanted to say goodbye." Haifa's words paused He took a deep breath.

"This Haifa wants to give this a little for Ina. Think of this as Haifa's apology. Thanks once. Because Ina wants to be Haifa's best friend." Haifa offered the paper bag.

Long enough Inara did not want to accept it either.

"Haifa keep it here huh? After that this belongs to Ina, want Ina to throw away even Haifa sincerely. Haifa said yes Assalamualaikum." said Haifa while placing the paper bag on the front floor of Inara's room door.

It's Dinda's turn. There was no burden at all to meet Dinda. But trust me Haifa's chest is tight. The tears that he had been holding back a little began to seep from his clear eyes. Dinda's room is located on the 3rd floor quite far from the rooms of Haifa, Aulia and Inara.

Haifa was still busy wiping her tears yet had time to knock on Dinda's bedroom door. But the owner of the room seemed very sensitive. Before being tapped, the owner of the room has come out first.

"Udah picked up?" ask Dinda.

"Yes. Haifa said yes Assalamualaikum." said Haifa.

Dinda immediately spontaneously embraced Haifa.

"They haven't changed yet?"

Haifa nodded in Dinda's arms. While continuing to wipe the tears so as not to come down.

No need to say many words Haifa said to Dinda because since yesterday they have been talking a lot and even 2 tonight they sleep in the room.

"Don't cry dong. Time has become a mother cry because dinakalin temen" said Dinda while releasing his embrace to Haifa.

Haifa smiled but made her tears fall.

"Do not cry please. They just need time to be patient."

Again Haifa could only nod.

"Thank you Haifa said yes. Assalamualaikum." said Haifa as she hurriedly left Dinda.

Haifa tried to wipe away the tears and held him back from going down because now Haifa was getting closer to Alvin's car.

"Udah?" alvin asked when Haifa had entered the car.

Haifa nodded.

"His key was also handed over?"

Haifa again nodded.

"Where was it, you want to receive the paper bag?"

"Later the story."

Alvin nodded, understanding that Haifa was not doing well.

"We go to mom's house first. Get Aina." take Alvin.

Alvin thought Aina might cheer Haifa up a little.

"Yes." Yeah."

Finished their activities today. They are now in an ice cream shop. True to Alvin's estimation after picking up Aina, Haifa looks better than ever.

"Nake?" haifa asked when she saw Aina enjoying her ice cream.

"Enak." replied Aina with lips that had been battered by ice cream.

"It's a pity" said Haifa while wiping Aina's lips using the tissue available on the table.

Alvin who was in front of them could only smile while giving thanks to the beautiful scenery in front of him.

"Do you want a story?" alvin asked Haifa. Haifa was silent but her eyes glanced at Alvin.

Haifa was silent. Alvin doesn't want to force it either.

"Aul wants to open the door, he also wants to accept the paperbag that Haifa loves even though it seems very heavy. If Ina, Ina is also good still want to open the door. But Ina won't accept Haifa's paperbags. Yaudah Haifa keep it at the door. Haifa said it belonged to Ina. So it wants to be thrown away even though Haifa is sincere." said Haifa.

"I'm sure your three friends are good people. Maybe they just need time. They're too shocked."

"Yes. And Haifa is still hoping that they will attend our wedding" Haifa said.

Alvin nodded.

"That's abis." said Aina.

"You again?" ask Alvin.

Aina nodded enthusiastically.

"Ask you can't?"

"No Papa's. Most eat ice cream later cough cold." forbid Haifa while cleaning Aina's mouth and hands.

"I'm sorry sir" said Haifa, who realized her words carried by Aina calling Alvin Papa.

"What's the matter is getting used to it." replied Alvin with his leisure.

Aina already pursed her lips. While Alvin instead chuckled at Aina's expression.

"Tumben is not in dispute. Usual want more tattoos papa." said Alvin mimicking the style sulking Aina.

"Ih papa naughty. Mother is not a naughty papa." Aina to fight Haifa.

"Udah ah don't keep joking. I'm done going home late in the afternoon." take Haifa.

Aina nodded.

The three of them rushed out of the place.

When he arrived at Haifa's room he chose to sit for a moment before continuing other activities.

It was a very difficult day for Haifa.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling it, Haifa did it over and over again as if every breath of hers was throwing away all the burdens within her.

Haifa got up from her seat. He realized there was more he had to do than have to lament one problem.

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**To be continued...

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