Mother To Aina

BUA 29

Haifa had wanted to close her eyes but in the middle of the silence because she was alone there was one sentence that echoed for Haifa.

"Emang mas once said love to you?"

Alvin's words just now became hard to forget by Haifa.

Haifa tried to remember looking for answers. Did Alvin ever tell her he loved her? Yes, after remembering Haifa did not find a memory that shows it. Alvin just often called him dear instead of saying that he loved Haifa.

"Just a call. Heartless. Keep doing what the sweet treatment is. Maybe just to show that he's a good, responsible, loving husband" Haifa told herself.

"Haifa just kegeeran turns out. Haifa Haifa is weak. Inget Haifa being called dear doesn't mean you're in love."

That's how Haifa now had her eyes closed but she didn't sleep. He admitted that Alvin's words were very influential on him. Although he said only joking but Haifa felt it was real because in fact there was never a moment that showed Alvin ever expressed his regret.

Some days Haifa's condition is getting better, Alvin has also dared to leave it to the office.

"Mas left first, take Aina directly to the office."

"Yes" said Haifa after kissing Alvin's hand.

Alvin was astonished these few days Haifa has always been so, irrit talk. Alvin thought it was because Haifa was still sick. But it didn't seem like it, because Haifa could talk at length to Aina. Precisely when sick Haifa is not as serious as this talk.

"Why you?" ask Alvin.

"What's wrong. I'm going out there for the afternoon."

"Tell?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Jaudah is leaving. Assalamualaikum." said Alvin.

"Mother Aina belangkat tekolah first yes. Attalamualaikum mother." after kissing Haifa's hand.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. Good at school, dear." said Haifa while crouching in front of Aina then kissed Aina's forehead and cheeks.

Alvin is not to blame, Haifa why his attitude towards Alvin is so different. But Alvin thought maybe Haifa was in a bad mood.

"I'm sorry not to be rude by ignoring your husband. Haifa is just learning not to be easy with the sweet treatment that you give." said Haifa after the car driven by Alvin and Aina was not seen.

Around 1pm Alvin arrived home after picking up Aina.

"Do you want to eat or eat at home?" haifa asked after kissing Alvin's hand.

"You cook?"

Haifa nodded.

"And I told you to rest, you don't have to cook. This mas also bought food on the way." said Alvin while waiting for the bag he brought.

"Jude eat that."

"You why the hell hm? From a few days ago it's weird the same mas."

"Why you?" ask Alvin again.

"No." replied Haifa.

"It's a shame we change clothes first yuk." take Haifa to Aina at once to avoid a commotion with Alvin.

Alvin really doesn't understand what's really going on. He also did not feel he had done anything wrong.

After lunch and prayer at home Alvin decided not to go to the office again. Alvin approached Haifa and Aina who were playing in Aina's room.

"Bun." call Alvin.

Haifa looked at it. At first Haifa thought Alvin would say goodbye.

"Don't go again?" ask Haifa.

"No, I want to talk to you" said Alvin.

It looks like the situation and conditions are on Alvin's side. Aina looked like she had yawned.

"Congratulations?" ask Haifa.

Aina nodded.

"Jaudah let's go back to being bobo." said Haifa then lying down with Aina while rubbing Aina's back.

Aina was already quite sound and Haifa also closed her eyes. But Alvin knew his wife wasn't sleeping. Alvin thinks it's time he got in action.

"Darling." call Alvin while rubbing Haifa's cheek.

Haifa was still holding out to close her eyes.

"Move to yuk's room. I want to talk to you."

Haifa still has not responded.

"Darling, would you like to move on your own or would you like a sling?"

"Count up to three. If you don't get up and don't move on your own, it means you're fat."

"One."

"Two."

Haifa confuses herself if she wakes up she is not ready to speak to Alvin. Because Haifa knew Alvin would ask why these days Haifa is like silencing Alvin. But if Haifa doesn't wake up Haifa, Alvin will do what he says.

"Ti..." Alvin is ready.

But a second later Haifa got up and walked alone towards the room. Alvin chuckles at him, sometimes his wife becomes eleven twelve like his daughter. Alvin followed Haifa to go to the room. When he entered the room he saw Haifa already sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Why you?" alvin asked while sitting next to Haifa.

"What's wrong. Is that all? Yaudah Haifa wants to sleep." Haifa replied.

Alvin held Haifa's hand that was about to lie down.

"Don't sleep ashar's responsibility. It's not finished either."

"With you I'm sure it's more certain what's going on."

"Now say why? what was? Is something wrong?"

"No."

"Said not."

"Honestly dear, if the mas is wrong let the mas can introspection."

"Mas feel guilty?"

"Actually it's not. But I'm sure something must be wrong this way. Maybe what you think is right is not necessarily what you think is right. So now what's up? Please don't answer me again nothing."

Haifa was silent.

"Darling.." call Alvin.

"Honey. It's just diem."

"If you are wrong to ask..."

"You don't have to call your darling Haifa anymore."

"Loh why? It is not wrong that we are married. The ones out there are also those who have not dared to call dear mahram. Why can't you?"

Haifa was silent.

"Why? Try a realistic reason."

"Thank you for the reason why you can't call your own wife dear."

"Do you want to call me darling?"

"Dear old man."

"Haifa won't call me darling."

Now it's Alvin's turn to be quiet.

"Because I said baby, baby is that just saying? I'm ready, Haifa knows before marriage we also haven't known for long. Haifa understands that emang mas has no taste of what. But please do not treat Haifa sweetly as if it would be the most dear and caring mas. Let it flow. Haifa doesn't want to be haunted anymore. Haifa did not want to be disappointed again when Haifa thought that she really loved Haifa but the reality was not. Haifa's shy."

Alvin silence. But his lips never stopped smiling while looking at Haifa.

"Why smile smile. Fellow huh? Haifa is childish because it seems like it will be a meaning to make love to Haifa. Sorry, according to the childish. Haifa just doesn't want to keep going on the temple."

"Who's pretending anyway?" ask Alvin.

"Mas never pretended. What you do is what you want to do is not coercion from anyone. Including the call for you that's what you want."

"You don't have to be maxed out."

"It must have had something to do with that night, right?" ask Alvin.

Haifa was silent.

"Why did you think yesterday was angry when you were not sick? Why bother to bother in the hospital. Moving work to the hospital? Because what?"

"Because I love you, because I care, because I want you to feel like you're always there for you."

"But I never said. That night I felt like I never told you."

"Oh yes I forgot. I married the same girl. Who have never dated. I want to say I love you every day. I love you. Kangen. Have not eaten yet. That right?" ask Alvin

"What the hell."

"Haha. If the speech is very important now mas say. This without coercion don't say it won't be serious anymore."

"Ekhem ekhem." Alvin cleared his throat before speaking.

"Ngapain anyway."

"Diem let's be sweet to say unfortunately."

"Silter."

"Haifa Tazkia Shafira Firmansyah, I love you. It's not just S A Y A N G. But, dear, dear from the heart. Although it may only be revealed now because it was held. Not that it is not dear, because make mas affection is not limited to saying I love you. But it is proven by treatment. Honestly mas seneng fitting you say that you feel love same you. That's a sign of the treatment of mas so far nyampe and well received by you."

"But my answer wasn't that time."

"Yes because this mas likes fun if you see you again sprain. Gemes. But I was wrong until later. Sorry yes."

"Mas is no longer a drama to cover up, right?"

"Make what? Fortunately what? Later there if found lying mas didiemin again."

"Haifa just doesn't want to be forced to."

"Mas not forced. It's not that bad. If there is no feeling yet, you will not dare to touch you. Even if it's your right and duty."

Haifa silent. But he thought the truth was also said Alvin. When Alvin first asked for his right, he repeatedly asked, making sure Haifa and Alvin were not at all pushy.

"I'm sorry, my. Haifa is childish, but Haifa knows that she likes to joke. But I guess at that time I didn't know why it was so bad. Shame, it's like Haifa's kegeeran."

"Emang occasionally expresses feelings that are necessary. Let's not misunderstand me again now."

"Here let me believe more and more mas evidainin again if you really really love you."

Alvin was getting closer to Haifa, only a few inches left.

"Sick." great-grandson of Haifa.

"Hm? Haven't you been sick yet?" alvin asked without distancing his face.

"Ma... Meaning Haifa's still sick."

"Haha. Do you think you want to do something?"

"Why would you say if you're already deket gini?" ask Haifa.

"Just want this" said Alvin and landed his lips on Haifa's forehead.

"Mas is still strong if we wait for night."

"But I don't know if I'll wait tomorrow."

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**To be continued...

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