Mother To Aina

BUA 1'S

Muhammad Alvin Firmansyah's

Alvin po's

My name is the same as I wrote above. Some may already know who I am. Or am I the only one who feels known?

Call me Alvin, a widower with 1 child. What is a one-child widower? When did Alvin get married?

I had planned a wedding and shortly after that I got married. However, my match line with the mother of my daughter was only for 2 years. I don't need to explain why.  Because I guess if I explain it it it's just opening up old wounds and the disgrace of my household. That happened 2 years ago.

Now I live with my little daughter Ayskaa Zaina Firmansyah who is now 3 years old. The little girl I fought 2 years ago at the court green table for custody to fall into my hands. She's grown into my little girl.

It is not easy to live a life like me especially my age is still relatively young 26 years. While many men my age have never been married, I even have two status at once, namely father and mother. Although still I can not eliminate the figure of a biological mother for Aina.

What else do you want to know about me?

Myjob?

Alright I am a chief director in the Firmansyah family company. Because my brother as the first boy chose another path with the one that Dad wrestled with. As for me, I am engaged in the same field as father.

But besides that, I also have a job as an interlude as a lecturer at one of the universities in this city. Although I am not a permanent lecturer my schedule as a lecturer only applies twice a week.

How about after a quick glimpse of me is there anyone interested in me being pinned?

But sorry my offer was just a joke.

I was determined to myself that I would only remarry if my little daughter asked for it. For this time I have to be more careful of course, my job is not only to find a wife but also to find a connecting mother for Aina is certainly not an easy job.

Lucky I have a mother, sister and sister-in-law that I can trust and rely on to help me maintain and care for Aina until now. They were always trying to make Aina not feel the loss of a mother figure. Although in reality Aina only counted fingers to meet her mother. It's not that I forbid it and I'm sure her mother doesn't want to meet either. Except the distance and circumstances that make such a situation. Her mother now lives abroad with her new family.

What else should I explain about me?

Couple's criteria?

For sure if Aina asks me to give her a mother connect definitely the main criteria that I set is nothing specific I just want a Muslim woman who loves my child sincerely because my child is my priority. A little cliche indeed because sincere is difficult to define and for each person the definition of writing itself may be different.

But fortunately for now Aina had not asked for that. Although mother always said there would be time Aina need a mother figure let alone Aina is a woman while mother, sister-in-law and Vina could not really be 24 hours with Aina. Let me think about it later. Aina hasn't asked me that either.

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For Alvin his daily life now with his little daughter is very grateful. Giving happiness to his little daughter is an absolute requirement of success for Alvin. Although it will not be easy for sure.

However, Alvin will always try to make his source of happiness happy until there will be a man who shakes his hand and says I accept his marriage.

If viewed from now on that time may still be a long time Aina's age alone is currently still 3 years old. But there's a time.

Being a father and a mother to his daughter, if Alvin can be honest that's the hardest thing. It is harder than teaching students a wide variety of characters and also harder than facing multiple employees. Of course because Alvin always wants the best for the princess.

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Every day before going to the office Alvin has a routine to deliver Aina in accordance with the wishes of Aina to go to the grandmother's house or to her brother's house.

"Where will Papa's son be taken today? To aunty Zia's house or to Grandma's?" alvin asked while holding his daughter.

Instead of answering Aina even more tightly wrapped her hands around Alvin's neck while shaking her head.

"Ama Papa." she replied.

This is how her little girl is when she's spoiled.

"Sadly now Papa went not to the office but to the campus so papa can not take Aina."

"Follow papa." replied Aina.

"Papa's only 2 hours away. Later this abis Papa come home we play Aina go where?"

"Pay glound." replied Aina.

"Ok the princess if so Papa transfer to the house of the grandmother who deket to the campus let papa pick up her Aina later."

Aina just nodded at Alvin's neck.

10 Minutes after Alvin arrived at my house.

"Let's love has arrived." invite Alvin while opening his seatbelt.

Aina just remained silent as she spread her hand out.

"Adubudu papa son again spoiled yes this is yes hmm" said Alvin while kissing his daughter.

Alvin carried Aina down from the car.

"Assalamualaikum" said Alvin upon entering the house.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Grandma's granddaughter came. Here's the same grandma." invite mom but Aina instead more twisting her hands around Alvin's neck.

"Why?" ask mom without a voice?

"You play with Alvin. But Alvin has to go to college first."

Mother nodded understand.

"Aina same grandma used to yuk. Papa will only be a moment to the campus. Or Aina to play ground first with grandma later Papa will want?" bargain mom.

But apparently it is not that easy to persuade the spoiled child Papa.

"Same grandma used to be." persuaded Alvin.

"Father." replied Aina.

"Darling with Papa. It is still open at 7 play ground is not yet open. Papa to the campus first, Papa will invite Aina and we continue to play ground ya."

Aina again shook her head. It's not usually Aina this season. Usually as long as Aina, she can still understand if Alvin has to go to the office or to campus.

"Jaudah went in and sat down first" said the mother.

Alvin says he's sitting in the living room. It just so happens that there is a father there.

"Hi grandpa's granddaughter why? How to grow in papa's car? Usually run away by yourself nyariin grandpa. Here yuk yuk same grandfather." persuaded father. But again Aina was not interested. Even when sitting, Aina was still reluctant to release her body from Alvin's arms.

"Papa's son why? Want to play on play ground? Yes, we will play Papa Promise but papa to campus first huh?" Alvin tried to persuade again.

Aina shook her head.

"Follow Papa." replied Aina with a twitching corner of her lips and was about to cry.

"Yaudah Papa didn't go here with Aina. But this is the last yes. Tomorrow and next Aina must be a son of shalehah dong" said Alvin.

Aina just nodded. Alvin kissed his daughter's cheek.

"Now it's the same Papa. Aina wants what?" ask Alvin.

Aina shook her head.

"Aina why the hell? From last night this keeps Papa wrong?" ask Alvin.

"Why vin?" ask Mother.

"Do not know Alvin also from last night do not want to be separated from Alvin. Alvin's just taking a bath."

"You want to try why is he so?"

Alvin was silent for a moment. Before long he nodded his head in a nod as if he already knew the cause of his daughter being spoiled like this.

Alvin hugged his daughter.

"It's okay baby there's Papa" said Alvin.

Flashback...

Last night Abrar secretary Alvin came home with his son and wife. The goal is Abrar wants to take turns and introduce his family who began yesterday settled in this city.

And that night the daughter of Abrar was very sticky with her mother never separated from her mother.

Aina who was in Alvin's lap saw that. Seeing how the boy was hugged by his mother, kissed, rubbed, in a cradle. 

While Aina very rarely felt that from her mother. Being small does not mean being heartless. Being small does not mean not feeling.

After Abrar and his family. Aina immediately asked Alvin to call her mother. But unfortunately several times his efforts did not succeed none of Alvin's phone was picked up by his ex-wife.

And since then Aina really does not want to be separated from Alvin.

Flashback...

"Aina was at home not eating. Now eat ya Papa bribe ya."

Aina just nodded. Her normally chatty daughter was now quiet. Alvin doesn't know what to do. This was the first time Aina had been like this.

Usually Aina is a little princess who understanding may be said to have been independent enough for her age. At the age of Aina who was only 3 years old he had to feel at home by the Papa every day. Then it was given to a different person. Although it was family, it felt that Aina was still too small but she had to be able to adjust to various conditions.

At 11:00 Alvin just left the house to keep his promise to Aina to play on the playground. Alvin hopes his efforts can erase his daughter's current grief.

"Well-assed a lot of his friends. Dad wait here."

A smile emerged from her tiny lips. Then the drug on Alvin then ran to the playground.

"Be carefull dear." cried Alvin.

"Okay Papa." replied Aina.

Alvin waits for his daughter to play while checking on the student assignments that go into his emails.

Alvin has to be good at dividing time.

Already satisfied playing Aina ran towards the Papa.

"Dol" he said trying to surprise Papa.

"Eh papa's son wants to ngagetin papa huh?" alvin hugged and kissed his daughter.

Aina just smiled.

"Well's the game?"

"Well." replied Aina.

"Yaudah put on her shoes again. Want papa to help?"

"No. No." answered Aina.

Alvin led Aina out of the play area.

"What does your daughter want now?" ask Alvin. He was glad his daughter was no longer moody now.

"E klim Papa." replied Aina.

"Yesterday I'll eat ice cream later Aina colds. What do the others want?"

"Look."

"The other one."

"Candy."

"The other one."

"E klim Papa." whine Aina.

"Buy some ice cream?"

"E klim." force Aina.

"A little but a little."

"Two" Aina said as she pointed at her index and middle fingers.

"One."

"Two."

"Papa is angry." Alvin stopped his steps and folded his hands on his chest.

"Papa's tattoo." said Aina as she hugged Alvin's leg.

"Good girl" said Alvin while holding Aina.

After all his will was fulfilled Alvin it seems that the little girl became tired herself. All the way home, he fell asleep.

Alvin looked at his daughter's calm face while asleep. The combination between Alvin and his ex-wife was very clear on Aina's face.

"I'm sorry, dear. Can't give a whole family and the perfect love for you" said Alvin while sucking Aina's hair.

***To Be Continued...

See You Next Part***...