Mother To Aina

BUA 100

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Around one o'clock in the afternoon, their children were already taken by Keanu. Only the two of them remained in the room.

"Yes" called Alvin and sat down beside Haifa.

"Why?" haifa answered, focusing on her phone.

"Mas wants to talk,"

"Speak aja,"

"Mas wants to talk seriously."

Haifa shifted her focus to Alvin.

"Display makes you happy or makes you sad?"

"Whatever it is, you must hear Yang."

"If you're sad, Haifa won't" Haifa said.

During this time, Haifa did not ask about her condition not that Haifa did not think about it. Haifa knew that when she was sick, in the hospital, inpatient until she had to have surgery, it meant something was wrong with her. Merely, Haifa tried to cover up her curiosity. Better not to know.

"Which, listen to ya."

"Please mas, if it's sad Haifa won't."

"Mas, want to talk about my condition a few months ago right?" guess Haifa.

Alvin stared fixedly at Haifa's eyes.

"Which," persuaded Alvin.

"Fine, what do you want to talk about?"

"Well, will you tell me I'm seriously ill?"

"Listen you could? Don't you think you can?" alvin said in a pretty loud tone.

Haifa was silent.

"Nobody wants to be in this position."

"Even if everything is fine now. But I can't possibly forever not tell this to you who."

"There won't be anything different once you know everything."

"Whatever you'll hear bad, our lives won't change."

Alvin clasped Haifa's hand.

"Yes you're right, I wanted to talk to you about your condition some time ago."

"So Haifa is really sick?"

Alvin smiled and kissed Haifa on the back.

"Why smile? Are you glad Haifa is sick?"

"Hear it first."

"You're not sick. You're doing fine. You're healthy."

"As Haifa thought, from the beginning Haifa was sick, being treated continued to have surgery, all the processes showed that I was not healthy Mas. I know, I'm just not ready and probably never gonna be ready to hear the truth."

"Yes, I insist again that you are not sick. All the processes we went through yesterday weren't because you had a disease."

"Continue what? So why?"

"Sounds well. Don't cut off the husband again talk."

"You must remember the time you were declared pregnant with your third child" Alvin said. Haifa looked down, like there was pain but no visible wounds.

"You are declared pregnant, you continue not long declared a miscarriage. We were both sad. Both feel neglected."

Haifa was still down and her eyes were already glazed over.

"Until we can be equally sincere. But it turns out that our efforts to be sincere are not enough for us to become stronger humans. Losing our son yesterday wasn't enough to get us to class."

"Yesterday when you were sick it wasn't just you who was sad, it wasn't just you who was tormented by the pain you felt at the time. Mother, children and family are also sad, do not have the heart to see you in such pain."

"Until Mas can tell from the doctor that there is something serious, which must be addressed immediately because if not, the consequences can be fatal."

"Our test isn't over, until the doctor explains..." Alvin paused his words, he took a deep breath. It was hard to reopen this incident. Not to mention Alvin had to be ready with whatever response Haifa gave after knowing the truth.

"What did the doctor say?" ask Haifa. His eyes are already glazed.

Alvin smiled and rubbed Haifa's head, "The doctor said that our test is not finished. The fetus that had been declared a miscarriage, it was not yet dead, it still grew. But unfortunately he grew up not where he should."

Alvin saw that Haifa was already crying and was trying to wipe away the tears.

"Not to be arrested Yang, let alone. You cry though, you remain a strong woman to me" said Alvin.

Alvin took a deep breath, "So, the excruciating pain you felt back then, was due to the fetus growing out of place, thus damaging the organs that were not supposed to be his place."

"Doctors say the fetus developed in the fallopian tube, which caused the fallopian tube to tear. So there are wounds and bleeding in your body. That's what's causing you tremendous pain."

"Mas as a husband, who can't bear to see you in such pain. I want the doctor to do what is best for you. Until the doctor says, if you have to do surgery, surgical removal of your left fallopian tube."

Alvin again paused his words, it was hard to tell this. Especially while looking at Haifa who continued to tear. Unfortunately at this time Alvin must not cry, he must be strong for Haifa.

"So that day Mas as a husband, was asked for approval by a team of doctors to perform surgical removal of the fallopian tube. The doctor also explained all the consequences. It is not easy for Mas to put a signature on the agreement sheet. Until the doctor explains again, the operation is indeed risky. But it's even riskier when the patient doesn't get treatment."

"Finally, we discussed both our parents and they also both want the best for you. It was only then that Mas was completely convinced to put a signature on that approval sheet."

"Until the surgery is done and your condition gradually improves, Mas starts to calm down. I am beginning to feel life again. Especially this time when you're completely healed."

"So now I'm no longer a complete woman?" haifa asked while shedding tears."

Haifa is not stupid. Without elaborating, Haifa knows that the risk of removing the fallopian tube itself is to minimize the possibility of getting pregnant. Because the function of the fallopian tube itself is as a place where the egg meets the cell ******.

"Not Yang. Precisely after that incident, Mas even more affectionate and proud of you. You are the definition of a strong woman who is actually the version of Mas."

"Don't lie, I'm just talking to raise Haifa's heart, right? Mas said this so Haifa wouldn't be sad."

"Whatever the risks are, our lives don't change. Our lives are moving forward."

"But I can't have any more children, Mas, I'm no longer the perfect woman."

"Not perfect where is it? As a woman you are a wife, you are a mother. Just where's the imperfections next?"

"The part that you feel you can't contain anymore? Which, we're not a couple that's struggling to get kids. The child is trustworthy, coming from God. We have three children. Even if Allah does not give his trust again. We just focus, keep, wean, educate and raise the existing ones with the best."

Haifa hugged Alvin very tightly, crying as she pleased.

"You must know out there many couples who fight desperately for the sake of getting a baby, child. But when God has not given them trust, what can man do?" alvin said as he rubbed Haifa's back.

"Why does God love this test as me?" haifa said in her tears.

"Which, weeping can, angry can. But do not be disappointed and blame God. When God gives the test every man will feel the test of money God gives is heavy, very heavy. Not even a few people feel they are incapable. But God knows best that whoever is given the test, he is the one who can bear it."

"Every problem that God gives, God also includes a way out. And every test that God gives includes his victory. We just have to surrender, give thanks and enjoy the process."

"I can't."

"Not easy. But you don't face it alone Yang. We are together, we must strengthen each other. Our lives don't just get to this point."

"If you give up at this point, what are your children? How is your husband? What other family?"

"There is much more we can be grateful for than just standing by and blaming fate. If you continue to blame fate, the sign is that you are not grateful, but God loves more pleasure. But you're focused on one sadness."

Haifa was crying. Alvin was silent, he let Haifa cry as much as she could, letting Haifa let go of her grief.

For a few minutes, there was only Haifa sobs. Alvin kept stroking Haifa's back.

"Mas" called Haifa sobbing.

"Hm,"

"Receive Haifa?"

"Haifa..."

Alvin knows the direction of the conversation.

"There's no reason for you not to stay the same. You didn't make any mistakes. You're a good wife, you're a good mother. And the reason I don't accept you is what?"

"Will not kill Haifa?"

"You're thinking too far, baby."

"Java!"

"No dear."

"Even if our plan doesn't materialize."

"The plan of man is like the proposal of Yang. Some are approved some are not. One plan we don't have in acc doesn't mean we have to disband from life, right? There are many of our plans that God acc. The rest we can make another plan."

"Udahan ya crynya. Our lives don't stop here Yang" said Alvin as he tried to release Haifa from his arms.

"Don't let go" Haifa said as she tightened her arms back at Alvin.

"I want to see my wife's face."

"No way."

"Why? It must be pretty now, her nose is red, and her cheeks are too..."

"Don't be kidding, don't be joking" Haifa said in tears.

"Yes, I'm sorry."

"Nangis is just crying. But after that never cry again this incident," said Alvin while rubbing Haifa's hair.

Alvin let Haifa continue to be in his arms. Alvin kisses his wife's head occasionally.

"Ashar Yang," said Alvin when he heard the voice of Adhan reverberating.

"Udah yes. Wudhu, keep us praying ashar. Abis, we go for a walk. Before the children are delivered home."

Praying together after the Ashar prayer brought Haifa back to tears. Just saying she miscarried at that time Haifa needed time. Especially at this time, Haifa had to be sincere if the possibility to have offspring again was small.

"Cock crying again?"

"Here," said Alvin carrying Haifa his embrace.

"strong darling. We've got more favors we can be grateful for than we're crying over something that can never come back."

"Don't stay in Haifa."

"If your fear is. O promise, as much as possible to always keep you and our household in any condition."

"Udah yes. If you cry constantly, your eyes are swollen. Later if the children see they think this is the Papa who knows the mother."

"Mas can be didiemin Aina, scolded Aidan and shunned Aizar if they think Ma is what you are."

"Jalan aja yuk. Where you going? Going to the mall, shopping? Buy bags, shoes, clothes? Wanna eat? Where's kulineran? Want a cool, soothing place? Hayu," haggled Alvin.

"No way,"

"Why?"

"Shame."

"Then why?"

"Haifa's eyes must have been swollen. His nose is also red."

"Haha."

"Have it mated."

"Jaudah we are motoran aja yuk while looking for food. Motoran did not meet many people. Keep wearing masks and helmets so be safe, cover her face."

***

The new children's nights are repatriated by Keanu.

"Where's Vin? Ngamok?" keanu asked as Haifa was in the room with her children.

"Yes denial was originally Bang. Crying continues, until the swelling was the same eye as his nose."

"But yes given the explanations of Alhamdulillah, he did not cry anymore. Although sure his heart can not be strong accept fully. It's my job to keep strengthening."

"Nitip Yes. Haifa's her son overthing. Things she doesn't necessarily like really she thinks."

"Yes Bang is calm. That brother doesn't need to leave. Because taking care of his wife is a duty as a husband."

"Judek. We go home yes. Assalamualaikum."

"Yes. Be careful Bang, Brother. Wa'alaikumsalam."

While in the room.

"Mother's crying huh?" ask Aina.

"Papa naughty same Mother yes, Mother said the same Aidan. Later Aidan beat Papa," said Aidan while practicing by hitting the bolster.

"No dear. Earlier Bunda abis streets use the same motor Papa. I keep forgetting to wear glasses. So it's dust in your eyes."

"Really?"

"Yes. I'm now Brother and Brother clean clean yes. Keep bobo."

"Yes Mother."

When Alvin went into the room, he saw that his children were already asleep in Alvin and Haifa's room.

Haifa also appeared to be rubbing while looking at her children with teary eyes.

"Well, don't cry."

"Mas Haifa is not very grateful. God the love of ten. But Haifa was disappointed that God took one of her favors."

"Don't be disappointed again. According to Mas, you are a lucky lady dear. You can be a wife. You can even be a good mother when you've never given birth."

"All women, may be wives. But all women can't be mothers."

"And Allah loves you all. You can be a wife, you can be a mother. Thankful dear."

"Thank you very much, Mom. Haifa's life changed a lot when she accepted Aina's offer to be her Mother. Haifa is not perfect as a wife and also Mother. But thank you to Mas and the children who never complain because of the lack of Haifa.

"Life will never be perfect, baby. Therefore, we ourselves must be good at giving thanks in order to feel perfect."

"No hope can promise if life will always be happy. But we can be sure we will always be happy. If we are good at gratitude."

...DONE IT...

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