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A bright orange tinge coloring the beautiful sky of twilight.
Two beautiful eyeballs stared at the vast expanse of grass.
Swinging as if dancing, rubbing as if creating a single symphony.
The brown-haired girl with both blushing cheeks was alone enjoying the silence.
PLUK!!
Floating in the air a packet of snacks. Deftly, Bella caught it and put it away.
"Why are you here?" He asked lazily on the figure of a man who now puts his butt next to him.
Jimmy, he grimaces and hugs Bella as he pleases.
๐ณBella's body stiffens and her fur crushes. Although they often fight for small and big things, but.....Bella is still privileging Jimmy. Evidently, with the name Jimmy is always engraved at the bottom of his heart.
"I miss you, baby, you...!" He answered with both hands that had pinched Bella's cheek.
"Jim! please don't be like this to me."
"Why?" The man named Jimmy rounded his eyes in astonishment. "Open up we're better? What's wrong with me missing my best friend~~~?" The protest didn't like it.
There is nothing wrong if it does not involve feelings. But here, look who's tormented? A tormented Bella, a one-sided love that always grows despite repeated rejection.
"Jimmy, I'm a normal woman. Don't you see me as a woman in general? And I. I don't seem to have any more pride in front of you. I've told you many times my love for you, but what?" His sharp gaze made Jimmy speechless to look at him.
"You always reject me!" Bella yelled out her emotions her hands clenched firmly on her right and left side.
Jimmy was silent.
"Help me, I can't control my feelings. But you! you can at least keep your prilak so I don't expect much from you! Stop being so sweet on me Jim!!"
That's right, it's true what Bella said. Supposedly, after rejection there is a little change so that Bella does not expect much and nurture her feelings again.
Judging from the problem of Bella, the outrageous is Jimmy. He behaves. In fact, his sleep was often in Bella's room and often showed his dislike of men who approached Bella. So Jim, what does all this mean?
"But bell, I can't stay away from you! Whatever it is I feel comfortable around you, feel we are one frequency and no one else can understand me but you!" Jimmy spoke as if Bella's here made him addicted to their unclear relationship. More than friends less than girlfriends. Isn't that a man's cunning way to win by himself?
"I need some clarity Jim! Here you have a girlfriend, you're free to choose a woman. But me?" Bella patted her chest roughly describing how tight she felt. "Everyone close to me, you always get him into fights, saying that I'm yours. What do you mean?!"
"I'm sick of you Jim!!" Spewing out all the contents of the heart, Bella finally chose to leave. He paddled his bike and returned home. Jimmy was alone contemplating what had just happened.
...Jimmy POV....
I've never seen such anger out of his eyes. What.... Does he really hate me?
She really got fed up with me?
I don't understand myself, what makes me so clingy with him.
As a man, I sometimes feel that I am so selfish. Want to have a boyfriend is also an intense friend. A tamak? Vulturine? or don't know yourself?
I don't know, I don't know either.
What is clear is not willing if Bella is touched by another man.
But.... I can not call this feeling as love, right?
It's just a feeling of affection, isn't it?
Tonight, have to train again to get away from him. It's hard to sleep apart with that chubby kid.
Is it because I lack affection?
My family is rich, my dad is too busy to have time to chat with his kids.
My mother? he looks unemployed, but actually he is no less busy taking care of his marketing business online. I get sorry for the mother who is always sleep deprived, she spends a lot of time at night to take care of her sales profit and loss.
That's why my parents never checked my room at night.
As a child, I was the most obedient. While my brother Rama, he was a dissident, I thought he was the reincarnation of a state rebel.
I walked home alone. Soon I entered my quiet home. Tasteless tasteless that explodes like a welcome for example.
"Hi Bun!" Sapaku to her who was still busy staring at her phone screen.
"Yes, have you eaten baby?" Ask me with her eyes fixed on the phone screen.
I know it's just a pleasantries. Well, itung-itung as qualified as a good parent. Then, what else can I do other than escape to Bella's room?
But.not from this moment. Right what he said earlier. I need to be smarter about my attitude.
A lot of messages came in from Sonia, she invited me to meet. I actually started to hate him after receiving a video message from someone I didn't know showing the incident where Sonia and her friends were harassing Bella.
Now I know why Bella hates Sonia so much.
"Bell, just so you know I'm gonna take your heartache back on Sonia in my own way without involving you." My promise was in my heart before I finally closed my eyes in my deep sleep in my room. Cowering alone staring into a tightly closed window with the lights out, the sign that the owner of the room is no longer awake.
...Author POV....
After the rejection. Bella keeps a great distance from Jimmy. Jimmy refuses to go near Bella. The two are fierce.
"Bell, let's take a walk like this Jimmy doesn't cunt?" Ask mimi.
"Him? she has a boyfriend, she is busy with her boyfriend. Where there's time for me again." Replied Bella who did not want to take a headache.
"Which woman?" Bella asked who was looking for the whereabouts of her friend who had not seen her nose.
They plan to go on a picnic to a flower garden. From yesterday's incident, Bella intends to be closer to her girlfriend than with Jimmy. Maybe it's better, hopefully.
"Oh, sanita? he went to his brother's house with his family." Answer Mini gives an explanation.
Bella nodded in understanding. The two of them then use a motorcycle.
Inhaling the scent of wet soil that was long arid was a satisfaction for Bella. I don't know, but I really like that distinctive smell.
For a moment, his mind was distracted and no longer focused on his heartache after getting rejected yesterday. But... who would have thought if his heart would be scratched again today?
In front of his eyes, Jimmy accidentally overtook him in a piggy bank with a girl.
But, hey...wait! that girl is not Sonia.
Bella rubbed her eyes many times. Make sure what he sees is Jimmy.
"You Why? let's just step aside, yeah, if you're sick?" Said Mini who was worried something happened to Bella. Bella is driving. Fear him if he falls off the motorcycle. It's not funny, it's beautiful and beautiful but nyungsep in got.
Bella turned to Mini for a moment and smiled. " Aren't there just a little animal that had an eye." His lie.
All along, none of his three friends knew about his relationship with Jimmy to what extent. All they know, Jimmy and Bella were neighbors and familiar from childhood. Regarding Bella who was rejected almost dozens of times, no one knows.
Argh....!
Damnit damnit! I'm sorry I got out of the house. Why are you looking everywhere Jim?
And, who's that girl?
Basic Playboy!! You are so annoying Jim!! F*ck you!!
Cussing and berating in his heart was all he could do right now.