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...Bella POV. ...
I'm just starting to understand one thing here if Robbie, the guy who proposed to me, can only be nice to the one woman he likes and this time it's me. I fell silent after we could get out of the tent and leave the fishing area.
He had just been quiet either because he was upset because there was haruka, or because I forgot to bring the lock so he had to break the tent so we could get out.
"Bie, sorry." I said to her who was still silent driving with her eyes focused forward.
"Sorry for what?" tanya who after a while was silent and it was quite a relief to me. At least he's not mad at me.
I hesitated to say this, but I had to be brave enough to ask her. Who is haruka and why does he hate the figure who has such a beautiful face?
"yes, since I was you had to tear up the tent right?" I said I was afraid that he would get angry again.
"No Chagiya, I'm angry at Haruka who has messed up our whole plan. Don't misunderstand me." The answer made me feel more relieved.
"Bie, but why do you hate Haruka so much and be rude to her. What was? do you have any memories of the past?"
One of his gentle demeanor that always made me melt was his way of profiting from easing his own anger when I might accidentally offend him. As of this moment, he immediately pulled over his car and looked at me fixedly with a slow blink.
I swear, this kind of way left me out of breath. I felt the oxygen around me begin to thin and the roar of his breath made me unable to look at him.
"Why ask like that, you know my only woman is you."He said while rubbing my head.
How could I forget, she never dated. In the past almost all girls were made to run away scared by him. only I was the fat one who dared to approach him.
"Then why?" I asked who really wanted to know the cause of all this.
"Why? Yes... because I love you chagi and not her. So why be kind and gentle with her?"
"Yes but can you speak well without being rude? You were too rude." My words when I saw Him were very rude in speaking.
"Is that so? then do you think it would be nice if I was kind and gentle with him while I knew if he put his taste in me? doesn't that seem like I like giving false hopes to women?" he said that made me stupefied at the thought of the answer that gave me a million reasons to go back to correcting what I had said.
THE CUP!! he didn't say much and grabbed my nape and kissed me on the forehead. "already, don't think too much. I just don't want to give anyone else a gap to enter our relationship."
The answer again now makes me find a big point of difference between Him and Jimmy. If He wants to be consistent in one woman, then the immy just want to be consistent in the profits he earns. How's the kid doing now, huh?
He drove back to the car until we stopped at a small inn. "Why stop here?" askaku who observed the signboard of this inn.
"I'm tired, if I go home far enough. Tomorrow is Sunday, right? you haven't had any activities, have you?" He asked but also at the same time made sure that I would not protest.
"See also this, bhan bakar is starting to thin out. This night there must be no one selling retail fuel around here." Say it while pointing at the tank fill marker.
"Ahahaha..you're right..!" I said grimacing curiously.
Stay on? in one room is that? wah... This is his first kai..., Aih, wait there is a pa with my brain? why did it come to be so polluted? to be honest, I'm not the kind of woman with strong faith in facing a handsome man with a thousand seductions.
"Think what? Come on in, it'll rain!" The cry of who called me from in front of the terrace of the inn.
Oh.hh...! don't tell me that as long as I daydreamed about the dirty thing, he saw my face. Jeez Bella, ruined is your reputation...!
I walked up to him while beating my own head slowly. "Stupid...! that stupid...! you idiot!" I muttered my stupidity while walking and he just smiled and then shook my head to see me.
"Sir, did we book a room?" Ask the guard, who I thought was almost 50 years old.
"For a couple?" Ask.
"Ah, no, we..." Robbie's sentence was interrupted when the father returned to grab him.
"You're sisters, aren't you? Your face is very similar.it must have been a nih header.the distance is also not far." He said again as good as he could.
"Ah, yes." Robbie replied with an awkward smile in front of me.
A sister? what does it mean sister? what does this ring in our hands mean? I looked down at the ring on my finger.
'This is the key, it just so happens that there's only one room left tonight. And you two sisters would be fine if you slept in one room." He said while giving us the room key.
"the room's in the middle yeah, number 2!" The call reminds us.
"Pst...! don't get mad, I purposely said that we're brothers so we can get a room. You don't free a couple to date." He said, whispering in my ear.
"Where are you?" My hissing that is still upset because it is said to be his sister.
"Didn't you read? it's a family inn, which means only tenants with family ties are allowed to stay."
"You fooled me, didn't you? Where are there such rules? it is not in Indonesia that there are frequent grebes in cheap hotel rooms or inns of this kind."
"You don't believe it? just prove. Hurry up and say that you're my fiance, then he'll kick you out."
Ah, I can only say all his words.Who would want to be evicted at night and confused looking for lodging? Have you been looking for safety, after all, there is no harm in it, right he admitted me as a sister?
Being in one room like this makes me feel awkward in doing everything including bathroom rituals. I was confused when I saw her coming out of the bathroom with her hair half wet.
"Why do I have to shampoo, night? What if you have the flu?" I ask the previous one I want to shampoo was not so because there is no hair dryer here.
"There's no hair dryer?" ask her with her face.
I'm shaking. "Come here, I'll help you dry." I said, who then spread the towel that had been on my head.
He was sitting cross-legged just below me sitting cross-legged on the sofa. It looks disrespectful indeed, then I who was aware of it began to lower my legs slowly land.
"Ah~~~ like this yes it feels like someone is taking care of us? Someone noticed, someone advised," he said that made me pause a few sat and digest everything he said
"Didn't you exist before? is there a Grandma first?" I said.
"Chagi, I can never complain or tell her I'm tired. I always could not bear every time I looked into his eyes that look I hold the burden of the pain he suffered. I could never.." It sounds melancholy.
"Chagi, are you willing to marry me?" Ask arrived. I had absolutely no idea what was the basis of what made him say this request.
"Married? Didn't we talk about it? do you know what the scholarship system is?" He was silent while using an alibi about the scholarship.
"I don't think it's about scholarship, but it's about your heart that hasn't opened for me yet."
Hearing him say such a thing made me gulp my saliva bitterly.how could he be on target in saying it?
"Bie, it's not like that. But please understand me, I'm here because of the scholarship."
"Chagi, I'm like this too for the sake of looking after you! until when do I hold everything? I'm a normal guy too." Her speech.
Okay.., to be honest, his words made me cringe and must be introspective.
"I mean we can marry Siri first right? I promise I won't get you pregnant before your college is over!"
"Bie, there's no game in marriage and I think we've talked about this quite plainly. I haven't trusted commitment!"
"Isn't there better commitment? at least it is clear where the next direction will be. If there is no commitment is not only the woman who is harmed? Trust me Chagiya~~ I'm not like those two sisters." The words I heard were a deep pleading tone at the end of his sentence.
I sat on the floor and aligned my shoulders with her. I slowly reached her arms and I hooked our fingers. "Bie, do you love me so much?"
I asked after I got tired of pulling our neck veins.
"Is it not clear to you all this?" He asked me back.
"I can't confirm everything. But I don't want to lose you either. Am I being selfish?"
She shook her head. "Then we are on different sides like this, we should have a little time to think about each other." I said the truth just wanted to better understand me and be able to go through everything casually.
"Don't say anything else." His words then carried you into his arms. Deck that hinted he was so fragile and afraid of loss.
"But..." I still want to keep my word. But she immediately stuffed my mouth with her sweet lips. I can't deny, I've always liked this.
Gasps after we exchanged saliva for a while. "Never say anything if at the end you mean just want to get away from me." He said with a hunting breath on my blushing cheek. And, this time it was just a nod that I could give her.
"Sorry." That's all I said that I couldn't argue with him anymore.
I don't know when this night is over, which I know all night I slept so well with the One who brought me into the warm embrace.
"Did you have a good dream last night?" Ask while smiling at me.