More Than a Boyfriend
~ Is he angry?
Robbie flies back to Indonesia, where he left only a letter he wrote himself to Bella.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving,
If you want to go home, you can ask the driver to deliver. Sorry I didn't wake you. I just don't want to disturb your sleep. Thanks for the kiss on her sleep.
What Bella felt right now was nothing but empty. Never before had he felt anything mixed up like this. Sadness, disappointment, helplessness, everything united and slowly paralyzed him.
After waking up, Bella decides to go back to her rental home. Apparently Madam Yuki had already sent out a message and was waiting for her.
"Bell, today you must attend." Madam Yuki.
"Majib ya Madam? can't just zooom?" Bella asked as she opened the gate of her house.
"No, it's your turn to meet the professor face to face. Some days of being absent, they begin to question your presence as a new transfer student. Never met you from the beginning, right? I'm afraid it will affect your value and your assurance."
"Yes, you're right Madam. Okay, I'll be leaving soon." Said Yuki who immediately entered her house.
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The weather was clear when Bella finished her class. Blending together with new people makes it a little able to loosen the taste that grips his neck. The guilt of not being able to accompany Robbie and taking turns helped him.
"Hhh.., I owe him a debt of gratitude." He muttered as he continued walking but his mind was floating.
Aloneness and silence, it seemed that was what he had to get used to. No close friends or colleagues make it independent in anything.
Experts in the field of Developmental psychology often say that when a person leaves their teenage years and heads into early adulthood, they are making a transition.
The world of teenagers is always colored with the world of friendship so that not a few teenagers who sometimes experience mental shocks because Maslah associated with the friendship.
When puberty reaches the age of about 11 years in women and 12 years in men, the process of filtering brain function begins to occur. Behavior that is often done will strengthen the connections between certain parts of the brain nerves, such as, while the connections between other parts of the brain and are not strengthened by supportive behavior, the connection will weaken and the connection may no longer function. This process will continue until the age of 20 years.
And this is exactly what Bella is experiencing, she is still trying to recognize herself and where to put herself in a social circle. It also includes how he recognizes his feelings.
A message came in, and it really took him by surprise.
I'm waiting in front of Bell's house, there's something I want to talk about. Jimmy.
"What, ji.... Jimmy? is he here again?" Bella muttered reading a message from Jimmy.
"Is there anything else he's here?" Bella is very confused and does not understand why Jimmy can come to her.
Bella sped up her pace even though she remained cautious and was a little afraid of slipping. At the front gate, Jimmy was there and hugged Bella.
"Deliver!!" Bella parses Jimmy's embrace violently.
Jimmy was seen crying and grazing with tears.
"Bell, I'm glad to see you again." He said with his eyes.
Bella still doesn't understand and she keeps watching Jimmy's every move. Jimmy doesn't look okay. He looks depressed and scared.
" What's up?" Ask.
" Can I come in?" Jimmy asked with a pushy look.
"Let's go in, it's cold outside." Bella gave her permission.
They enter and Bella begins to interrogate Jimmy who sits still and looks at her pushy. His face was so tangled he was like a person who had not slept for a few days.
"What's wrong? why do you look like this?" Ask Bella who served Jimmy a cup of warm tea.
Jimmy shed his tears he looked really frustrated. "Bell, do you want to help me?"
"Help in what? when it comes to money, I don't have any. Why did you come here too. Tell me everything clearly!"
"A.. I. .. make trouble." Jimmy said with a trembling mouth.
The trouble? especially now? This must be a big Maslah, until he goes so far.
"What go? tell me! I'm not a shaman, so I can figure it all out without you saying." Bella began to get emotional.
"E... Eva our video is spread on social media."
"A....what? I didn't hear wrong? video?" Bella is shocked by Jimmy's story. "So you guys did it while shooting pictures like that?" Its effects.
Jimmy nodded.
"He recorded it, and I don't know Bella. I didn't expect it to happen like this. It all started when his laptop went missing, and our videos were shared on social media. Dad found out, he went berserk and beat me all out. I'm really confused what to do?"
"Then you ran away?" Ask Bella.
"Run it doesn't solve Jim's problem. You have to take responsibility for all our actions. That's why I didn't like it when you and him were so free to have a husband and wife relationship." Bella suddenly dizzy. He then scratched his forehead.
"He's angry too, but not as bad as Dad. Dad stopped all the facilities given to me. But Rama still wants to help me. He said he'd negotiate this out by getting to know him in the police department."
"Hhhh.....! You finally reap what you do. What was Eva's response?" Said Bella who next to her heart save the excess curse for her best friend. It's just that he can't bear to throw it now.
"She asked me to marry her because she was embarrassed, her parents also came to the house yesterday. They want us to get married."
"Yes, maybe if you get married it can reduce legal sanctions. You can get caught up in pornography. I don't understand your way of thinking Jim. What if the laptop is not lost? but Eva herself spread it?" Bella.
"I suspect that way too. But you're disappointed and won't listen to me anymore." Jimmy.
Oh, come on Jim. Which father is not disappointed to see his son become a lowly man of morals and morals?
"Of course!" Bella snaps loudly Jimmy.
Bella was really inflamed for him, they had a fight because of this. Because Bella who advises him but instead considered as a form of envy.
"Then what's your plan?" Ask Bella.
"Okay, I don't know. My head wants to break. Do you have any medicine?" Ask Jimmy who doesn't look good.
"There, pain reliever." Bella said but Jimmy cut her off immediately.
"Salep luka, do you have any? Dad whipped me with his belt."
Holy hooch! the whip? so he's got the whip law? If Dhani's father had acted, it would have been terrible.
Bella who was about to rise again sat and looked at the nanar of people who had once loved her. Yes, although he is not entirely sure of the meaning of love attached to the moment.
"Open your shirt, I'll treat it." Say Bella by then taking the medicine.
Jimmy took off his shirt, and sure enough his back was wrapped in blue and there was also a long gaping wound like an incision.
"You were flogged to this extent? what did Mother say?" Bella asked while treating Jimmy's wounds.
"Mother does not defend me. No one stood up for me, only brother Rama still tried to find relief for me."
Poor thing.
That's what's really inside Bella. He was so sorry to see the condition of his little friend.
"Bell, let me stay here in a few days, will you? I want to calm myself." Jimmy Pinta.
" Hum...!" Bella nodded and closed the medicine.
Unexpectedly, Jimmy then rushed over and hugged him tightly.
Bella was silent and bland. Jimmy was crying on Bella's shoulder. He regretted his stupid actions.
"Maybe it's my karma for having hurt you so much before." Her speech.
"That's it, what's gone, let's not reveal it again. Just think about your future after this." Bella pats Jimmy's shoulder.
Why don't I feel the beating like I used to? Why do I feel like I'm cheating on Robbie? Ah this is not true...
Bella shook her head when suddenly the one in her head was Robbie. As Jimmy hugged him, he recalled the last time before Robbie left where Robbie hugged him tightly and stared at the white snow.
"Have you eaten?" Bella asked after helping to dress Jimmy up carefully.
Jimmy shook his head.
"Let's eat, I'll buy." Bella actually just wants to entertain her best friend.
Bella and Jimmy book a taxi and the two plan to eat out. When the taxi arrived, it coincided with Madam Yuki who had just returned from university. Madam sees both of them, but Bella doesn't see them.
Not long after that, Bella's phone rang.
Bella smiled accepting it and it was from Robbie.
"Hello Bella?"
"Yes Hello Bie, have you arrived yet?" Ask Bella for attention.
"Who are you with?" Asked Robbie without further ado.
Bella was silent for a moment. He's getting degdegan now. Why am I so afraid that he'll get angry?
"Jimmys. Just arrived this afternoon." Bella said honestly.
Not giving much comment, Robbie immediately turned off his phone connection. From her tone it is very visible if she does not like to hear Bella is with a man who is not her.
Is he angry? She mad? But you don't have any ties either, do you? But why do I feel guilty for being with another man?
