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Two months since Rama last called Bella. After that, there was no news or message even though Rama had said he would send a message but in fact nil.
Tonight Ayu and Mimi stay at Bella's house because Father and Mother Bella are busy taking care of all Bella's needs to go to Japan in exchange for students.
"Bell, are you sure you're leaving tomorrow?" Mimi asked who was lying on the bed and hugged Bella.
"Yes, you said I should stay away from the two brothers?"
"Yes but it doesn't have to go out for years Bella. It's only been 3 semesters, meaning 5 semesters you're there?" Said Ayu who was not willing to be left.
"Yes, more or less Yu. Hopefully later you can get a scholarship again and can continue to take college there are different majors." Bella said lightly.
" Em~~~, means you add longer dong there? How are we going? who wants to give us finished materials?" Ayu sulked and hugged Bella tightly.
"Wooo! Fill your head Yu, the ingredients are just!" Mimi slapped hard on Ayu's arm and ayu was grimacing in pain. "But Bell, when we get the thesis that's gonna help us who if you're that far away?" Mimi asked with teary eyes.
"You can ask the instructor, right? there are ashdos who can help you too." Bella.
" This is different from the smart and the stupid. We even met with the guidance lecturer, or all day at the same material love as Ashdos, briefly on the road hit by the wind when riding ojol, already crosswind of all Bell's material. You know how we are."
"Hehehehe! yeah, fill your head with food." Bella flicked Ayu's forehead "And fill your head for a walk." Bella flicked Mimi's forehead.
Both of his friends were not really in the study. They rely more on the wealth of parents in education. For them as long as there is money everything is in order.
"We're gonna lose weight with you Bell." The two hugged Bella tightly.
"You haven't told Jimmy?" Chirper Mimi.
" Not yet, I know he'll be angry indistinctly later. So I'll tell him tomorrow." Bella.
Just called his name, Jimmy called him. Bella becomes nervous and confused to answer or not. He threw his phone at Mimi. Be Mimi by being forced to answer Jimmy's call.
"Bella! why didn't you tell me at all about the student exchange you were following?" Jimmy asked but by shouting made Mimi's ears feel penging even Mimi to keep the phone away from her ear.
"Geez, this kid, he's like this when he's angry?" Mimi asked Bella, who was then taken.
"Hallo Jim, I'm sorry I'm Mimi. Bella she's out buying something. Is there a message?" Lying Mimi.
" Where's he going? let me intercept. And you why are you staying at his house, is there an event? Why didn't he tell me?" Lecar Jimmy flocked Mimi with a pile of questions.
"One question!" Mimi screeched.
"He bought a pad! I stayed because I wanted to. He's lazy to tell you because you're bound to get angry like this! So relax Jim!" Reply to Mimi who yelled at Jimmy.
"Tell him to call me later when he gets there." Said Jimmy without any sweetness and then closed the call.
"Ih.... Holy hooch! he was so scary when he was angry. My ears hurt." Mimi rubbed her ears.
"Yes, the difference is very far from her brother." Bella.
" Then how is Rama, your communication is smooth right?" Ayu asked who remembered Rama after Bella compared him.
Bella nodded in disappointment. " No, it's been two months since he last called me. I hope he's okay."
Somewhere else.
" Rama, don't you want to call your girlfriend? it's Sunday night and the signal's good." Said Ridho Rama's friend.
Rama looked down for a moment and smiled. " How Yes, I actually want more than just talking to the phone. Hearing his voice only made me miss, have trouble sleeping and want to go home soon." Said Rama.
Ridho. "Oh, so this is why you rarely call her?"
Rama nodded. " Yes, it takes a night to not be addicted to his voice. I don't seem to be talented in long distance relationships." He said, allowing her to sit on a tree.
How the signal is not smooth, they sit at the top of the tree after contacting their parents.
"It's Ram, come home from here and get married." Ridho patted Rama's shoulder.
Rama smiled laughing at his own circumstances. " Can't Do. My boyfriend is still a student and he's an accomplished student, he got a scholarship. How intense is the supervision and competition in maintaining scholarships?"
Ridho. " Yes you're right, a little Salah will definitely exaggerate and then the scholarship will be revoked. Hmh .. The world is hard."
"For that I don't want to risk Do." Rama sounded lethargic.
" Then your shitty sister?" Cetus Ridho who had met Jimmy once and left a disturbing impression on him. A sister who cheated on her brother.
Rama patted Ridho's shoulder. " Don't call my sister a bitch Do, anyway she's my sister. My only relative. If my parents die, he's my only family. Whatever his nature he's still my brother."
"I'm wrong, I shouldn't be between them." Rama said he blamed himself.
Ridho. " You're not wrong, you came when Jimmy threw it away. After Jimmy threw it away and saw how good it was to throw away, he regretted it and wanted to take it back from you. Obviously he's guilty of this."
"really?" Rama looked up at Ridho who gave a defense and spirit to him.
Ridho nodded confidently.
"But in my father's eyes, I'll always be wrong. I'll always be forced to give in to Jimmy. Even if it's in my mouth, he'll ask me to mop it up so Jimmy can smile to have it."
Ridho patted Rama on the back. " You're not alone bro! I'm the same, but the worst thing about doing that is my mom. He was so privileged my sister who had a heart defect. Even though I'm the backbone now, I'm still meaningless."
This is the life of the family, no one is perfect. The comparison is one in a thousand. We have a rich family but no time for our children. There is a poor family that has difficulty welfare their children. And the middle man who tends to be favoritism to his children. That is the reality of life.
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Somewhere else.
"By, how's your job?" Ask Grandma Mirna who came and sat at the dinner table accompanying the granddaughter who was struggling with her laptop.
Robbie smiled to welcome the arrival of the Grandmother and then slowly rubbed the old back. " Good Grandma, everything's going well. In a few days Grandma's wish will be realized."
"Thank you Darling. You are just like your father, your attitude is gentle and loving. Looking at you just like I'm looking at my son." Reveal the grandmother whose eyes have shed tears.
"Mother, don't be sad. I am his son." Robbie hugged Grandma warmly and calmed her down. Crying for too long is not good for your heart.
"Grandmother did not expect that the struggle for inheritance would make the children of grandmothers blind like this. They can even kick us all the way here." He recalled how complicated their family relationship was.
Robbie stared at the Granny's shade and then grabbed her hand and rubbed it slowly transmitting comfort and warmth. "Mom, don't remember it anymore. Most importantly, we have lived well and quietly here. There I am, Grandma, I'll take care of Grandma."
" Yes, you're the only one Grandma can trust." Said the Grandma.
It is treasure that blinds and dulls conscience. In fact, not infrequently there are cases where the child to the heart brings the matter of division and the relics of one of his parents green shirt. Imprisoning the mother who gave birth so as not to interfere about the mastery of inheritance. How ironic.
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Different places and times in a complex garden.
"Bella, tell me! did you hate me so much that you kept it a secret about your departure?" Urge Jimmy to judge Bella who sits sweetly on a park bench.
Bella stared flat at Jimmy then patted the empty side next to him. Jimmy then sat down even with a roaring breath of anger.
" Drink!" Bella puts a cold drink on Jimmy. Jimmy accepted it even with a sharp eye of judgment.
"If you say, will you allow it?" Bella flat head.
Jimmy he sulks like a Kindergarten. Like a caterpillar falling off a branch. He squirms with his mouth 6ang keeps whining.
"A~~, ah~ can't! You need to stay here. No. No.., don't go yeah." Jimmy shook Bella's arm and whined spoiled.
"Jim, are you going to be my backbone? will you meet all my needs in the future? Never mind, I also have the right to determine my future. I want to achieve my dream. You know the land of sakura is my dream." Bella.
"I will be the backbone for you, I will meet all your needs, and I will be your future. For your dreams, we can go there and vacation with our children later.
PLOTS UP!!
Bella clinched Jimmy's forehead.
"Stupid! no kidding. I'm serious Jim, I want to finish my education there. Earn the title there."
"But I am also serious about my words. Marry me, and you will be assured of all your future needs." Jimmy said no less tight while holding his forehead which was a little sore.
Bella silently digested Jimmy's words. " really? you want to marry me ugly and poor? I remember Jim, how you rejected me, how you said I was fat when we were in Elementary School." Bella paused for a moment and smiled, laughing at her past story.
" I remember how we used to play house-housing and uncle said we'd be betrothed. Then you turned it down by saying you'd never marry me because I'm fat and ugly like b*b*." Bella rubbed her fallen hair.
"Then Brother Rama came to comfort me by saying that I was his bride-to-be. I still remember that. So much time has passed, and I can't afford to lie to myself that I can't hate you and I love you. But.... Again you refused, right?" Bella asked with deep sadness again to feel how the pain was rejected and not considered.
Jimmy remained silent. Now swallowing was so difficult and his neck felt twisted that he felt tight to just breathe air. The Bitter memories that Bella said seemed to slap her hard. Makes her realize again that she's the one who always dumped Bella.
"And now, I already have a relationship with your brother. So please respect me as your brother's partner. I don't know in the future how my relationship and your brother will be, but obviously I want all of us to be good. Don't overreact like this to me Jim." Bella drew some distance from her seat. He left a few kilan from Jimmy sitting down.
" Bella? you're really gonna leave me? Then did you ask my brother for permission?"
Bella shook her head and smiled wryly. " No, but I'm sure he'll let me. He's mature-minded Jim, he must support my dreams." Bella spoke confidently and looked up at the sky as if her soul had met Rama there.
Jimmy thought about everything. All his sacrifices were in vain because Bella left him.
Bella stood up and was about to leave because she felt like everything was over. His movements stopped instantly as Jimmy hugged him from behind and placed his face on Bella's back.
Without seeing, but so feeling. The man was crying on Bella's back. It feels wet and warm there. Jimmy cried regretting his previous actions where he always ignored and acted annoyingly to Bella. Why was he so slow to realize his own feelings?
" Bella, you may leave but after hearing my confession." Jimmy cried shamelessly on his woman's back.
Bella can only be silent about receiving Jimmy's gentle treatment without coercion. One thing Bella is aware of now. Apparently he still keeps a handful of flavors for Jimmy. A special feeling that is hard to ignore. No hypocrite is so hard for Bella to erase Jimmy from her life.
"I love you, whatever you think of me, but I love you sincerely. Bella, I really can't get away from you, so you can go but don't ignore my calls." Jimmy took a deep breath and then resumed his words.
"Again, before you go. Please hug me warmly. Just once please." Jimmy's voice sounded sobbing and almost indistinct.
Bella turns around and then complies with Jimmy's request. Is it okay to just hug?
" Hugs only, with nothing else. Appreciate me!" He said before hugging Jimmy and Jimmy nodded.
They hugged but here only Jimmy was so sad and crying. While Bella she's bland doesn't even feel anything. Perhaps this was because his heart had become numb from being too often injured and almost deformed.
"Send my message to my girlfriend later when she gets home from work to call me right away. Tell him I miss him so much. And you guys don't keep fighting. Which got along, huh?" Bella's message while hugging and patting Jimmy's back so that Jimmy soon subsided his crying.
"Yes. I promise to fulfill your request." Jimmy nodded obediently. " But, can you hug me tighter and longer? it's for my provisions for years we won't meet." Jimmy spoke with tears in his eyes.
They hugged tightly and slowly Bella also felt the bitter separation that would last a long time. This is their last meeting.