More Than a Boyfriend
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"I'd better go home if you keep talking about my dreams." Bella rebukes Robbie who still hugs her.
"Just go home, there. Do you know the way home?" Robbie lets go of his embrace and half challenges Bella to come home.
"Tau, I'll take a cab."
"No taxis passed, all fleets were stopped until the blizzard subsided. So you're gonna have to stay here tonight."
"When do you know?"
"From the moment you slept in the car. When I listen to the weather forecast you're even engrossed in making mystical noises that give me goosebumps." Robbie said to Bella.
"Stop!! don't say that again."
"OK-okay!" Robbie nodded a few times then fell silent and hugged Bella again.
"When I hold you like this, my shadow penetrates the future. To think that someday we will be like this, with our children playing and laughing cheerfully." Robbie said with hope.
Bella laughs, if Robbie's mind is as round as the child and the future, then Bella's mind is fixed on the manufacturing process. Ahhe.... Bella, she actually has a hidden hasr*t to men.
Whether this is a derivative of the mother or what, Bella is actually more aggressive when it comes to touch, warmth, and bed. He who always refuses Jimmy if Jimmy touches him first is a form of care. Because Bella herself will be difficult to control herself if it comes to intimate matters.
He who is limited in the kiss his mind has flown everywhere is not necessarily the direction, especially if there is something that feels at the center point? Evidently, from a dream alone he can be so detailed and very life to him.
"Don't know Bie, since breaking up with Rama, I started doubting commitment. He who says he will take care of me, will love me, in fact cut off our relationship just like that. My heart hasn't fully opened the door."
What does it mean he hasn't opened his heart yet, but he's never turned down every touch I've given him?
Robbie stared fixedly at the face of Bella who was enjoying the beautiful scenery.
Robbie began running experiments with kissing Bella's neck and lips, he just enjoyed it without resisting or rebelling.
"At least, if you enjoy it then accept my feelings." Said Robbie who actually wanted to affirm their relationship after seeing how Bella wriggled to enjoy her kiss.
Their eyes collide with each other after Bella twists her body. Now the two face each other. The problem is, the man wants to have clarity, while the woman wants everything to go with the flow.
"Stop Bie.., I can lose control." Said Bella who then took a few steps back.
"I like that. Do what you want. I want to know how good you are."
"Not without a bond." Bella.
"Ok, marry me." Robbie said very lightly.
Still the two of them spoke so intensely, the maid had already run towards Grandma's room.
"Young master, Grandma Master!" One of the servants complained while crying.
"What's wrong?" Robbie immediately panicked and immediately shot away leaving Bella who was still standing.
"Mother." Only a little word came out of Robbie's mouth. His gaze immediately turned dim, and he closed his eyes and the clear liquid was ready to slide from his eye fertilizers.
"Bie...!" Call Bella to Robbie who's slumped and sitting on the floor.
Become a minority religion in the country. Makes things difficult. In this case Robbie to decide to return to Indonesia and take care of the funeral of the Grandmother.
Bella just resigned herself and could only give her support. In these difficult circumstances, Bella could not do much she was confused how to strengthen Robbie and took turns to help him by providing support.
"The snowstorm forecast will be over in 6 hours. I'll be ready." Said Robbie who was so deft to prepare all the files needed from the hospital, from the daycare and also the letters of record citizens.
Robbie and his grandmother are not permanent residents of the country. They only remain temporarily until treatment can be successful. But unfortunately, it could not go according to expectations. Mirna's grandmother dies after meeting Bella, who is carrying a duplicate of her granddaughter.
"Bie, I'm sorry I can't come." Bella tearfully says it when she sees Robbie wallowing in grief.
"Come..!" Said Robbie slowly then spread out his hand.
Bella approached and hugged him tightly. They cry together, Robbie feels a deep sadness, the only family member he has to leave. But, on the other hand he felt a relief where the Grandmother's last request had been successfully made.
"I thank you so much for helping me pretend to be my girlfriend. He was so happy to see you." Robbie's words were choked with a trembling voice.
"Now, you can take the ring off. We no longer need to pretend, maybe it's my line to live life like this. Alone and lara." His words are so heartbreaking.
"Don't say that, you helped me a lot and even took care of me when I was sick. I'm not leaving you, Bie, we're going to face this together. Yea?" Bella cupped Robbie's face and looked at him in the shade.
"Cry if you want to cry, Bie. I'll keep you company." Bella hugged Robbie's body tightly and gently rubbed her back and the back of her head.
That touch represented every support and moral boost for Robbie. Robbie vented all his sadness. He was so late in the atmosphere. After this, his life would be completely alone. No family or lover.
" Cry until you feel relieved." Bella's words go hand in hand with one kiss that landed on Robbie's forehead.
"You're all I have right now, Bell, don't go..."
The groan sounded so fragile, his soul was tossed about now, his mind floating in an indeterminate direction. The hope is only Bella who still wants to be with him, accompany him no matter the commitment or without any bond.
"Yes, I'll accompany you." Bella answered by continuing to rub Robbie's hair and back.
An adult man with a sturdy body in fact can not fight the pain of losing a loved one. He could do nothing but surrender and follow fate.
6 Hours before his departure, Robbie is asleep in Bella's soft caress. He who was tired of crying finally fell asleep even with a rush that did not disappear completely.
In his words, he tried to drive lara away.
In his words he tried a rock.
In the depths of all the soaring despair expected not to return to the surface.
Bella stared at the shade of that puffy face. Slowly, she tidied Robbie's hair and gave him a warm, loving kiss on his forehead.
"You're strong. You're a good man." Mumbled Bella stared fixedly at Robbie's sleeping face.
Why was my heart hurt and broken when I saw it fall like this?
