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...Bella POV....
Bella Amelia's. Why is your love story so tragic?
I was always rejected by his sister and managed to have a relationship with his brother. But in the end our relationship ran aground due to circumstances.
It hurts.....
What can I do in this foreign place alone to cover my run?
I've been crying all night in the living room. This house is foreign to me. On this cold night, I somehow became scared myself.
Moreover, this house is an old building that has not been visited for a long time. While crying, from earlier my ears and eyes tried to stay alert to listen to the sounds that might stop in the ear.
"Son, why break up anyway?" I'm talking to a picture of my ex-boyfriend.
"Can't ya, you stay here and kick Jimmy home?" I wiped my tears.
"I still don't know, but you sent me. Hicks....! hyks....! Bella." I muttered alone, lamenting his decision which I did not abandon but had to happen.
I could only curl up to hug my pillow and cover my whole body with a warm blanket. The coldness rose again to wake me up in the third of the night and after that I could not close my eyes.
"Come on, sleep. Tomorrow we have to go to class in the morning." I said to my puffy eyes.
"Dig!" My nose is starting to get unfriendly. I started sneezing. Maybe this is the way my body adapts to the new environment.
"Sseerrkk, Ah...!" I began to look for the side of the cavity that I could use to breathe the air my nose began to clog.
"Come body, don't get sick.. Stay healthy, yeah.." I rubbed my arms in positive affirmations to make my body feel better.
...Author POV....
Sometimes, the answer to a prayer or a wish is accidentally thrown from our speech, indeed the Supreme One will grant it. It's not good or bad, it's all a matter of time.
After saying this, the prayer will fly and hang in the sky. Waiting for the Ridho of the Supreme Being and then landing on the earth again looking for the pronouncer.
The one who goes away and always comes back is our prayer. But man will surely forget when his request was expressed while his own oral taste without intention.
Bella who accidentally asked in her heart, to live everything to flow like water, now God granted it. Everything flows mixed with the swiftness of the tears as its cutters. But, did Bella realize that?
No, of course not. He was inwardly condemning what happened, but long before that he himself had said he wanted to live it like flowing water.
Then where is it wrong?
There's nothing wrong, it's just the way God finished your work, the way he sent a guardian angel for you that you can't guess.
The way God resolves is different from the way you receive and say thank you.
Only on something beautiful, man says thanks to his creator. But they never know and want to say thank you for the wounds and tears. Do they not know that God deliberately drained our tears to publish a happy smile afterwards?
Bella with her eyes began to actively return to work on her new tasks. His head started to throb now. All the tasks sent to him were kanji.
"Ah, this is my choice. My dream. But look, I complain a lot. My eyes are hot looking at these letters. Can anyone help me?" Bella has a monologue with her laptop screen.
"It's impossible also for any nothing I have to trouble Madam." He muttered again.
It's not really the wrong eye or the right letter. This was all just because his heart was still having a gaping wound. The wound was new and made him so fragile.
"Sister, Rama. Has he arrived?" Bella sees an analog clock on her phone screen. "should've. Then....we've broken up, can I still contact him?" He held his own feelings and logic.
His mouth kept twitching, he bit his lower lip. " Ah, no! I'm here to study, finish, graduate, then work with a guarantee of the future. Already.that's all. Focus, don't think about anything else." Bella tries to get back to her former figure. A cheerful figure who always thinks positively.
Somewhere else.
In an office with a monochrome themed room that is full of shade and also some green dots in the corner of the room, A young man who had just been inaugurated as CEO was standing and staring deep into the outer window.
"Focus on learning, don't think about anything else." His murmured then turned around and sat down on his great chair.
Rama spoke to the air, but his soul seemed to be connected to someone far away. Someone who a few hours ago just decided and successfully made him suffer until now.
"Sir, soon the inauguration of the handover ceremony will be held. The board of directors are already in the auditorium." Tamara read out the handover agenda that Rama must attend.
"Hem!" Rama answered briefly densely and clearly without flinching from his chair.
Jesus, the new boss is cold begging for mercy. From the first entry, if read anything the response must be only. HEM! nothing else what? Tamara mumbled in her mind.
Tamara, she's Rama's secretary now. Dandi's father chose him and can not be challenged. Tamara was appointed as the best candidate to introduce all the intricacies of the company's work system.
Tamara closed her tab and looked at her new Boss with puffy eyes. Rama cried overnight after ending his relationship. He was so unwilling, but this is a middle ground so as not to be prolonged in the run.
But, even so he still felt the empty side in his heart so subdued him.
"Sir, I'm sorry about your eyes. I don't know if you're sleep deprived or how, but allow me to remove the patch in your eye. " Say Tamara.
" No need! just wear sunglasses to finish the business." Reject Rama.
"But sir, that seems disrespectful. The members of the board of directors are mostly people whose age is far above you. So, if you wear sunglasses in the middle of the event that will be in the spotlight of some cameras, I don't think it's ethical." Tamara explained at length.
Rama who sat in his chair while closing his eyes leaning on the chair only gave deheman. " Hey!" The answer made Tamara scratch her temples.
Tamara doesn't understand the meaning of Deheman the boss.
"HEM, what is it, sir? Yes or no?" Ask again.
"Yes!" Sahut Rama with a high tone of voice makes Tamara gasp.
" good, Sir. I'll compress for a minute." Tamara left the new boss' room.
Good thing handsome, if it doesn't. Dih,,, i,,,! Tamara shuddered as she walked out of Rama's room.