
...THE OTL....
Complicated right?
Girlfriend is not, but asks for forgiveness.
No, but I like to organize. Children are not but like to be stuck. Huft...! that's Jimmy right now who is struggling Bella with great expectations.
Bird chirping unpretentious, pecking, scavenging food on the sidelines of the leaves that fall yellow. Jimmy who was fast asleep got a spray of water from Bella.
"Wake Jim!!" Excited Bella who had been up from the afternoon and was several houses away.
"Eff..." Jimmy groaned and wriggled and then opened one of his eyes. "What time is this?" Ask with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up.
" It's 9." Bella replied in a flat voice and continued to clean the TV cabinet.
The house is like a broken ship if Jimmy stays. The ideal man loves to eat snacks and throw his garbage carelessly.
" What?" Jimmy jumped in instantly. " Why don't you wake me up?" Ask with rounded eyes and a voice that rises two octaves.
Oh, my God, Bella jumped in shock and held onto her chest. His best friend ran home and ignored Bella who was confused.
"Crazy." Bella grumbles and flicks her mouth, feeling a fool with Jimmy's behavior.
Finished with cleaning the house, Bella who incidentally is a girl who likes to read books, she chose to fill her holiday by busying herself to read some books in the library that is not far from her housing.
Accidentally, when he was about to get out of the house, his eyes also saw Jimmy who was in a hurry to leave on his favorite motorcycle.
"Where is he going?" Bella muttered curiously.
Armed with a high curiosity, like Dora the Explorer or similar to the curious of Jorge, Bella then turned on her matic motorbike and followed Jimmy.
Fooling with gifts, Bella actually gets a view that she can never forget in her entire life.
Jimmy, stop right in front of Sonia's house. The prettiest girl in school. Many men are fighting over it. Vying to be his girlfriend.
Come on, it's just a dumb-ass who doesn't want to be with Sonia. Jimmy? it's the first time since she entered High School that she's approached a woman. Bella who was still curious continued to observe. Bella follows faithfully behind Jimmy's motorcycle.
Until they head to a library that is also familiar to Bella.
"Oh, apparently to look for a book." Mumbled Bella. He is still thinking positively. Both may have a task or activity together.
But, it also looks like the two are so close and join hands. Smiling at each other looks so sweet.
Bella is still running the action, all is still smooth and fine. Till....
Bella was wide-eyed as her eyes scanned the field from across the bookshelf, watching the lips of the two clenching.
"God...!" Bella smothers her mouth withholding the curse that will be thrown.
Bella, a flash of her past back where just last night Jimmy told her he had no interest in dating.
Then what is jim?
Is this what you mean, more than less friends than girlfriends? It's not understandable how you think Jim.
Sad, claustrophobic, and disappointed. Mixed into one and made something liquid again clear dripping wet his cheeks. Bella was crying for some reason.
Bella left with all her disappointment. He cried silently on the edge of the residential complex park.
"Why should I be sad?" His words monologue with his hands throw throwing innocent breech with pebbles.
Bella laughed laughs at herself. Laughing at his one-sided love.
"From a long time ago, I loved you Jim! I've always liked you and you've always rejected me, saying our friendship is more than love." Bella spoke with such vexation that her voice trembled withstanding her cries.
Bella sees her reflection in the surging water and then she laughs. He knows now what causes Jimmy to always turn him down.
"I know now, you're a hypocrite!! you said the physical is not important, the important thing is comfortable. What's so uncomfortable are you with me? even almost every night you sleep with me. But what?" He spoke while putting pain in the heart.
To comfort herself, the struggling Bella decides to buy snacks. Bella has a tendency to eat when sad or commonly referred to as Emotional eating.
The house is still empty, Father and Mother are not home yet. One more day he has to be alone. Bella has a chance to entertain herself tonight.
He who is not afraid of the dark, ended up spending his night at home alone and spent a lot of food without control. Forgetting his vision and mission to lose weight Bella does not bother and eat everything there is.
Bella accidentally turned off her house lights because she was lazy if Jimmy would call her. A cellphone? his phone is also in night mode, nothing can bother him tonight.
Her ears are covered with earphones. Focus on seeing and hearing the voice of her favorite playwright. Not touching the sound of a knock on her bedroom window Bella kept staring at the screen of her phone.
"Ah, where is he? why can't I call? his room lights and also in dead all." Jimmy muttered and continued to throw Bella's window glass with small stones from a flower pot.
Jimmy kept calling Bella's number again and again. But nothing does not produce results.
Tired of trying, Jimmy finally gave up and had to let go of sleep tonight without his best friend.
...Morning, though,...
Jimmy waited for Bella to get out of his house for almost 30 minutes. Many times Jimmy called out to him but there was no word.
"Bella! bell! Bella's! Auck!!" She hopes Bella will answer.
" Jim! don't be noisy!!" The holy Mother shouted at her own child.
"Bella left just now with your father! You don't know? why are you fighting?" Cecar the holy Mother was suspicious.
"No Bun, everything's fine." Jimmy doesn't know where he's doing his mistake.
Hampa didn't bring any real results, Jimmy left alone. Arriving in class, of course what he was looking for was one Bella, not the other.
" Bella!" Jimmy throws his backpack and is caught by Bella reading but her eyes are alert.
Not answering and Bella then put Jimmy's bag in her seat slowly without anger. Whereas usually if Jimmy is like that then Bella will immediately throw Jimmy's bag into the middle of the field.
"Where was it last night?" Ask Jimmy who then sits at Bella's table without any sense of courtesy.
"Home" Bella replied casually.
"Why not open the door?" Ask Jimmy.
"doors? since when did you get into my room through the door?" Lirih Bella answered without looking at Jimmy and only focused on reading books even though her concentration was divided.
Jimmy sees a strange gurgle in Bella, making her whisper something in Bella's ear. " Are you angry? what wrong? say."
Bella looked at him sharply and then shook her head.
"There's nothing wrong, and no one gets angry. Get rid of it, I have a lot to do."
While whispering, there was a pair of eyes that were staring hatefully. A perfectly-statured woman withstood the affections and squeezed the leaves that were before her. He doesn't like his being in contact with others.