More Than a Boyfriend

~ Ready!

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"Son, that man is in his possession. At that time Father held your words and even agreed with your words. Where do you want me to marry you to a fat woman. So I offered Rama as your replacement. Bella's family already holds her contract and will marry Bella and Rama after Bella's graduation."

...Jimmy POV...

My words are so sad. How can I forget that I always rejected Bella?

But now that things are different, she's grown into my dream girl. Not the fat one that's greedy anymore.

Is this karma for me that used to know a lot about it?

Argh....!! Lord!! forgive Me! I even want to marry her now. Maybe if my friends knew from every wet dream that appeared was Bella's face and body, then I would be blasphemed all out.

Damn it!! how could I be so crazy about him?

My biggest regret and stupidity is always to ignore and abandon his feelings. I swear I regret it now.

And I see him and Brother Rama are so romantic. Would being my girlfriend be like that too?

Oh, my....!! Help me!! Now I lick my own spit oh no I eat my vomit again. Even if she asked me to kiss her feet, then I would gladly do so.

****! I'm crazy!!

" Bella, now I'm going to use a new method. I'm not gonna be a coercive, heartfelt Jimmy. I will be a gentle and warm Rama to you. That way I hope you can reconsider how I feel about you." My murmur looked at his little back that was disappearing in the dense swallowing of the street riders.

I purposely let him go after I saw that flash of hatred in his eyes. Is that so annoying of me?

But, to be honest, as a normal guy I always had a hard time resisting the urge to be able to touch and kiss him.

Although she was only silent, but in my eyes her pink lips were always challenging. Why do those little lips make me so opiate?

And why am I only now aware of that feeling? Even I have a habit of looking at his face before going to bed or just touching something of his own.

And now my new habit is to listen to our conversation through a video call that I deliberately recorded. I feel strange about this habit, but I will also have trouble sleeping if I miss it.

With Eva, in fact, she's also my runaway. Bella's face always pops up when I play with Eva. I hate it, but I can't handle it on my own either, it looks like Bella has taken over my whole life.

The afternoon, after the end of the school hours. I'm the one who moved now and even sat next to him. Studying Japanese literature. One of the languages that didn't interest me because of its complexity. But I took it just because of Bella.

Two majors I took to meet with Bella. Although not infrequently I have to be smart to divide the time between Japanese literature majors and business majors that I take.

"Where are you going after this?" I asked him the owner of my heart who was sitting in the cafeteria enjoying his cold drink.

I saw him as tired or thinking of something. But, I have to be consequential with my mission. I will be as gentle and warm as Rama's attitude towards him.

"You go home, and do your job." Answer's short. I know, he's trying to pull away from me. But I also won't give up.

"Oh, I'm taking you?" I looked up and waited for his reaction.

He's nodding.

Tumben once, will usually just refuse. And mention many reasons. It's kind of weird.

We walked and I insisted on bringing her books. Again and again he refused. He looks weird.

In the car, he remained silent. I swear, I'd rather he scold me than him who's silent like this.

"Is there anything you've noticed since I've been silent and daydreaming. Is there a problem?" I asked her hoping her answer would be long and restore her mood again.

"I'm good." The answer was short without seeing me. I'm really worried about it.

"What's wrong? geh's story!" I rubbed his head. He didn't shuffle and didn't reject it.

"May I ask your brother?" Say it with soft eyes. It seems she was ready to cry.

What's the matter? Did Rama hurt Bella's feelings? Or is she there someone else on duty?

"What's? but can you call him directly?"

"The number is off Jim. I'm worried about him, I'm worried." He said with a trembling voice and eyes that had already shed tears.

But, indeed when giving news to Mother, said Mother Kak Rama contacted through her commander number, not her personal number.

"Bell, don't worry. She's fine, yesterday she called Mommy. Mother who told me, but did not use her number, she said her phone was damaged while climbing. Accidentally fell and stepped on his theme." I said retell what Mother told me.

"Then, about him not contacting you, I guess it's just because he hasn't memorized your number and is embarrassed to ask me." I said as much as I could answer.

He wiped his tears and threw out his snot. "You sure that's all?" He lowered his head. " As I recall, Brother Rama is a person who has an advantage in numbers. Even he could poultice in one look at the numbers. If he doesn't call me, it means he's deliberately unwilling to remember."

Yep... Bella's right. My brother has the advantage of remembering and counting.

"The reason is that he left me with anger." He said in a low tone and with great sadness.

I was stunned to see it so fragile as it is today. I feel the pain too. When I forced her, when I kissed her without my permission, even though she was crying because of me, but I didn't feel this sadness. For me in her tears when I kissed her there was once a hint of happiness from her even though she was ashamed to admit it.

"Anged over what? You guys quarreling?"

"It's been months since you've been in an accident. Do you remember where you kissed me in the hospital and there was a door bang on?"

How could I forget? it was our last kiss and I always remember it.

"I... Yes .." I was nervous the atmosphere I felt was starting to feel bad. He lowered his head and threw a look out the window.

"Jim, you shouldn't have done that. I'm your brother's girlfriend. Just then, he saw everything and he was also the one who banged on the door to have your actions stopped." He said tears of regret.

"A.. what? So he knows? And he got mad and left without saying goodbye to you?" Guess me very much.

"Jim, do you know what worries me?"

I'm shaking.

"Sister Rama, his gunshot wound has not healed well. I read the results of his examination, to him it will be normal after two months. But, he left when it was a month of recuperation. I'm afraid she's..."

"He was shot?" I really wouldn't even know about this. He always shuts himself off from us.

"Yes, your brother almost bled to death. He was not sent home because he was done. But he was sent home because of an emergency at the border. He won't tell you this because he doesn't want Uncle to hate his profession even more."

She really knows so much about my sister while I'm so minimal. We rarely communicate. What kind of sister am I?

"Bell, why didn't you tell me from the beginning?" I slowly shook his arm.

"Jim, Brother Rama does not want to be considered to seek attention. He didn't want Uncle to go berserk and ask him to stop being a country man. He loves his profession so much. Can you make Uncle understand what your brother likes? You're brothers."

Right he said, All this time I've taken too much advantage. I was too selfish and always let Brother be oppressed in his own family.

Now I understand why he chose to be a cop. Maybe for him quite at home he is not appreciated and oppressed. But outside don't expect that to happen.

For that he chose to be a police officer to be respected by others and keep his wife so as not to always be oppressed.

"When you're sick, he worries about you so much. But he still pretended to be fine while being seriously injured so as not to trouble his own family." The other one who was then touched.

"I miss him." He said with his breath beginning to sting.

Oh, apparently my girl misses my sister a lot. I hugged him and gave him a warm hug like a close friend. More like a close friend closer.

"I'll tell him to call you soon." I said to calm him down.

"No, I don't want to interrupt his work. Let him call me if he wants to." His words then stretched out and released my embrace.

"Let's get me home quickly. I have a lot of work." He said again with a smile.

I know he's just pretending to be strong and fragile.

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"How about the coordinate point of attack? have you counted it?" Ask one of the commanders.

"Ready! already commander!" Rama answered with a firm body and gave respect.

"Good, our assault is in 30 minutes to free the people they're Sandra." Commandant

"Ready commander!" Strictly and loudly Rama replied.

"Good!" The commander patted Rama on the shoulder.

"Do you want to call your mother before you strike? here's my phone, use it. I just finished calling my wife and daughter." Said the commander thrusting his phone.

Such a thing is a mandatory ritual for every soldier and service to the country before carrying out his duties. They will contact family members or loved ones before carrying out dangerous missions.

And, most of those contacted were unaware that it was a greeting before the war. If the mission succeeds the greeting will continue and if the mission fails then that is the last greeting from them to listen to the voice of his loved ones.

And this afternoon, in the 30 minutes leading up to the mission. Rama decides to call Bella.

"Come on, baby, pick up the phone." Rama muttered anxiously and walked back and forth inside the camp.

Two minutes waiting and call lifted.

"Hallo who is this?" Ask Bella who doesn't recognize the caller's number.

"Hi darling! How you doing?" Rama asked a little awkwardly because a few months stopped not contacting his lover.

" sister? ka... you? Hua....! Hua.....! You are evil ....!" Bella vented all her frustration. She came back crying after Jimmy dropped her off in front of his house.

" Why the phone, huh? you want what? want to break up?" Bella was very upset.

"Well, how is that talking? My phone broke, so I couldn't contact anyone. Here's the electricity and signal trouble, baby."

" But Jimmy said you called Auntie the day after tomorrow?"

"Yes, I'm just a minjam cell phone. If you want to contact for a long time also does not feel good with the commander dear. Please understand." Rama persuades Bella who has tantrums.

"Have your wounds healed?" Bella worries about Rama's situation.

"Yes, already. It's been over two months. One month ago I was only assigned to the office. The commander loves me so much, so I can sit back in the office. Don't you worry anymore, will you?"

"Eum..." Bella mutters. "Then, is this the commander's number?"

" Dear, this is the far counter and my phone is badly damaged. To buy again here the price is 5 times the price at our place. So I'd rather just hold back when I get home."

"Oh, so?" I heard Bella who was gone. His tone sounded better. " Why call me then?" Also again.

" Because I missed you, baby. Very homesick. I've been here two months. And 4 months later we can go home. Pray that I'll be safe until I get home. You really learned it." Rama said as if to say.

"Yes. But 4 months is a long time!"

" Em... later I will try to send messages often or call you. I Love you Dear." Rama sounds cheerful.

" I love you too dear." Answer Bella.

"How are you, ready?" Asked the commander while again asking for his phone from Rama.

" Well ready!!" Sahut Rama with fiery spirit.