More Than a Boyfriend

~ First night

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Which is not diridhoi, certainly will not be able to happen. It is a belief deeply ingrained in my heart, where I believe that whatever happens on this earth, cannot happen without His will and power.

And like me who is currently sitting staring at the reflection in a mirror that shows my face in a thin makeup polish, wrapped in a white wedding dress.

This is the second dress that I wear after I previously wore a covered shirt when Ijab qobul. And now it is like the inauguration event only attended by the officials in the company work.

"Well, my wife is beautiful." Again and again, continue and continue my friend when the High School is also a former berandal apparently has a habit of making me always smile at him.

Two months after he got Father's blessing, he actually kept his promise to ask me this morning. Everything went by day, the wedding and the ijab took place via video call witnessed by both my parents, my parents' best friend, and my friend Jimmy who was also surprised to see me married. Only Rama's brother had not seen a picture of his face at all.

Where's she?

"Thank you Bie, my husband is also handsome." I said, who then took him to walk into the living room he had conjured into a small party hall.

"Don't take my hand or I'll be taken by aunty." He whispered while teasing me.

"Do I have to hold you like this?" I teased her by wrapping my hand at the intersection of her waist.

"of course. But later tonight, now just moan your hand." He said again, rubbing my waist.

A lot of new people I've met, a lot of new faces and names I have to memorize. And all of them are important people to my husband and of course I also have to be able to maintain the attitude in front of them.

There is a feeling that makes me feel uncomfortable from now on. I'm supposed to feel this in 2 days. But I don't know if I've been feeling it since morning and it really scares me to face the night that just waits for a few more hours.

I was restless staring at the wall clock and I didn't dare to sit down at all or something bad was going to happen. 5 hours I was standing and just hoping to be anxious in my heart. May it not happen as what is haunting.

"Why you?" ask Robbie who is now my legal husband.

"Bie, can I go to the room first? I'm a little tired." I lied to him who spoke softly with him.

"please wait for me in the room. It will also be finished soon. I'll leave it to the guests." He said with a shady look.

Maybe this looks impatient, I immediately take off my wedding dress and take it off just like that in front of the bathroom door of our bridal room.

I cried when I saw him. The red stain that often visits me and is present for one week in each month. My period arrived 2 days earlier.I don't know, but this was probably due to my nervous and stressful factor in preparing for my marriage alone without parents.

Although this event is only fairly closed and simple and attended by a few people, but not a few also Robbie poured funds. Pure gold souvenirs and all the trinkets have cost a lot. And now I'm disappointing him.

I was in the bathroom half an hour locked up and didn't dare to go out at all.

"chagi!, are you still using the bathroom?"

His voice surprised me who was confused in the bathroom. I walked back and forth and nibbled on my fingernails.

"Machi!" Call again.

"Bie, honey can I ask you a favor?" I said that was fretting and biting my lower lip.

"What's? say it!" It was as if he was still waiting for me in front of the bathroom door.

"I'm asking you to buy me a pad." I said slowly followed by a pile of regrets.

There was a sound like an open closet and footsteps approaching the door. "This is Chagi, what else?" Ask by knocking on the bathroom door.

"Get me a change of clothes also complete with dalama*nya." lirihku.

He didn't answer but I knew he was moving to do it. "It's Chagi.." He said again, and I just took out my hand to reach him without daring to look at his face.

"What?" He turned around with his hand still in his pants pocket. "Come here, what's wrong?" He spoke without reducing his smile.

"Sorry...!" I said with a low head.

I didn't think He would embrace me so warmly. His hand slowly rubbed my back.

"What is there to forgive? that's normal for every woman? We just have to postpone it, not abolish it." He said understandingly.

What more do I doubt and less than this figure like Him. So understanding and made me his queen. He is not selfish and not a coercive man.

"Is it painful?" she revealed my hair child and gently rubbed my forehead.

"a little pain." I said moving my hand symbolizes a small pinch.

"Sleep, I know you're tired. I used to take care of my grandmother who fell unconscious because of her menstrual cycle.she had myoma before menopause arrived and was forced to take action to take enlarged myoma. From a young age I lived alone with him. I know and understand a little about female reproduction. So don't worry I won't be mad at you for this." Said.

Ah~~~, thank goodness. I can breathe with relief now.

He took me to the bed and even laid down the cloth right where I was going to lie. I didn't think he'd be this thorough.

"How much?" he asked me who just stood looking at him. "I'm used to doing this a long time ago when my grandmother had not had myoma removal surgery. Her menstrual blood was so much when she was in pain to faint."

"well, go to sleep, I'll take a shower." He said after making a place for me.

He entered the bathroom with a smile that accompanies him.who would have thought that the child who when high school so much troublemaking, so feared the girls actually have a side that not most men have. He was firm and gentle in time.

Not long after when I stopped to dive into my mind thinking about why the soul mate brought me with Him, apparently He was done with the ritual bath and climbed the bed next to me.

Bridal night shouldn't be like this, right? I know something's up in him, but... He can hide it from me as neatly as possible.

"why not sleep?" His hand slipped under my nape and indirectly led me into his arms.

"Our bridal night should be like this because of me. Sorry huh?"

"It's okay Chagi, I don't matter. Let's go to sleep!" He peeked at my head as if tan wanted to discuss this again.

Slowly, I also fell asleep when a subtle snoring from him was able to hypnotize me who had difficulty falling asleep.

"Thank you Chagiya, I love you!" I said and then peeked at his cheek.

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Somewhere else.

"Rumi, take Haruka home!" Haruka's father said across the phone call when he contacted his son's best friend.

"but uncle, he refused me and even threw his bag in my face. He's raging here I need uncle's help, he's frustrated after hearing Robbie's wedding news."

"DW...! you troublemaker, take care of him, let uncle drag him home!"

"Ba.. good uncle."

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