Mentari for Dawn

CHAPTER 33 - Trying to End Life

"Okay Ranty, you calm down. Please don't panic. I promise I'll try to find Tari until I see you. I will give all my men. So you calm down. Just pray that he's okay and found out soon"

"Thank you very much Doc. For now it's just the Doctor, the only person I can count on"

"Yes alike. This is also part of my responsibility" Dawn ended the voice call.

Huh! He breathed a heavy sigh. So the girl dropped out of her boarding house because she didn't want to marry him? Good Lord! Why is the problem with the woman getting longer reaping the endless drama?! Which is starting to make him sick!

Did she think she was happy with the wedding?! If he could turn back the clock, he never wanted the abuse to happen either. He knew he had made a big mistake.

But is his mistake not to be forgiven?! He also never ran away from his responsibilities! But why has this matter become even more complicated?! Why could the woman not understand her position, who was unconscious while doing that?!

What more must he do now, to solve his problem with that woman?!

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Dance walked with shunt steps and blank stares on the edge of the bridge. Like a statue that runs in a place that is a little far from the crowd, or a passing vehicle. His face was pale and unfocused.

He stopped and looked at his stomach, which still had no bulge. Frustrated with his life. Whether the great sin he had committed, until he continued to get a punishment that stuck like this.

His life is completely ruined! There's nothing left. Everything he had now disappeared and left him. His father, his love, his holiness! And now she's carrying a child outside of marriage! Should he accept all of this and stay afloat? Or choose to give up and leave for good?!

Honestly, he never hated this kid. Because everything that happened was not his fault.

But it was also unlikely that she would be able to give birth and raise this child. He was afraid of inflicting great suffering on this innocent child. He was afraid that this child would get insults and insults, as he had obtained at this time.

Dari looked at the river with a swift current under the bridge where he stood with a nano view. He saw his stomach.

He knew what he was doing was wrong. Because he will eliminate the two lives that are in one body. Maybe this is the best thing for both of them! Because he was tired of all this!

Dance spread her legs. Riding on the iron that became the wall of the bridge, while continuing to look at its glory. In accordance with his intention, he was about to jump into the river that was below.

But before his intention was realized, a sturdy hand belonging to a man had first caught and pulled his body. Until they both lost their balance, and fell down on the surface of the paved bridge.

"Look!"

"What are you doing?! Have you lost your mind?! You think dying is easy?! You think with you dead, all these problems will be solved just like that?! You actually add to the problem that can still be solved properly!!" Shouts of Dawn with anger condemning the stupidity of the girl.

While Tari held her stomach while grimacing in pain. It seems that the impact from the fall just now has an effect on the content.

"You okay? Stomach hurts? Come, I'll take you to the hospital" Dawn held the girl's body in a panic, and asked in a softer voice.

But the girl rebelled using the remnants of her power. "No. I don't want to go with you. You better just go. No need to be pretentious to care for me" said Tari wirih and weak on the sidelines of the pain that whack his body.

Dawn clenched her teeth in fury.

"I beg you this time, please don't be stubborn. I don't want to help you anyway. I just want to help my son who is in your womb" Fajar still insisted on carrying Tari to his car, regardless of the woman's refusal.

All he had in mind right now was the condition of the fetus in his womb. Because after all, it was his flesh blood as well.

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Dawn took Tari to her hospital. Arriving there, he immediately ordered the best obgyn doctor available to examine and handle the poor girl.

"The collision is not too hard Doc, so it does not affect the condition of the fetus too much. But...."

"However?"

"But Mother Dance's blood pressure is quite high. It seems to be caused by excessive stress. I fear that it will risk the occurrence of preeclampsia which can endanger the safety of the fetus. Especially for the condition of the fetus that is still too early, in the first trimester as it is today" Dr. Jenar explained rather worriedly.

"Then what should we do Doc?"

"I recommend that Mother Dance take plenty of rest, nutritious food. And definitely not too much of a thought. Especially thinking of heavy things"

"Thank you Doc" Dawn said in a bland tone.

"I'll excuse Doc then"

"Yes please"

Doctor Jenar came out, leaving them alone in the spacious and luxurious VVIP room. Dawn looked at the woman lying on the soft bed empty. The woman's gaze was straight up. Look at the ceiling of the room with a blank look.

The feeling of Dawn is mixed between kasian, guilty and greget. He felt like he was looking at the woman who looked so devastated and depressed. He felt guilty because he was the cause of the destruction of the poor woman's life.

But on the other hand, he also felt greget because of the attitude of the girl who was so stubborn. Even to the point of wanting to end his own life.

"I'm sorry again, because I've ruined your future. If I could repeat time, I would never let that happen to us. I definitely wouldn't get drunk that night. Until I unknowingly desecrated your chastity.

But the rice has already become porridge. What has happened cannot be changed again. Even if we cannot accept such a fate. In this case I am the guilty one. Not you. You can do anything. Berate maki even hit me as much. Because I deserve it.

But I beg you, please don't vent your anger and heartache on that innocent baby. A baby who never asked to be presented to this world, in this way. I offered to marry you, so I could take responsibility and look after you both"